I can sense her sadness although she doesn’t mutter anything. It’s for the best but what should I do when she is still mourning over a death body after 2 years.

I know I may sound selfish but this is taking too far. I don’t want to lose her anymore.

First: I lose her to the person she loves the most.

Second: She still loves that person.

Hey, won’t you see me as a new person?

A person who is always be there for you and trying his best to make you smile although a bit.

A person who is still stand up for you even though I know the consequence is I get beaten out of because protecting a fragile girl like you.

Would you see me if I’m already leave this world?

Would you care about me if I would never be there for you later?

Would you mourning at me like you did to him before?

And most importantly, would you start to fall in love for me for the second time?

I guess I already know the answer.