[ONE-SHOT] WanSicaChul
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A/N: This is written in Siwan's point of view. My imagination of SiTaeng is ruined so to make up for the depression, here's a fic about why i think Siwan likes Jessica too. Have you ever had that feeling when you're not so interested in an idol but your friend/sister keeps shoving pictures, videos, info about their idol to your face and eventually, you start to have a crush on that idol too? Here's my point.
///STORY BEGINS///
It was a schedule-free day today and all of us were lazing around in the dorm. I silently sat beside Heechul on the couch and waited for him to start a conversation with me.
I hate to admit it but, I really like it whenever Heechul talks to me about his fanboy updates. It’s the only time I can act like a fanboy too and get away with it.
Like this one time when Minwoo teased me before going to bed.
---Flashback---
“Hyung~ I saw you fanboying with Heechullie hyung just now~ I didn’t know you were such a spazzer like him~ Kekeke~” Minwoo poked my arm cheekily.
“It’s called ‘Acting’, my dear. I’m gonna be an actor one day, you know. I call it, ‘The Spazzing Fanboy’”, I made a diva hand gesture and looked at some blank space as if imagining my future.
“Wow.. Bravo.. Bravo..” He clapped as if he was really impressed, “Your acting was S-U-P-E-R-B! I would’ve really thought you were ‘The Spazzing Fanboy’~ Keke~ Well I guess you’re not really crazy like Heechul hyung.. Goodnight.”
As Minwoo went off to his bed, I stood beside mine with a heavy chest. I felt like I just made myself more burdened than I already am.
Why can’t I just admit to the boys that I, Im Siwan, am an infatuated fanboy too?
WHY IS IT SO FREAKIN’ HARD? (AND AWKWARD)
---End of Flashback---
“Hehehehehehe… huhuhuhu… kekekeke…” Heechul’s odd laughter snapped me out from my thoughts.
I tried peeping at the iPad screen which he was holding. As expected, he was viewing a fancam of Jessica making cute puffy faces.
I could’ve sworn that he had showed me that video a couple of days ago. Maybe he watches the same videos over again to satisfy his fanboy needs if there isn’t much of an update.
So freakin’ creepy.
“Hey, that’s kinda cute. Can I see it too?” I moved closer to him.
“Yeah sure, it’s a fancam of Jessica making cute puffy faces! Hehe. Oh.. I think I just got a Déjà vu..” He touched his head with a confused expression put on.
I simply smiled and nodded with my eyes still stuck onto the video.
“Oh and also see this,” After the video ended, he went back a couple of pages and showed me another fancam of Jessica dancing to Hoot.
“What’s so special about this one?” I smiled excitedly, “Did she puff up her cheeks again? Did she make a cute mistake? Did she wink?”
“She does a cute wink about 0:24 into the video, just wait for it.. Aha! There!” He pointed and giggled.
“Oh.. haha! Cute!” I smiled awkwardly.
I could hardly see anything with his constant spastic movements. I swear he gets so excited easily.
“Wanna see my collection of saved pictures of Jessica?” He smiled like a proud fanboy or more like like a creepy stalker.
“I think you’ve shown me that yesterday, or was it the day before..?” I scratched my head.
“But.. I’ve saved new ones!” He exclaimed and opened his ‘Jessica Pix’ folder before I could say anything else.
“She’s so pretty, isn’t she?” He giggled as he viewed the pictures.
He starts off by staring at a picture for 5 seconds and then shows me the screen for 2 seconds. He repeats it for all his other saved pictures of Jessica until his pictures of her runs out.
“Okay so that’s it for today, we can have another spazzing session soon!” He smiled happily and kept the iPad away.
---
Place: Music Bank Greenroom
“Dareun yeoja ye hamjeonge puk bbajyeot dani. Byeonmyeong kkeut neon ajikdo jeongshin mot charigo itji!~” I sang part of the Hoot song because I was bored out of my mind in the waiting room.
“Did you just sing Jessica’s part?” Heechul asked me with an expression as if I had just mocked him.
“Sorry..” I didn’t know why I apologized.
