You sat there quietly while the boys debated over what to eat. You slouched in the red leather seat of the café and stared at your hands. You fiddled with your fingers while thinking. You were thinking about something but you went actually sure what it was.
 

“But Chanyeol~! I don’t like that” Kai’s voice spoke. It was in a muffled tone. Your eyes didn’t lift but stayed fixed on what was in front of you.

“___ are you ok?” Chanyeol’s voice spoke as he spitted you. The other two boys turned their head and noticed you. “Are you ok?” He waved his hand in front of your face, but still your eyes were fixed on your hands, refusing to blink. “Hey” this time he shook you and it snapped you back into reality causing you to him and have a shocked expression on your face.

“W-What?” you asked as you observed the boys faces.

“Are you ok? You don’t seem your normal self” Suho said. Turning your head to face him you smiled.

“I’m fine, I’m fine. Just daydreaming that’s all” you grabbed the menu and began to read through it. Chanyeol, Kai and Suho all looked at each other and exchanged worried looks before returning to their own menus.

Kris POV:

I arrived at my house. I opened the door and flopped down on the couch. My head puzzled with much thought.

“That girl…. She is seriously making me crazy!” I spoke to myself. “Why am I acting like this….” I sighed. “I have to go back to the way I was before…. that’s way I can prevent myself from getting hurt” I took off my jacket and threw it on the arm of the couch. “If I carry on this way I’m going to end up in a mental hospital…. I have to change. It’s for the best. I can’t like her anymore, I won’t let myself...” On that note I to my back and closed my eyes. It’s going to be hard but I can do it. Today when I kissed her… my heart hurt. She pulled away and disappeared… honestly I don’t know what I was expecting… yep I have made my choice. I’m going to forget all of this. Let’s start again, how this was meant to be. I can’t fall for her.

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WOW! i am really sorry guys~ :'( i haven't updated for agessssssss~~~ i am really really sorry for that~ I am also really really sorry that this chapter is really really short. I felt the need to update because i havent in months. Hopefully i can update soon again for all of y'all xD thank you all for being so patient and supporting me :D <3 saranghae~