Preamble of Our Love Story ;
I Love You But Its Alright That You Love Her [ONESHOT] [SEQUEL]
Have you ever felt that the world is being unfair . Like you dont deserve to live . Like theres nothing worth living for ? I'm so tired of holding everything in . I'm so tired of faking this smile . Sometimes , ...i wonder how it feels like to fly . or , standing on a 50 storey building , the rooftop . and you jump down spreading your arms , closing your eyes , keep your legs together , feel the wind in your face .
how would that feel like , for real ?
The sound of your school bell ringing shocked you out of your trance . What the hell ? Your class is already empty .
...except for that one seat , Sat by a guy . A guy you liked . Since Day 1 . but , ...hell , since forever .
"_________ . Wanna eat lunch ? I wanna talk to you for awhile ." he turned and looked straight into your eye , his own red .
i'd still go if you said forever .
"Yeah , sure Minho . Meet you in the cafeteria in a bit ."
and you hope that you can hold your tears in later on .
Choi Minho ; a guy you knew since three years ago . But only got to know better since a year ago , and thats when you fell ; not off the stairs , it would have probably hurted less , but in love . He was so depressed , that your heart went out to him . But your love , is not from pity .
oh not at all .
Even though your friends tell you so , but no , you know what youre feeling . After a few months , he opened up to you . He told you about
his 'one in a million' ; and its NOT you .
oh no its not .
Its that girl in business course . That cheerful girl that seem to brighten up anybody , anyday . As compared to you , shes like your total oppsosite ,
you realized . Of course , if you were minho , you'd choose her over yourself , too . Even so , you cant bring yourself to hate her , ...how ironic .
You cant cause shes the reason you have something to talk about with Minho , ... the Choi Minho .
"_______-ya , theres 3 other guys rooting for her too , i dont know how i'll survive . They're not bad either ." he said while stirring his Milo drink ,
looking around distractedly and nervously .
Pabo . Youre the best guy ever .
"I mean , look at Nichkhun-hyung , ...hes hot . and thats coming from me , a guy . What would she think ?" he hissed while -nervously- shuffling his
leg under the table .
"Have you been crying , Minho ?" you suddenly blurted out .
"You think ? I cant ing sleep thinking about it !" he snapped .
...snappped .
...at you .
But its alright , you know how hes feeling .
Probably because youre going through the same thing .
"Lets watch a movie ," you suggested , your voice bored and low .
"Now ?! Its ing inappropriate , __________ ! If you dont want to be h-"
But , ...theres only so much you can handle .
Not caring about his feelings , you snatched your handbag from the table and stormed out .
"if i always have to care for his feelings , who is going to care for mine , " your heart screamed out in pain .
You dont even bother looking back even tho you wanted to , you know he wont give chase .
but ...youre only human and lightining shot straight into your heart , ...hes not there running after you .
" ...typical Choi Minho ." you thought .
but of course , ...you dont mean anything to him .
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Back in your room after a long day in college and that hurtful encounter with Minho , you your laptop .
While its loading , you secretly hoped that a sorry-i-dint-mean-it note to appear in your email , or IM , or facebook and damned , ...anywhere as long as
theres one .
But reality striked you hard , no , theres nothing .
Hes not even online that you can sulk so that he'll coax .
Frustrated , you smash your lappy on the bed without shutting down , and then pushing the lappy straight to the floor to make space for your body on the bed as you lie down face flat on the bed .
Hell , you dont even care about your lappy anymore .
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A/N : I'll continue tomorrow okay ! tomorrow ! :D
Life Story : #2 ? #3 ? idc ~
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