“It’s okay, her part is really catchy..” He forced a smile and continued what he was doing.
‘Phew. That was a close one..’ I sighed to myself as I took a glance at Heechul.
I didn’t realize that all these Jessica spazzing sessions I had with him made me fall in love with the Ice Princess unintentionally.
She’s just so full of charms, I can’t help but to start fantasizing about her too. I just can’t let Heechul know about this or he wouldn’t let me spazz with him anymore.
---
After Kwanghee, Dongjun, Hyungsik and I were done filming for The Beatles Code, we went straight back home.
In the car ride back to the dorm, Dongjun nudged me.
“Hyung, so it’s true that you like Jessica?” He asked me innocently.
“Hmm yeah..” I nodded slowly.
“Heechullie hyung know about this?” He raised his eyebrow.
“I didn’t tell him..” I sighed.
“Betrayer..” He said under his breath.
“What?” I wanted him to repeat his word.
“Nothing, hyung..” He closed his eyes and pretended to go to sleep.
Throughout the journey in the car, I felt uneasy. Maybe I should’ve said YoonA instead. I mean, everyone likes her so it’s not so shocking.
---
Place: ZE:A’s Dorm
Almost a week later,
“So.. Whatcha doing?” I sat beside Heechul on the couch again and gave him a slight nudge. It was a good time for our Jessica spazzing sessions again.
However, he immediately paused the video he was watching on his iPad and looked at me with a straight face.
“Flying a kite, what does it look like?” He rolled his eyes as if he was annoyed.
“Sorry.. I can totally see what you’re doing but I was just trying to start a conversation here,” I apologized.
“The only thing that you have to apologize to me about is.. Ah, forget it!” He stood up from the couch and went into the bedroom.
“What did I do?” I turned and looked at Dongjun.
“Think, hyung, THINK!” He, too, rolled his eyes and went into the bedroom with Heechul.
“Alright so are all of you gonna get mad at me one by one too? April Fools’ is over! We pranked Kwanghee, remember??” I looked at the rest of the guys with my big eyes.
“How could hyung do this to Heechullie hyung? Seriously, I’m so disappointed in you,” Hyungsik stomped off to the bedroom too.
“ARGHH!!” I groaned and crossed my arms.
“SO WHAT IF I LIKE JESSICA TOO? BIG DEAL!” I shouted, hoping for Heechul to hear it from inside the room.
“Siwannie, all of us know that Jessica belongs to Heechul,” Kevin approached me.
“And so I can’t like her? And since when did she belong to him?! They’ve never even had a proper conversation together!” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.
“Come on, we all know between us men, Jessica belongs to Heechul, Taeyeon belongs to Dongjun and Minwoo and Seohyun belongs to Taehun,” Kevin added on.
“Wait, why can Dongjun and Minwoo share Taeyeon? I want to share Jessica too! I’m willing!” I exclaimed.
“But Heechul already liked Jessica since the very beginning, so she belongs to him. You gotta have his word first before he’ll be able to share her with you,” He explained to me, which still doesn’t make any darn sense.
“Then.. which girl is yours?” I looked at him suspiciously.
“Erm.. Secret, it’s a secret,” He placed his index finger on his lips and blushed.
“Krystal belongs to me so none of you can have her!! Siwan-ah, you better not like her because I’m not sharing!! Hehehe!” Kwanghee butted in the conversation.
“Heh.. Not you too! Gosh, am I the only one here that didn’t know about this whole ‘own-your-bias’ hullaballoo?” I sighed.
“Pretty much,” Minwoo whistled.
---
That night, I kept tossing and turning in my bed. There were two things trapped in my mind.
1) Jessica’s part in Hoot.
2) Heechul being mad at me for liking Jessica.
Everytime I tried to sleep or fantasize about the possibility of WanSica, Heechul’s creepy face keeps haunting me.
“THAT’S IT!!” I shouted and got off my bed.
I went to Heechul’s room and grabbed him by his collar, making him wide awake.
“Look man, you’re driving me insane with the whole Jessica ordeal!” My loud voice woke up all the boys.
