Hey…

If you found this it means I’m not in our dorm anymore, it means I left and for good this time. You must be wondering why, well, let me tell you why…

Since you are with him you don’t look at me anymore. Your whole world turned him and you…you just forgot yourself.

I’m crying right now, but I know I shouldn’t. You seem happy and you’re always smiling, like never before… I should be happy for you, but the truth is…I’m not…

I’m sorry for not be the friend that shares this kind of happiness with you but…for him you forgot we’re best friends. For him you’ve left me alone not only last night, but many other nights too. For him I waited for hours for you to come but you never did…

I think I hate him for taking you away from me.

And then you came and hug me pretending everything is ok… well, is not!

I’m tired of being your doll. I’m not your puppy that runs to you when you call it. You can’t play with my heart any longer. I’m not doing this anymore. I reached my limit, so goodbye Gayoon, I hope you’re very happy with him…and without me…

I’m sorry I love you more than I should, I’m sorry…

Jeon Jiyoon, your once best friend