"No" was the word that came out of your mouth. 

Seunghyun looked so defeated, so useless, so ashamed. All the color escaped from his face as his hands clutched together in a fist to stop them from shaking. 

"I-I can't do this" you said shakily "Look what you have done to me, to Chang Hee, to us." 

"Babe...please" he pleaded one last time 

Your eyes caught Chang Hee who had a tear running down his cheek at the sight of his parents so sad and angry.

"5 months Seunghyun. 5 months have passed and now you decide to beg!" you shout "You hurt me, and not that much because of the affair anymore, it's the words you said to me" you confessed making him look at you "Everytime I close my eyes, I hear you shouting at me, telling me how you didn't love me anymore, how that woman gave you the excitement you wanted and that I could not"

"T-That was the past. You bring love to me. You brought me a family, my life, you're my everything" he replied cupping your face. "Please.....Please believe me" he whispered

"I cannot fathom being with you right now Seunghyun" you said making his heart break with every word "I want to believe you so badly, I want to believe that you love me. But I can't and I find it so hard to say this" you croaked

Right then Seunghyun lost it. Despair ached through his bones. He felt his knees buckle as fresh new tears cascaded down his face fiercely. A pained cry escaped from his mouth and echoed through the room as he bit his knuckle to stop anymore noise.

"I-I really need to leave" you said quietly reaching for you jacket. 

You took one look at Chang Hee who looked as desperate as his father with tears running down his cheeks. Your heart broke, your Chang Hee having to suffer this. Automatically your son ran to his father's side crying with him as Seunghyun started his hair. 

"A-Appa!" Chang Hee cried out burying his face into Seunghyun's stomach.

You could see Seunghyun trying to fight off the tears but him knowing that his precious wife and son are crying.......crying so hard because of him made thought in his mind a mess.  

"Chang Hee-ah" you called out softly hoping that he would look at you

He just continued crying trembling against Seunghyun. 

"Baby, come to umma" you tried again

Slowly he lifted his head and his feet slid against the floor closer to you. You streached out your arms to hug him as he accepted it. You picked him up causing Seunghyun to snap out of his current position.

"Bye Seunghyun" you said

As if this was happening again.....you were walking out of the house you once lived in with Chang Hee in your arms but this time it was different. You could hear a soft cry shouting "But I love you" as you closed the door.

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"Umma, can I go see appa today?" Chang Hee asked as you were flipping the pan on the stove cooking breakfast

"Huh? Why?" you asked back as you lowered the fire on the stove

"I miss him" he replied using his puppy eyes......just like Seunghyun

"Okay, Okay" you said ruffling his hair as you set the pan aside

Chang Hee has been wanting to see his father a lot now. He must of sensed that something was wrong and wanted to spend as much time as possible with his appa........

You could still replay the scene where Seunghyun was begging for your forgiveness and you just walked out on him. It was harsh, but you knew that if you turn soft, you will get hurt.

"Appa said he will be at YG" Chang Hee pointed out making you nod your head

"Okay umma will take you there soon" you replied

You will just drop Chang Hee off there and leave. You just couldn't handle more drama or awkwardness..

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"Jiyong appa!!" Chang Hee exclaimed as he saw G-Dragon walking towards you and him at the enterance

"Hey baby, how are you?" Jiyong asked as he bent down to Chang Hee's level

"Good, I came to see my appa" Chang Hee replied making you smile slightly

Jiyong looked up at you and gave a reasurring grin. He knew what happened, well all the members knew what happened. They tried their best to hide their feelings but it hurt them to see you and Seunghyun so damaged.

"So how are you doing?" he asked cautiously dipping his chin to see your gaze

"Fine" you replied shortly turning your body towards the YG exit. "I think I should go" 

"Why so soon? We missed you, stay with us for a while" Jiyong objected making you sigh heavily.

"Yeah umma please?" Chang Hee piped in

You hated how you always gave in with Chang Hee. He was the same as his father, always persistant and never gave up. Which was also one of the reasons you fell in love with Seunghyun

"For an hour" you replied making Jiyong grin and smirk at your answer. 

Jiyong never really forced you into seeing him, so what was he hiding?

You walked hand in hand with Chang Hee as your shoes made light clicking noises against YG's marble floor. Jiyong kept looking at you as to make sure, you were still there. Chang Hee's grip on your fingers seem to tighten as well as a small grin appeared on his face. You finally reached the recording studio till Jiyong softly touched your shoulder

"The Big Bang members decided to rehearse on the stage" Jiyong said as