Falling for you (part 2)
A Crazy Hallowen
This chapter will be short! please forgive me but i'm doing exams and is quite difficult for me to write and study at the same time kekeke but I've done my best to at least write this short chapter!! so enjoy it :)
Since that incident, in effect, things were getting better, Kyuhyun was dancing more easily thanks to the advices of Donghae and Eunhyuk, who had now become a little closer to him, Sungmin and Ryeowook now became his best friends and Siwon seemed to have a special interest on him always flattering everything he did, Yesung, Kibum, Kangin, Hangeng and Shindong had already fully accepted him and they were happy to have realized that his presence seems to be very good for the group, only Heechul and Leeteuk kept a little apart
Until the day when they received their first award, Leeteuk hugged Kyuhyun tightly recognizing his effort and both cried with happiness, since that moment he had become the "miracle" of the group and now the official maknae of Super Junior
Many things happened that changed radically the relationship between Kyuhyun and Donghae
First, the unfortunate death of Donghae's father, he had been so devastated that he cried nonstop all the day, the atmosphere in the dorm was so dark...
Kyuhyun had never cried again after the promise he had made to Donghae, he really wanted at that time but he knew he had to stay strong for him, and at the same time he was so upset to see his hyung running into Eunhyuk's arms to be comforted, at first he thought that maybe the same affection that he had for Donghae was reciprocal, but as the time passes he just knew that Eunhyuk was the only lucky to feel such affection from him, something that broke his heart, but still he would be there for him as he had been there when he needed someone
At night he slipped to the room of his hyung to find him crying
-Donghae ..- sitting on the bed trying not to disturb his hyung
-hyunnie? .., what are you doing here?- Donghae said trying to wipe his eyes but it was useless because the tears kept flowing
-one time you told me that you would be there for me when I needed it, and I plan to do the same, I won't leave you alone in this- he whispered smiling sadly and wiping the face of his hyung gently
-thanks .. Kyuhyun- he said beginning to cry again and clinging the maknae so hard like he was going to vanish in any moment
-sleep Donghae- he said lying him on the bed and hugging him, running his hand on his back repeatedly to give him comfort
After a few minutes, finally after two days without stop crying, Donghae was fully asleep and mumbling something between dreams
-I love you Kyuhyunnie- snuggling even closer to the maknae
-I love you too silly..- laughing a little to see that apparently he was dreaming with him
-you really don't know how much...- he whispered sadly before he fell asleep
The second event was the tragic accident involving four members of the group, which had marked with force the life of the maknae
9 members were sleeping peacefully in the dorm when they suddenly heard the sound of the phone, Hangeng who had risen for a glass of water, picked up the phone lazily hearing the altered voice of his manager
-hyung please speak more slowly I can't understand anything!- starting to get altered when he heard his manager so panicked
Next thing everyone heard was the sound of glass breaking and loud sobs, immediately all rose from their beds running into the kitchen
-Hangeng what's happening!?- Heechul ran towards the chinese embracing him
-T-they-they had an accident .., t-the four had an accident!- Hangeng could barely say between his sobs
-DAMN HANGENG! Relax! who had an accident?!- Heechul shook him with strength-
-The van .. flipped over ... Kyuhyun ... Kyuhyunnie- crying even more
-WHAT HAPPENED TO KYUHYUN!?- Donghae cried out with his heart about to pop out of his chest
-He is very injured ..., they think t-that he won't make it- Hangeng said hitting a wall with impotence
Without exception all members now were crying and Ryeowook let his body fell to the floor as Yesung held him
-Why I had to argue with him today! Why?!- Ryeowook screamed and Yesung tried to calm him but he was crying hard too
Donghae's mind had stopped working, the smiling face of Kyuhyun and all the memories he had of him replayed on his head and tears began to fall from his eyes, he felt that he couldn't breathe, as he could, he started walking towards the door ignoring the screams of the other members, he was about to leave the dorm when he felt a hand on his shoulder
-I'm going with you- Siwon said with all his face soaked
-hurry up..- Donghae said leaving the dorm and running to the elevator
He couldn't bear the idea that Siwon apparently felt something for the maknae, but at that time the only thing that mattered to him was to get to the hospital
