Jaejoong's pov

He told me we should forget what happened between us that night and act like nothing happened. I did what he told me to. Even though i knew that it was impossible for me to ever forget what  happened that night; together with the realization that I've had feelings for him all along. He said to forget about it. So why is he trying so hard to avoid me? He keeps telling me that it's  because he and Seulgi have just started dating and he wants to spend more time with her. Then, why doesn't he look me in the eye while telling me all this? Don't you know that I've known all of your expressions since we were young? Disgust is clearly written all over your face!
 
I should have known that we could never go back to the way things were before. Maybe i should leave for a while and think things through. And maybe, just maybe,  once i get back, i would have completely gotten over you and we could go back to being friends again. cause one thing is for sure Yunho, I still need you in my life.