Regrets
Without you....i'm nothing
Taeyang’s POV
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“I have some news for you” The doctor said and we all were waiting
“Is it bad? Good?”
“Fortunately it’s good news, he’ll be okay, and he just needs some days in the hospital. You can see him now” He said and walked us to the room he was held in. it was a relieve to hear that he is good.
We walked in and he was sleeping peacefully. He was all pale and his head was bandaged. I walked to it and took his hand and Dae with TOP were sitting on the other side looking at him. I caressed his hand and I felt the hand squeezing mine.
“Seungri….” He said quietly and we all frowned
“It’s us Ji. Seungri is not here” I said slowly
“What are you doing here? You don’t care…” He said
“We care Ji , you had us worried” Seunghyun said
“I’m dead to you, remember?” Ji said again almost out of breath
“We’ll have time to talk after. Now you must rest. “ Seunghyun said smiling at him.
Ji nodded and closed his eyes. He was still holding on to my hand and I caressed his cheek.
“You go and grab breakfast. Maybe you should talk to Mr. Yang too” I said
“We’ll bring breakfast to you too. Take care Bae” Seung said.
Seunghyun’s POV
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Me and Dae were at the cafeteria having breakfast. Daesung was eating peacefully but I couldn’t eat.
“Why don’t you eat babe?” He asked sweetly
“Not so hungry” I said
“You have to eat something. Please” He said
“I will eat, for you” I said and started eating.
After we both ate I decided to call Mr. Yang while Dae grabbed breakfast for Taeyang. I dialed the number and waited for him to pick up.
“Hello?” He said
“Hello Mr. Yang. It’s Seunghyun from BIGBANG” I said
“Yes, I have Called ID you know. What’s the problem?”
“Jiyong is in the hospital. I just called for you to know”
“What? What happened?” He sounded worried
“He swallowed some pills. If some paparazzi ask please don’t tell them anything. We already had too much scandal”
“Can you come here and explain everything? I think I need some explication”
“Okay” I said and he hung up
Dae came with the food for Taeyang and we went to Ji’s room. Taeyang was still there looking at Jiyong. He smiled when he saw us.
“Thanks” he said
“We’re going to YG “ I said
“Why?”
“Yang said to meet him there. To explain everything”
“Okay” Taeyang said and nodded.
I took Dae and we rushed to YG. I was driving so fast that Dae was scared that we’re going to have an accident or something. We arrived there in less than 10 minutes, still in one piece. We got up to the office and approached the door. I knocked and we both went in.
“Oh, Seunghyuun, Daesung. Come in please” He said and smiled at us
We sat down on the leather chairs from its office.
“So? What happened with all that scandals?” He asked
“Well Seungri left and Jiyong got depressed and he decided to end everything. Fortunately Taeyang found him” I said
“Okay, I need reasons now. Why did Seungri left?”
“He and Jiyong had a fight.”
“They were together right?” He asked
“Yes, and GD cheated on him”
“Oh, with who?”
“Taeyang” I said
“This in interesting, it’s like living in a cheap drama” He said very serious. Now continue”
“As much as GD tried to find Seungri, he is nowhere to be found. His depression got deep and he tried to be okay but he just couldn’t. After I and Dae got together, he felt really lonely and he decided to play with Taeyang’s feelings. When no one talked to him anymore, he decided to end his life.” I explained
“So you and Dae together? Good luck on everything and please don’t break up, or if you do, don’t make a fuss about it” He said
“I want to say sorry, in the name of the group. We really messed things up” I said
“All groups have problems. One thing is for sure, Ji was really messed up. He was so responsible and now trying to kill himself? We have to find Seungri” He said
“Yes, we should find him” I said and we prepared to leave
“And by the way” He said while we were leaving “You two look good together” He said and winked
We got out the office and sighed in relieve. I hope everything will be okay.
GD’s POV
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My head was hurting and I was so hungry. I opened my eyes and Taeyang was still holding my hand. I smiled and squeezed his hand.
“You stayed here?”
“Yes” He said
“Thanks. Can you help me get up a bit?” I said and he immediately helped me.
“Do you want something to eat? “
“Yes” I said and he was already out. He sure it’s fast and I can see he cared about me. I feel so stupid now. What was on my mind? Killing myself? Really? Am I that lame?
He came back with lots of food 10 minutes after he left. There were all kind of delicious food and I was surprised.
“Am I allowed to eat that?” I asked
“I talked to the doctors, they said it’s okay.”
I began crying; he caressed my cheek and wiped my tears away.
“I am sorry Bae! I was a fool. I was only thinking about me like always. I am sorry! Please forgive me, I’ll do anything”
“Let’s not talk about this now. We’ll have time when we get home. How eat, you need strength.”
I nodded and ate. It was delicious and I loved it. I thanked Taeyang and we talked about many things avoiding the fact that I was almost dying. He was a great friend, they all were. I need to apologize to Seunghyun too.
I fell asleep again, probably because of the strong pain killers. It’s strange but I only dream of Seungri in the hands of another man. That’s horrible!
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