Siwon was driving like there was no tomorrow without caring if they crashed or not
-I know I shouldn't say this now hyung, but I can't stay silent anymore- Siwon said keeping his eyes on the road
-what is Siwon?- Donghae had a bad feeling about this so he was frowning
-Now I couldn't feel worse to know that the person I'm in love is about to die, but I know.. you're feeling the same? aren't you?- Siwon turned to see him for a few seconds seeing Donghae's angry face
-So you like him ... huh?- clenching his fists and resisting the desire of hitting him in that moment
-More than that, and I wanted to say... that I will fight for him no matter what happens- Siwon stopped the car in front of the hospital
Donghae remained silent for a few seconds, because really he was containing all the fury that was running through his veins, he only sighed and bury his nails in his hands with strength
-I have only one thing to say Siwon- Donghae said with his head down
-Tell me Hyung- Siwon looked him seriously
-I won’t let that anyone get into my way, because I know.., that anyone can love him more than me- Donghae said with a huge smile on his face, unbuckled his seat belt and got out of the car without even closing the door to start running with all his strength to the hospital
Siwon had remained static, he never saw Donghae in that way, he always saw him happy not caring about the things that happens around him, but seconds ago he saw him really pissed off, and he knew that the big smile on his face had meant a clear warning (of course in Donghae's way)
-He can be scary when he's upset, but even that won't going to stop me- Siwon muttered to himself before leaving the car
Donghae saw Eunhyuk and Shindong from afar, so he ran and hugged the two crying like ever
-Are you alright?-
-We do, but...- Eunhyuk tried to talk but the lump in his throat made it very difficult to him
-He has some ribs fractured and also pierced his longs, the doctors said that ... that .. he has less than 20% of chances.. of survive- Eunhyuk cried hard
-I can't get out of my mind the image of hyunnie hurt, HE CAN’T LEAVE US DONGHAE!- he cried hugging his best friend
But Donghae pushed him gently starting to get away from them
-DONGHAE!- Eunhyuk was about to follow him but was stopped by Shindong
-I think he needs time to think Eunhyuk, you know it must be very hard for him -Shindong sighed and wiped his eyes for the hundred time that night
Donghae went into the bathroom and saw his reflection watching how bad he looked, he shouted with all his strength and hit the mirror with fury causing that his hand began to bleed, he dropped his body on the floor crying with despair
-KYUHYUN YOU CAN'T LEAVE ME! YOU CAN'T!, Not... when I finally realized that I love you- Donghae whispered burying his face in his knees choking the strong sobs that came from his mouth
That's right, he had realized about his feelings thanks to the conversation with Siwon, the last words he said were out of his mouth without thinking, and the feeling of imagine that he could lose him was so heartbreaking, and that couldn't be only love between brothers or band mates
He knew that he was in love with Cho Kyuhyun
-I will fight for you Kyuhyun.. and I will fight with everybody if it’s necessary- he muttered between sobs
The next few days were a torture for everyone, but especially for him, the maknae was still hovering between life and death and he hadn't awakened from the coma that he had fallen
The fourth day had begun and as usual whenever Donghae had free time he visited him all day if it was possible
-You have to wake Kyuhyun, you can't leave me here alone- Donghae squeezed his hand gently
-wake up for me Kyuhyunnie.. please- a tear rolled down his cheek without notice, but he didn't care, in that moment the only thing he wanted was kiss those lips that he dreamed so many times, so he approached slowly to his face and gave him a short and sweet kiss on the lips
Donghae rose heavily from the bed beginning to walk towards the door when he heard that Kyuhyun started moving, he turned quickly watching that the maknae wanted to open his eyes, he ran to him and grabbed his hand tightly
-Come on Kyuhyun! you can do it, you have to wake up! - Donghae begged with tears in his eyes
Kyuhyun opened his eyes slowly, his vision was very blurry, but after a few seconds he could see that Donghae was in front of him so he tried get up but a horrible pain on his chest stopped him
-Don't get up!, please keep calm! I will call the doctor! - Donghae ran out of the room with tears of happiness in his eyes
In just seconds nurses rushed into the room and the doctor began to examine him with a huge smile on his face, but his expression changed when he saw that the patient hadn't made any sound
