"The way is not in the sky, it's in the heart," -Buddha

Buddha once said that wise word, I know doing things just like we wanted to, is terribly hard. I can't understand very clearly that quotes. 

Seo's Residence, 23 January 2001  01:25

"Unnie!" someone shouted on me, and now i feel that someone that on top of me, wait is that a dream? "Unnie!" i slightly opened my right eye, it was very clearly that Ja Eun, is sitting on top of me and showing her grimace face.

"Ja Eun? What are you doing? This wasn't even two-" 

"I know, Unnie! But hear that!" 

"Hear what exactly?" I slowly lifting Ja Eun who is undeniably light and opened the door.

"God, for heaven sake! Have you cleaned your ears? Mother and Father are all in the rage!"

"Rage? Just let it be! They will forgive each other next morning!"

"But," Ja Eun huffed, "They said they will split up!" she continued her words. 

This is two in the morning, maybe.. one past thirthy two? and i just have a news that my mother and father going to split up? Wait, this wasn't even April Mop! God, just let me finished my sleep, okay? 

"Splitting up?" i said, "How could you know what splitting up mean?"

"Of course, i do! Hye Jung's parent have splitted up! They have gone in seperated way!"

I cleared my throat, Ja Eun is only three and will be four in the July, but she already know what splitting up means? I just gaped my mouth as large as it could be. 

Sangguk Academy, 24 January 2012 10:13

"Don't i look beautiful?" Ja Eun smiles softly in the mirror, "I like the layered shorts! It's so cute!" 

It was a very long day, i don't know that Ja Eun remembers that eleven years ago, yesterday, our parent's go on their own way and world, and meeting new people to cherishes them. 

"You look nice," i smile to her, convincing that her belt doesn't make her hips bigger. 

"So can we go now? I'm craving for toasted bread since last night," 

Ja Eun just entered the high school, not hypothetically entered one, because she just transfered from another school. She really wanted to entered my academy since last year, but her grade doesn't make it to the Sangguk, so she decided to enrolled at Hal Yeon first. She did a spectacular entrance back then, so i bet she will make one to at the Sangguk. 

"She is lovely," i already heared it clearly since we arrived.

I clearly know that Ja Eun was pretty, she has beautiful slanted eyes and sweet lips, also fine waist that appeal everyone. Even though sometimes i wanted people attention, i need her to be happy and cheerful. I don't want my family; who runs the same blood in the vein being unhappy like my parents.