Mother Earth
Description
To know that everything used to been okay.To know that I would always have home reassured me. Though at times I wished that everything would just disappear, to evaporate...
...to never exist...
I was always able to find my place back home, where heat radiated off the walls, and love was roaming around to then find someone to latch onto. I felt strong. I felt invincible. I felt loved.
But now what am I supposed to do when fate destroys my home? The place where I always ran for comfort; the place where I always laughed and joked around; the place where anger was released to then be scolded out of love and compassion.
Its been three years since I've lost that warmth. With time ticking away with my reasons to stay, what am I supposed to do when the cold barrier I've drowned myself into crumbles when the cosmos brings in what I've lost three years ago.
Foreword
OMO~ this is my very ( and I mean very) first fanfic....so please.......bare with the horrific torture from a beginner, lol
please be nice~ because I'm literally scared as fudge.....
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Kai's POV
Today's the anniversary of when umma and noona died; the same exact day when the world lied to me about happiness. To stare at my own sister's and mom's grave was heart-wrenching. My heart, my soul, felt heavy and cold.
Though today was the anniversary, I only felt as if today was any other day after I lost my family.
I wanted to cry; I wanted to wail in agony; I wanted to get rid of this pain I've felt for too long...and yet....it stays like it has since the incident. The same dry troat while chocking up on words to say before leaving them. The same routine followed, unchanged, as if it were to be a command by a high ranked officer. With this, I mumble my last words while have a cold, heartless expression.
"Umma, mianhe. Noona mianhe. I have to go. I love you so much.......I really do, but I have to go."
Lifting my navy blue backpack, loaded with last nights assignment, I walk away from what is left of my family. Though I know that in the next 10 minutes I would be walking along with my group of friends like how any other highschooler would, I didn't know that my life was going to change. To change not just for a day, but for the rest of my life.
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