“YOU’RE driving me insane! IT’S FREAKIN’ 3AM IN THE MORNING!” Heechul shouted at me with his eyes closed.
“FINE! I’ll let you sleep if you keep out from my head!” I stomped out of his room and went back into my bed.
---
I managed to fall asleep right after I got into my bed last night. However, I still wasn’t gonna let Heechul off.
“Hey,” I greeted him as I sat next to him on the couch.
“I’m never sharing my Jessica pictures and videos with you again,” He looked away from me.
“Look, I have no idea why you’re so worked up about this. There are other guys out there that like Jessica too, not only you,” I tried to talk some sense into him.
“You really have no idea what this means to me, don’t you?” He looked at me disappointedly.
“What? Tell me, then if you’re able to convince me, I’ll.. convert into a Taengoo spazzer or something along that line,” I crossed my arms to listen to what he has to say.
“All those times I’ve confessed my love for her on TV.. She NEVER replied to any one of my them,” He sighed, “I’m just afraid that she might happen to watch yours and fall for you or something..”
Hearing what he said made my heart really heavy. I could just imagine the agony he would feel if Jessica were to respond to my one and only declaration.
I mean, it wasn’t anything at all. It’s not like I said I’d do anything for her attention, it’s just that I said her name when the hosts asked me to blurt out my favourite SNSD member.
“So.. I’d really appreciate it if you would just.. keep your feelings about her to yourself or just with me,” He smiled.
So he’s okay that I like Jessica too but he just doesn’t want me to say it in public.
“So.. you’re sharing Jessica with me?” I smiled warmly.
I guess Heechul isn’t so bad after all.
This made me realize that I didn’t like Jessica as much as he does, I just like her in the way that I admire her and she’s cute. Not because I want to be with her for real.. though I would love that!
“Huh?” He raised his eyebrow at me.
“I mean, between us men, you’re sharing her with me right?” I gulped.
“NEVERRRRRR!!!! You are banned from viewing Jessica updates!! BANNED! BANNED! BANNED!!!” He ran away into his room while holding his iPad.
“Heechullie.. He’s always so obsessed with his Jessica,” I shook my head while laughing at Heechul’s reaction.
Just as I turned my head, Kwanghee’s face appeared before me, giving me a scare, “OH GAWD!”
“Alright, I’m willing to share Krystal! Kekeke!”
I hate to admit it but, I really like it whenever Heechul talks to me about his fanboy updates. It’s the only time I can act like a fanboy too and get away with it.
Like this one time when Minwoo teased me before going to bed.
---Flashback---
“Hyung~ I saw you fanboying with Heechullie hyung just now~ I didn’t know you were such a spazzer like him~ Kekeke~” Minwoo poked my arm cheekily.
“It’s called ‘Acting’, my dear. I’m gonna be an actor one day, you know. I call it, ‘The Spazzing Fanboy’”, I made a diva hand gesture and looked at some blank space as if imagining my future.
“Wow.. Bravo.. Bravo..” He clapped as if he was really impressed, “Your acting was S-U-P-E-R-B! I would’ve really thought you were ‘The Spazzing Fanboy’~ Keke~ Well I guess you’re not really crazy like Heechul hyung.. Goodnight.”
As Minwoo went off to his bed, I stood beside mine with a heavy chest. I felt like I just made myself more burdened than I already am.
Why can’t I just admit to the boys that I, Im Siwan, am an infatuated fanboy too?
WHY IS IT SO FREAKIN’ HARD? (AND AWKWARD)
---End of Flashback---
“Hehehehehehe… huhuhuhu… kekekeke…” Heechul’s odd laughter snapped me out from my thoughts.
I tried peeping at the iPad screen which he was holding. As expected, he was viewing a fancam of Jessica making cute puffy faces.
I could’ve sworn that he had showed me that video a couple of days ago. Maybe he watches the same videos over again to satisfy his fanboy needs if there isn’t much of an update.
So freakin’ creepy.
“Hey, that’s kinda cute. Can I see it too?” I moved closer to him.
“Yeah sure, it’s a fancam of Jessica making cute puffy faces! Hehe. Oh.. I think I just got a Déjà vu..” He touched his head with a confused expression put on.
