"mm Chang Hee, are you tired?" you cooed to the boy in his bed as you were smiling at him

"Yeah umma, is appa home yet?" he asked innocently while his eyelids dropping

"Aww my baby is sleepy" you cooed again changing the subject as you tucked the covers up to his body and gave a small kiss on his forehead

You walked out of the room in fustration. Chang Hee was growing up and he needed his father. Seunghyun has been doing this often, just working or partying late while you and Chang Hee were left at home waiting for him.....

Ugh it was about 1:00 am when you looked at the time. He was extra late this time. Didn't Seunghyun promise you that he would be serious and that he would do anything for his family? Chang Hee was almost 4 years old and he still wasn't committed?

You decided to go to sleep and hopefully get some rest while trying not to worry about him. Luckily you heard the keys jingle against the door while Seunghyun walked in. You first went to see if he was drunk like he usually was but thank god he was not.

"Seunghyun!" you yelled startling him "Who told you can stay out this late?!"

"What are you talking about? All I did was hang out with Big Bang at a club, so relax" he replied

"Relax?! Your son Chang Hee and I have been waiting here for you and he also misses you as well" you said making him sigh

"Well, I'll just say goodnight to him then" he replied thinking it was that easy.

"Seunghyun! You can't keep doing this! Be there for your family and espcially for your son!" you yelled causing him to sigh again but this time annoyed

"Why are you acting like it is such a big deal!? I went out with the members! You knew where I was going!" he objected

"But you will just leave your family behind?!" you asked

"It is such a pain to go through the stress I have at work and then come home to something even more stressful. I just want to relieve my stress without you bothering me" he answered back. "Also stop yelling at me" 

"I-I can't even talk to you right now" you mumbled

"Yeah, when were you such a pain in the ?" he said coldly making you tear up. "You bring nothing but stress to me, if it weren't for Chang Hee I wouldn't have even been with you if I knew you would be this much trouble" he continued making the tears fall onto your cheeks

"I can't believe you said that" you mumbled "Fine, if you don't want to be with me, then don't be with me" you said marching up to Chang Hee's room to sleep leaving Seunghyun standing there sighing once again

You don't think you can sleep with Seunghyun tonight espcially after what he said. Those words hurt you so much.....It was like a bullet to your heart with every word. You could pratically feel your heart stripping away.

Did Seunghyun really not love you? Was everything fake? Did your marriage really mean nothing? With every question you choked out a sob. 

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"mm umma...umma....UMMA!" you heard Chang Hee yell at you in your sleep

"Ah Chang Hee, why do you got to scream so loud?" you giggled as you ruffled his hair

"It's because umma was not waking up" he replied smilng as he pulled your hand

"What is it baby?" you asked rubbing the sleep out of your eyes

"Appa got you breakfast" he replied making you sit up 

You wobbled to the bathroom as you began your morning routine: brushing your teeth, face wash, makeup, etc.

After you were done you walked out into the dining room to see Seunghyun sitting there flashing you a smile. You were about to smile back until you remembered what he said last night. Those words still hurt you and you have to stay strong.

"Good morning baby. I got your favorite breakfast" Seunghyun said passing you the plate

"I don't want it" you replied pushing it away since Seunghyun was the one to get it

"Baby are you mad?" he asked looking at you while you turned your head

You ignor