you've been dating youngbae for 2 years now. You two were deeply in love. He was on tour with the band so he let you stay at the dorm for a while till he got back so you won't feel lonley and you can take care of boss, even thought you were hardly even at the dorm. You were always at work and if you weren't at work you were with your girlfriends, having lunch, shopping, or maybe at a movie. They knew hoe deeply you were in love with your youngbae, so they wanted to see what it was like to be living in big bang's own home.

You heard the doorbell ring. "Hello!" you greeted, opening the door. You opened it to So-Hee, one of your best friendsyou've been with since 3rd grade. "Hey!" You always spoke english to eachother also. You were both from America, in fact you moved to Seoul together at the age of 19. You two dreamed of always living together in Seoul, and your dreams came true. "Where are the other girls?" you asked, poking out your head and looked right and left. "Thet'll be coming later." She said. She had a sad expression on her face. "What's wrong?" You asked concerned. She walked into the dorm for the first time and looked around. Than she turned around to you. "______, I have something to tell you, you should come sit down." She patted the seat next to her. "Look. you know I love you very much. We've been together through thick and thin. You know I love you right?" You nodded in confusion. "If I didn't care about you, I wouldn't do this." She looked down at the floor. You looked at what she was holing out. An envelope. You looked at her with a sad/confused face but she remained looking down. You opened it up and put your hand to your chest and felt tears burning the back of your eyes. "N-no...this isn't true." Tears started to fall. They were pictures of Youngbae and another girl...Kissing, hugging, touching, smiling. "W-where did you find these?" You asked, still staring at the photos of him. "When I was walking up here I saw the mailbox open so I went to investigate, than I only found an envelope with your name on it, I wouldn't have opened it if it was your house but since it's not I had too. Than I found those. _____, I'm so sorry." You saw a tear fall from her eye and her hand on your shoulder. "Just know I'm hear for you." She pulled you into her arms and you sobbed hysterically on her shoulder while she rubbed your back. After a few minutes you looked up "I'm going to pack now." Yousaid wimping your tears. So-Hee smiled putting her hand on your face. "What ever you do, I'll be supporting you." She said in a soft voice. You were happy there was someone who cared for you, someone who would stay by your side no matter what. "I love you so much." you said pulling in another hug. "I love you more."

A few hours later you were ready to go. You took one last look around the dorm. Than you glanced at a photo of you and youngbae. You ripped it up leaving peices of it on the floor and than replaced it with the photos of him and the other girl. You took a peice of paper and wrote: "Congratulations on your new lover." and you went outside to So-hee's car and you two drove off to your apartment.

He called you the next morning, but you ignored, leaving a bunch of messages. "Hey Jagiya. I hope your doing okay. I miss you a lot. Please call back as soon as you get this message. Saranghae." They all sounded something like that. You missed his voice so much, you wanted to hug him so tight, but you couldn't. "You okay?" So-hee asked when you were listening to one of the messages. "I'm fine." She spent the night with you just to make sure you were okay. "Your eyes are so puffy." you wiped them. "Hey, go get ready and I'm gonna take you somewhere." She said smiling. "I don't want to go anywhere." You said. "Okay than, I guess I'll have to drag you out." She grabbed you by the arm. "No! I don't want to go anywhere! I'm not in the mood!" You screamed. Man, was she strong, so you just finally flopped on the floor. "_____! Get up!" Now she couldn't get you. "I told you I'm not in the mood!" "I don't care!" she struggled. than She finally gave up. "Fine, you win." You smiled to yourself. "I'm going to go get some breakfast." You were glad because you were starving.

After So-hee left you got up to watch some t.v. You flipped through the channels when a ringing startled you. You picked up your phone. "YoungBae Oppa" It read. Of course you didn't answer, and of course, he left another message. "Hey Jagiya. I'm really worried about you. I think I'm going to come home to check on you later tonight. I can't wait to see you.  I miss you a lot. Saranghae." Oh no. You thought to yourself. Why tonight? "UGH!!!" That moment So-hee walked in. "What's up with you?" "Youngbae just said he's coming home tonight." You said rubbing your eyes. "Uh-Oh. What are you going to do?" She asked. "Nothing. I'm going to stay here." you said. "Well I brought some breakfast. Let's eat!" She said as if nothing happened just than. So you ran to the kitchen to eat.

You were still in your pajamas and 6:00pm. "Your still not dressed!?" So-hee asked.