I simply smiled and nodded with my eyes still stuck onto the video.
“Oh and also see this,” After the video ended, he went back a couple of pages and showed me another fancam of Jessica dancing to Hoot.
“What’s so special about this one?” I smiled excitedly, “Did she puff up her cheeks again? Did she make a cute mistake? Did she wink?”
“She does a cute wink about 0:24 into the video, just wait for it.. Aha! There!” He pointed and giggled.
“Oh.. haha! Cute!” I smiled awkwardly.
I could hardly see anything with his constant spastic movements. I swear he gets so excited easily.
“Wanna see my collection of saved pictures of Jessica?” He smiled like a proud fanboy or more like like a creepy stalker.
“I think you’ve shown me that yesterday, or was it the day before..?” I scratched my head.
“But.. I’ve saved new ones!” He exclaimed and opened his ‘Jessica Pix’ folder before I could say anything else.
“She’s so pretty, isn’t she?” He giggled as he viewed the pictures.
He starts off by staring at a picture for 5 seconds and then shows me the screen for 2 seconds. He repeats it for all his other saved pictures of Jessica until his pictures of her runs out.
“Okay so that’s it for today, we can have another spazzing session soon!” He smiled happily and kept the iPad away.
---
Place: Music Bank Greenroom
“Dareun yeoja ye hamjeonge puk bbajyeot dani. Byeonmyeong kkeut neon ajikdo jeongshin mot charigo itji!~” I sang part of the Hoot song because I was bored out of my mind in the waiting room.
“Did you just sing Jessica’s part?” Heechul asked me with an expression as if I had just mocked him.
“Sorry..” I didn’t know why I apologized.
“It’s okay, her part is really catchy..” He forced a smile and continued what he was doing.
‘Phew. That was a close one..’ I sighed to myself as I took a glance at Heechul.
I didn’t realize that all these Jessica spazzing sessions I had with him made me fall in love with the Ice Princess unintentionally.
She’s just so full of charms, I can’t help but to start fantasizing about her too. I just can’t let Heechul know about this or he wouldn’t let me spazz with him anymore.
---
After Kwanghee, Dongjun, Hyungsik and I were done filming for The Beatles Code, we went straight back home.
In the car ride back to the dorm, Dongjun nudged me.
“Hyung, so it’s true that you like Jessica?” He asked me innocently.
“Hmm yeah..” I nodded slowly.
“Heechullie hyung know about this?” He raised his eyebrow.
“I didn’t tell him..” I sighed.
“Betrayer..” He said under his breath.
“What?” I wanted him to repeat his word.
“Nothing, hyung..” He closed his eyes and pretended to go to sleep.
Throughout the journey in the car, I felt uneasy. Maybe I should’ve said YoonA instead. I mean, everyone likes her so it’s not so shocking.
---
Place: ZE:A’s Dorm
Almost a week later,
“So.. Whatcha doing?” I sat beside Heechul on the couch again and gave him a slight nudge. It was a good time for our Jessica spazzing sessions again.
However, he immediately paused the video he was watching on his iPad and looked at me with a straight face.
“Flying a kite, what does it look like?” He rolled his eyes as if he was annoyed.
“Sorry.. I can totally see what you’re doing but I was just trying to start a conversation here,” I apologized.
“The only thing that you have to apologize to me about is.. Ah, forget it!” He stood up from the couch and went into the bedroom.
“What did I do?” I turned and looked at Dongjun.
“Think, hyung, THINK!” He, too, rolled his eyes and went into the bedroom with Heechul.
“Alright so are all of you gonna get mad at me one by one too? April Fools’ is over! We pranked Kwanghee, remember??” I looked at the rest of the guys with my big eyes.
“How could hyung do this to Heechullie hyung? Seriously, I’m so disappointed in you,” Hyungsik stomped off to the bedroom too.
“ARGHH!!” I groaned and crossed my arms.
“SO WHAT IF I LIKE JESSICA TOO? BIG DEAL!” I shouted, hoping for Heechul to hear it from inside the room.
