----Flashback---- Jeajoong woke from a drunken stupor to find he was being carried by warm strong arms. " jea why do you do this to yourself." yoochun whisperd as he carried jea to the car. "chunnie what are you doing here ypu said you werent coming." chun looked downn at his precsious bundle in his arms. Tears threatend to fall from his eyes. " i wasnt planning to go out tonight jea i was at home waiting for a phone call. Hoping i wouldnt. Turns out god didnt answer that prayer. Jea use my body for your ual needs so you dont need to use strangers and you dont need to drink your self sick. Im your friend its ok cuase ilove you and you wont get hurt this way. My bodyies yours to use." jea had taken chun on his offer tired of all the strangers. What jea didnt know at the time was chun loved so much and would soon feel the same. ----end of flashback----- jeajoong sat in the church staring unseeing at the casket in front of him. Tears scilently fell from his eyes as another speaker began to speak. He remembered.... ----flashback---- jeajoong woke to warm familiar arms around him. He smiled turning in his embrace to face his lover. "good morning my beautiful." yoochun had whispered befoure kissing jeajoong. Jea smiled softly touching his lips. Chun looked so flustered untill jea leaned in and kissed him back. "i love you chunnie" ----end of flashback---- the room grew quite. Then the priest spoke softly. "if anyone wants to come up here and say there goodbyes please do so now." jea stood up from his seat and stumbled towords the front where he knew chun would be. For jea was blind from an accident a few years ago. ----flashback----" chunnie!" he screamed running from the people chasing him. "yoochun!" he screamed again. The ally was a dead end he was trapt little did he know chun was on his way. The gang reached the allys end were jea crouched behind some containers. A gunshot shook the containers then another which hit them missing jea. The liquid inside splashed his face. Searing his skin and damaging his eyes. He couldnt see. Chun arrived but he didnt know the gang was later found dead. Jea knew chun had done that for him. ----emd of flash back---- jea reached the casket gently reaching his hand in. He touched chuns face gently. Jea began to shake he was falling apart inside. ----flashback---- "i hate you i ing hate you yoochun! Your nothong to me nothing your just my toy something to find pleassure in!" jea had screamed. Yoochun clutched his chest thoose words hurt but really what jea was trying to say was" chunnie i love. But im broken find some one wortgy of your love." thoose were the last words he ever said to his beloved. "i....i guess we were never ment to be." chun saod befoure droping the flowers jeas favorite white lillies and red roses along with a matching ring set.----end of flashback---- jea pulled a chain from around his neck which held a ring that jea wore the match on his finger too. He turned chuns hand around he droed the ring necklace in and then cuped chunns hand around it. Jea leaned in to the casket and kissed him. Jea righted himself and walked away from the casket and then the church. Yunho junsu and changmin ran after him. Yunho was the first to reach him grabing his hand yunho roughly pulled him into a hug. They were all friends for the longest time they had lived next to each other. Untill they had gotten older and moved away to start there own lives though they still kept in touch. Jea collapsed in the embrace. Trembling yunho lifted him into his arms carring him to the barial site. Just like chun used to jea thoight but the scent is all wrong as well as the chest and arms. Je began to sob ill never see him ever again. Ill never feel him or smell his comforting sent ill never hear his deep melodious voice. After the barial jea went home to the house he used to share with chun. Grabing as many bottles of liqure as possible sat on the couch breathing deeply for chuns scent lingered every where. Jea finished bottle after bottle of liqure soon it replaced even food. ----jea's pov---- i smiled. "chunnie!" i called as his scent became stronger and stronger. Soon i felt his arms around me. "jea what are you doing. Dont do this." "i cant jelp it chun this is the only way i can feel you or here you. " "jea i gotta go now. I love you baby see you soon" and then he was gone. I began to scream his name tearing at my bed raggled hair. Making a desicion i grabed my liqure bottle half empty and walked out of the hous to the cemetry upon reaching it i took the familiar path to chuns grave. Touching the angle statue i crouched down in the snowand sat leaning against his head stone. Drinking my liqure i drifted into my memories--- end of pov---- as jea drifted into his mind his body drifted with him he shiverd in the cold. Though he didnt care snow began to cover his small body untill he whispered his last words. "i love you..." and then he was gone to meet his love again in the afterlife. Away from the pain and torment of being alone. ----a year later---- "come on hyungs were late!" changmin screamed as he ran towords to head stones side by side. They all reached the spot smiling sadly. Each of them said hi and laid flowers at the graves. Yunho looked over towords the tree on a hill a few feet away and there stood two angles hand in hand smiling and waving goodbye. Yunho smiled and turned away at peace. Each of the three only felt peace envelope there hearts cuase they knew that there friends were taken care and loved. Even in death does love last forever. Yunho ce more to look at the angles but they had alredy gone ----The end----