Leeteuk could hear echoes of their yells in his mind and it pounds his head even more. He can’t stand it! He hates it when s are being like this. Every yellings, every retorts, every fights! It drives him crazy, and leaves him thinking on how to make members amend.

                Leeteuk palmed his head. He should be resting now... but what the hell is he doing? He’s at the kitchen having a headache over childish matters! He should get ready for his enlistment...

                How can he just leave them and fulfil his obligation as a Korean citizen when s are bickering each other? They should be taking care of each other while he’s away. It’s not the first time that s are fighting... it was as though a daily routine. Eversince...

                Ever since... one by one of them started leaving...

                He thought of the event happened a while ago... they were so mad that they even got mad at him. His anger got better of him that made s become disappointed in him...

                Leeteuk closed his eyes only to release the warm liquid that was holding on in his eyes. A question formed in his mind...

                “Am I... a bad leader?”