“Siwannie, all of us know that Jessica belongs to Heechul,” Kevin approached me.
“And so I can’t like her? And since when did she belong to him?! They’ve never even had a proper conversation together!” I couldn’t believe what I was hearing.
“Come on, we all know between us men, Jessica belongs to Heechul, Taeyeon belongs to Dongjun and Minwoo and Seohyun belongs to Taehun,” Kevin added on.
“Wait, why can Dongjun and Minwoo share Taeyeon? I want to share Jessica too! I’m willing!” I exclaimed.
“But Heechul already liked Jessica since the very beginning, so she belongs to him. You gotta have his word first before he’ll be able to share her with you,” He explained to me, which still doesn’t make any darn sense.
“Then.. which girl is yours?” I looked at him suspiciously.
“Erm.. Secret, it’s a secret,” He placed his index finger on his lips and blushed.
“Krystal belongs to me so none of you can have her!! Siwan-ah, you better not like her because I’m not sharing!! Hehehe!” Kwanghee butted in the conversation.
“Heh.. Not you too! Gosh, am I the only one here that didn’t know about this whole ‘own-your-bias’ hullaballoo?” I sighed.
“Pretty much,” Minwoo whistled.
---
That night, I kept tossing and turning in my bed. There were two things trapped in my mind.
1) Jessica’s part in Hoot.
2) Heechul being mad at me for liking Jessica.
Everytime I tried to sleep or fantasize about the possibility of WanSica, Heechul’s creepy face keeps haunting me.
“THAT’S IT!!” I shouted and got off my bed.
I went to Heechul’s room and grabbed him by his collar, making him wide awake.
“Look man, you’re driving me insane with the whole Jessica ordeal!” My loud voice woke up all the boys.
“YOU’RE driving me insane! IT’S FREAKIN’ 3AM IN THE MORNING!” Heechul shouted at me with his eyes closed.
“FINE! I’ll let you sleep if you keep out from my head!” I stomped out of his room and went back into my bed.
---
I managed to fall asleep right after I got into my bed last night. However, I still wasn’t gonna let Heechul off.
“Hey,” I greeted him as I sat next to him on the couch.
“I’m never sharing my Jessica pictures and videos with you again,” He looked away from me.
“Look, I have no idea why you’re so worked up about this. There are other guys out there that like Jessica too, not only you,” I tried to talk some sense into him.
“You really have no idea what this means to me, don’t you?” He looked at me disappointedly.
“What? Tell me, then if you’re able to convince me, I’ll.. convert into a Taengoo spazzer or something along that line,” I crossed my arms to listen to what he has to say.
“All those times I’ve confessed my love for her on TV.. She NEVER replied to any one of my them,” He sighed, “I’m just afraid that she might happen to watch yours and fall for you or something..”
Hearing what he said made my heart really heavy. I could just imagine the agony he would feel if Jessica were to respond to my one and only declaration.
I mean, it wasn’t anything at all. It’s not like I said I’d do anything for her attention, it’s just that I said her name when the hosts asked me to blurt out my favourite SNSD member.
“So.. I’d really appreciate it if you would just.. keep your feelings about her to yourself or just with me,” He smiled.
So he’s okay that I like Jessica too but he just doesn’t want me to say it in public.
“So.. you’re sharing Jessica with me?” I smiled warmly.
I guess Heechul isn’t so bad after all.
This made me realize that I didn’t like Jessica as much as he does, I just like her in the way that I admire her and she’s cute. Not because I want to be with her for real.. though I would love that!
“Huh?” He raised his eyebrow at me.
“I mean, between us men, you’re sharing her with me right?” I gulped.
“NEVERRRRRR!!!! You are banned from viewing Jessica updates!! BANNED! BANNED! BANNED!!!” He ran away into his room while holding his iPad.
“Heechullie.. He’s always so obsessed with his Jessica,” I shook my head while laughing at Heechul’s reaction.
Just as I turned my head, Kwanghee’s face appeared before me, giving me a scare, “OH GAWD!”
“Alright, I’m willing to share Krystal! Kekeke!”
///END OF STORY///
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