On The Walls ~
On The Walls
007
"kangin-ah, wake up.. I made you the breakfast".
He smiled longingly and kept staring at the ceiling as the soft cheerful voice came to his ears. He turned his
eyes to the calendar on the wall in front of their bed, his and his jungsu's bed.
28 November..one month has passed..20 months left.
He sighed and stood his body up on the bed. He opened the drawer of the nightstand and pulled out a blue
marker. He got up and approached the wall and started to write.. D-608.
He has started to write on those walls since junsu was gone or exactly, when the moment he had to say
goodbye to his jungsu came, at their last night together . of course jungsu didn't know about that.
On the walls, youngwoon was writing something everyday. Something he felt that
day..missing..love..scold..funny memory..or even just write their names. He was writing them in blue.
To him, blue represented the hope..the credibility..the gratefulness to what all jungsu has given him. He knew
he won't forget any detail. but he was afraid of the memory may betray him when jungsu comes back, So he let
the walls be his witness.
He wrote about their first date..the birth of their love in his heart.. how he rewatched those videos..the
songs..the practices..the fan services that had started to just make the people excited and for
challenging..the more u make the people believe it, the more money you get. They both laughed about that.
How much he wanted to pay to bring back those moments.
Youngwoon even bought curtains. He didn't like the curtains in the past; they were preventing the sunlight to
say her good morning to junsu's skin and make it shin like a pure pearl. But he did now to hide what he has
written. He wasn't ashamed of his words, but to not let anyone read that or to know what he exactly fells. It's
too precious ..So private to him..for his special love..Jungsu.
The desire of reading what he has written hit him, but he prevented himself. he promised himself to keep it till
jungsu comes back. On that day, he will bring jungsu here. They will sit on the floor and jungsu may cry..no,
of course jungsu will cry in his embrace. Youngwoon will hug him protectively and then, he will assure jungsu
won't cry anymore..everything will be right..So right. And youngwoon will wait to have that moment.
When jungsu comes back, they will repaint those walls in green and they will write their new dreams..no..there
won't be dreams anymore..their goals..their ambitions on a list in white..as jungs loves..as he loves jungsu..
as they love their love to be. He will let jungsu write whatever he wants and his arms will cover jungsu's smaller
body from the back and he will rest his chin on his shoulder. Like the greenish safety walls will cover their
white pure list. He will let jungsu write them all. He will be happy with anything as long as he will be with
his jungsu.
He wrote his message for today and spreaded back the curtains to lay on their previous place. He threw
himself on the bed again and ran his hand on the cold empty spot beside him and smiled…when he comes
back.
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hey guys!..I know it's terribly short compaires to the stories I usually write, but since It's a drabble, I know It's
still fine BD..I'll upload another stuff so soon nd I promise they'll be longer ;).
actually, I like to write on the walls of my room beside my bed..umm well, i write on any wall I c If that's possible!
so feel free guys to write ur opinions on this wall here till I meet u soon with another story's wall we can talk
on..see ya ;)
P.S..CONGRATS TO OUR SJ WHO WON 3 AWARDS: 2012 LINE AWARDS, BEST GLOBAL GROUP (MALE) AWARD AND ALBUM OF THE YEAR!!!.*dance around* I"M SOOOOO PROUD OF THEM..
WE DO MISS U OUR PRECIOUS ANGEL ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
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