"Why would I need to get ready?"

"Ugh, your so frustrating."

"Why are you dressed up?"

"Because I'm going with the girls to get some dinner. Go get ready!"

"I don't want to go."

"Are you serious?!"

"Yup!"

"Well than I'm not going." She said pulling out her phone.

"No, you can go without me." You said totally forgetting that Youngbae was coming home tonight.

"Are you sure?" "Yes I'm sure." You said. "Go have fun. Tell the girls I said hi."

"Okay! you sure you'll be okay?" "I'll be fine mother." You said sarcasticly. Than she went over to you and kissed you on your head. "Have fun!" She said running out the door. "I'll try." You mumbled.

Mean while Youngbae got home. "Jagiya?!" He shouted. He scratched his head. "Where is she?" Than he went to his room only to find nothing in there but a tiny peices of paper on the floor. He looked up to where the picture used to be of you and him with a note next to it. "Oh no."  As fast as he could he ran to his car and drove to your apartment. The pounding on your door startled you. "Open up Jagiya! I won't leave till we talk!" You closed your eyes trying not to cry. "I would've made So-hee stayed if I remembered he was coming home TONIGHT." You whispered to yourself. Than you heard the punding stop. Maybe he gave up, left. Thant you heard the door nob turning. "Sh*t. he has a key!" You Thought to yourself. "Jagiya!" He cried out. He ran inside to find you in your room in the corner of the bed crumpled up crying. "Jagiya." He said softly walking towards you "Just take Boss and leave!" Not wanting to look at him. "No, We need to talk. I love you Jagiya."

"If you loved me you wouldn't have done something like that."

"Please let me expalin." You looked up with an angry expression still tears running down your face.

"There's nothing to say, you cheated. Now leave."

"Please! I love you." You walked out of the room.

"Well I hate you!" You screamed.

He backed away. "What happened to our love youngbae?" You looked away from him.

"It's still here. I made a mistake, Please don't let me go! I love you so much, Being without you is like being without air! I can't survive!"

I love you too Youngbae. At least I did. I trusted you with all my heart. Only God knows how much I loved you. There's nothing you can do now youngbae. I wanted to prove a my friends, my family wrong, but he only wrong one here is me. I gave you my love but you threw it away, you shattered something that I could've cherished my whole life. Now I feel so stupid" 

"Please. I was just so lonley. I need you. It was a mistake." he begged.

So what? you think I wasn't lonley? I had a ton of opprotunities to go with some one else, but did I? No, because I love you youngbae. I trusted you, I thought you would do the same with me. We were in the same place, I thought we could both be strong, but I was wrong. Now I regret even coming to Korea."

He looked really hurt.

"I love you."

"Is that all you can say for yourself?"

"No, it was a big mistake, I wish it never would've happened, She was coming up on me and it-it just happened!"

"You slept with her didn't you? -No answer- "Now what? did you tell her you loved her? You'd miss her? That you'll be back?" -still no answer- "Just go youngbae. I don't think I can forgive you. It's over, simple as that. But just know, I'll never forget you. If it's wrong to love you, than my heart will never be right. Goodbye Dong YoungBae.

He took Boss by his leash and went to the door. You looked away. "I will never forget you." he was crying. "Never forget me _______, because everytime she touched me, whispered to me, kissed me, I wished it was you." He put he key on the bookshelf next to your door. "Saranghae" He opened the door only to find So-hee. "YoungBae????" She said. But he just walked out with boss. Crying. You knelt down. So-hee ran over to you, and hugged you. "It'll be okay. I'm here for you."

"I loved him so much!" You sobbed.

"Hey" She put your hands on your face and made you look at her. "I know it's hard for you, but trust me. You have people who care for you and will always love you no matter what happens. I'm one of those people. You just need to stay strong and keep your head up. Of cousre I don't know how you feel, but just remember, I love you, and always will." She smiled and hugged you again. You couldn't do anything but sob into her shoulder.

"I don't know how you can stand me." You finally said looking up.

"Well you learn to get used to it." She smiled back. "You need some rest." Than she helped you to your room.

"Goodnight." She said in a soft voice.

"Goodnight. I love you." You smiled.

"Love you more." She grinned back. When she turned off the light and shut the door you whispered.

"Saranghae Youngbae oppa. I will never forget you." Than, you cried yourself to sleep.