-Please tell me your name- the doctor said with concern
Kyuhyun opened his mouth but no sound came from it, he tried again but all he felt was a sharp pain in his throat
-Enough, you're only damaging yourself- the doctor said touching his shoulder
-Apparently, you're speechless due to the shock- the doctor said sadly watching the tears that fell from the eyes of his patient
-It can be only temporary, you have to be patient- smiling politely and starting to leave the room
- I have to notify your family-
The doctor told them that he was finally out of danger, making that all jumped of happiness and were embracing each other with tears of emotion, especially Donghae who was jumping like a child of 5 years old across all the waiting room, but the news that he had lost his voice impacted all, because they knew that the life of Kyuhyun was sing
In that moment Siwon ran to the maknae's room followed by a very mad Donghae, when the two arrived to the room they saw how Kyuhyun had his head down
-Kyuhyun…- Siwon called him gently
He lifted his head and smiled when he see two of the most important members for him there, he made that they approached to him and hugged them with strength
The two kept asking questions about how he felt, which he answered only with head movements, the other members came and soon the whole room was full of people, they knew that the mood of their baby Kyu was not right so they were doing everything possible to make him keep laughing until the visiting hours ended
-Take it easy hyunnie, your voice will come back, hyung promise you- Leetuk said ruffling his hair with a gentle smile and with tears about to fall from his eyes
Kyuhyun nodded effusively giving him a beautiful smile, he really wanted to cry at that moment but he knew that he will only sadden his hyungs
Everyone started to leave the room but Kyuhyun took Donghae's wrist before he left
-What's happening, it hurts you somewhere!? - Donghae asked worried but just saw that he refused so he sighed relieved
Kyuhyun tried to explain him with signs, but Donghae couldn't understand, he began to spell the word but it didn't work either, so he started to get frustrated beginning to cry
-Please don't cry Kyuhyunnie!, maybe you can tell me later- Donghae said trying to calm him
The maknae shook his head with strength, he took his hyung's hand and placed it on his chest while he looked him into the eyes, his heart was pounding fastly and Donghae was surprised to feel it and he felt how his heart also accelerated
-What do you want to say me.. is that you love me?- Donghae asked with a tender smile
Kyuhyun nodded weakly very blushed, he was going to turn around to cover his face but before he could move Donghae hugged him
-I want you to know that no one can love you more than me Kyuhyun, never forget that…- he whispered in his ear, and kissed his forehead sweetly before leaving the room
Kyuhyun watched his hyung leaving the room, as Donghae closed the door he jumped in his bed with happiness and with a big smile on his face, when he felt Donghae's lips pressed against his forehead, he couldn't help but feel tingles on his lips, he put two fingers in his mouth, it was as if he already knew the feeling of having his lips on his, he shook his head and lying down on the bed thinking that maybe it was just his imagination
The next two days weren't very different, members came and went depending of their schedules, and the person who constantly called and visited him was obviously his fishy hyung
It was late at night and Donghae was about to leave the hospital
-hyunnie I have to go, we have a very early schedule in the morning and I can't miss it- he began to stand up of the maknae’s bed pressing a kiss on his forehead like every night
But Kyuhyun didn't want him to leave, he wanted that he stayed a little longer, he was trying to move, to produce a sound that made he turned around, but nothing worked, until he opened his mouth wanting to scream with all his strength
-hyung..- he muttered surprised that something really came out of his mouth
Donghae turned around with his eyes wide open
-Kyuhyun ... you spoke?-
The maknae only saw him starting to cry
-Tell me you spoke, please! - Donghae ran to him with tears in his eyes
-D-Donghae.. h-hyung..- Kyuhyun said in a whisper, his voice a little hoarse but he smiled happily
Both hugged with emotion and Donghae couldn't stop crying
-I love you so much hyunnie!-
-me too hyung, thanks for always being with me- the maknae placed a small kiss on his cheek
Donghae blushed and giggled while Kyuhyun just laughed shyly
I don't know how many times i have to repeat this!! but i'm sorry for all the grammatical mistakes :(
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