-even that time when the wind blows- "jae.... Dont go please dont leave me yet..." you weakly whisper as he turns from you. -for me its not enough- " id never leave you my beloved." you look up from your hands and see that he is trembling trying to hold back his tears wanting to be strong for you. -ill smile one last time i give my final greeting.- "i love you jae" your breathing becomes labored your heart begens to slow skipping beats here and there. Jae looks towords the heart monetor as he listens to the speradic heart beat. -i love you- he turns towords you again a pained expression on his face you both knew this day would come you both just wished it wouldnt of come so soon. He looks sadly out the window and smiles. "when we met it was raining and i had forgotten my umbrelka at home. You lent me yours saying we could share. We had to huddle closely underneath cuase it was much to small for two people. It just wasnt made for two but we made it work." -even though im tired even though loves painfull even though thoses time are just memories- " i called you a pabo for thinking it wouldnt rain and chanced your health. We both luaghed together. I gave you my number and told you to call me any time it rained. I hadnt expected you to call me every singal time it rained it made me happy so very happy" you whispered with tears in your eyes not wanting to leave your beloved forgetful jea. -my final greeting i still have to give- you both laughed and cried at the memories youve shared together for a couple years but you began to grow weaker your eyes began to droop. -i love you- " carry me outside jae i want to be in the rain like the first time we met huddled closely together." he looked down at your ring finger. Your wedding band had become to big you knew he had watched you withering away slowly and this was profc of not that he needed any proof. He lifted your hand to his lips and kissed the ring. Befour picking you up and cradeling you to his chest. You weight nothing in his arms. He might as well be holding a bag of featheres. Upon arriving out side the rain greeted you instantly drenching the both of you. But the rain was warm. The ground was littered with cherry blossoms. You becam very quite looking at the beauty of tge hospital garden. -i love you- " jae never forget me because tomarrow will come for you love freely once again. Dont ever forget how to smile and lastly dont cry for to long it always pains me to see you cry. Please never forget me" you whisper pleadingly with your eyes. Tears mix with the gentle spring rain as you both cry. -fly away fly away my love- "kiss me jea...." you whisper. Your weak hand trembles as you caress his face gently cupping his cheek. His hold on you tightens. And then your lips meet in a heart shattering kiss. Gently he gives you everything and you in return give him your last heart beat putting all your love in that one kiss. -fly away fly away my love- your eyes droop further but befour they can close all the way your heart stops and then your gone. Jaejoong nows the moment your heart had stoped beating the very moment your lungs stoped breathing. The very moment your soul flew away. He craddles your body to his chest not wanting to let you go. -fly away fly away my love.- "i love you" he softly sobbs burring his head in your chest. Not relizing a nurse walked up to him. SHe closes your half open eyes. Going to take your body from jaejoong but he sobbs harder and holds you closer. -fly away fly away my love- the nurse leaves. Walking into the hospital but jae knows shell be back. -fly away fly away my love.- jae screams your name sobbing uncontrolably. When arms suddently come around him from behind holding him tightly as if trying to keep him from falling to pices looking up he sees yunho holding him junsu and cgangmin and yunchun were circling him. The nurse had gone inside to call them. She was walking back with a doctor to take your body from him. -fly away- yunchun carresses jaes hair softly jae breaks down and wrapps his arms around yunhos waist burring his face into yunhos stomach taking comfort in the familiar warmth and scent. Yunchun junsu and changmin encircle him in their arms as well trying to hold him together he was shattering inside and there ws nothing they could do about it. -fly away my love.- jae sobbed and sobbed cursing god for taking his will to live. Taking his sunshine. His breath. His heartbeat..... His angle. -even in the after life ill greet my love again. Jaejoong had sobbed untill his weak body passed out from exhustion. Yunho lifted jae into his arms. Carring him to his car that everyone arrived in. Junsu offered to take jaes car home after the rest of them piled into yhe car. Yunchun craddled the sleeping jae in his arms. Craddeling him to his chest yunchun held jaejoong praying that hed be alright. That hed smile and luagh again. Once his heart began to heal. Jae was yunchuns first love. But jae could never love him that way. They were the soulmates. Best friends till the end. Yunhoalso loved jaejoong as yunchun did but they both knew jaejoong only loved you. (the next morning) jae woke and feeling arms and legs entangled in his. The boys hugged him like old times. Changmin laid accross all of their legs holding jaes leg to his chest junsu hugged changmin but had his hand reaching for jaes legs yunho and yunchun both cradled jae in their comforting warmth. Holding each others hand. Jae looked out his bedroom window sliding one of his hands free he reached towords the sky. "farewell my love untill we meet again my love ill save your place in my heart." he whispered his last goodbye. A scilent tear esxaped his eyes as he lowered his hand back to the bed. The boys all tightend thre hold on him as ielf in there slerp they knew he was crying. And slowly shattering inside. But jae took comfort from there warmth. And eventhough your gone now he knew one day youd meet again. -goodbye-