Donghae just laugh at her statement

“Not believing me?” taeyeon ask

“Of course, who is the person will believe you?” donghae said

“Kyuhyun oppa, kyuhyun hyung or whatever, he know that I’m a girl” taeyeon said then donghae become speechless “Don’t want to see Jessica cry more, help me” taeyeon said

“What do you mean?” donghae said

“I’m doing this because I don’t want Jessica or tiffany will hate themselves for loving a girl like me and kiss a girl, want them to feel embarrass after knowing it?” taeyeon said

“I don’t want…” donghae said                     

“Then help me, by the way, I’m going to treat you well now since you know my big secret” taeyeon said “And I hope that you’re not going to say it to them because it’s hurting them too so… just keep it” taeyeon said then left

After donghae knowing the truth, his body become weak and cannot move property

He… no she… she is she, a girl with a warm heart, she do it all just because of them even she is the one who will get hurt at the end. When she going to have a happy ending

He can’t think, his mind is blowing, and he thinks that it’s not wrong. He wants to help her

Taeyeon go back in host club and she see tiffany there then her face change, from annoy to dark, her eyes sent a death glance then she seat on her table then tiffany go to her

“Hello… Taeyeon…” Tiffany said “How are you?” tiffany said

“Still okay” Taeyeon said

This is wrong I treat them differently

“Want to do want to talk about, babe?” Taeyeon ask

“I want to talk about is your personality” tiffany said then taeyeon look around then look back at her “Your personality is a little bit messy now” tiffany said

“Is that all? Want some juice?” taeyeon ask

“Answer me first” tiffany ask “Don’t tell me you’re a deaf?” tiffany ask

This girl also has this kind of attitude

“I’m not deaf but my heart is deaf and my mind is in piece of paper now so I can’t answer you” Taeyeon said

“Even I don’t know why you become like that but can you please go back? From the taeyeon we know?” tiffany said

“Why, this is me, the true me, I’m just being myself, I don’t love any girl except Hara” taeyeon said that make tiffany heart get hurt but still maintain the have a calm face

“Even though… you only love that girl… but I want you back” tiffany said with nervous yet serious, taeyeon eyes widen when she say it

“Okay… let’s change the topic, I’m here to work not to have any love affair and I feel that I cheat when I talk to you and to Jessica” taeyeon said that make tiffany get hurt “Hmm… let’s… break up” taeyeon said then tiffany bend her head down and her bangs covering her eyes then she run away then taeyeon just lay in couch

“Sorry… Miyoung” taeyeon said “You will always be my mushroom” taeyeon said while covering her eyes then siwon goes to her

“Yah, why she run away” siwon said

“I don’t want to talk to anyone siwon hyung” taeyeon said “Bring me other customer, please” taeyeon said just to forget what she have done “Siwon hyung…” taeyeon called siwon

“Hmm… what is it?” siwon ask 

“Can you please help tiffany to forget me? Can you please love her that anyone cannot do? Can you take care of her forever? Can you please don’t hurt her like I do? Please cherish her like what you do to your family? Don’t worry that all my first and last wish. Can you do that?” Taeyeon said then taeyeon sigh

“Taeyeon…” siwon said

“Can you look after her?” Taeyeon said then she seat then smile a little “Cherish her… okay?” taeyeon said then walk out      

“He must be in hard time…” siwon said

Taeyeon go to empty dark room and cry silently, she doesn’t feel this feelings if she did not disguise as a boy, she didn’t blame her brother but herself. She is also a girl that you need to protect but she is the one who protecting them

After saying break up make her cry more and she bite her own lips not to make a sound, her whole body is shaking from mental hurt. Yet she know that she doing it right, it’s right not wrong, she just sing a song called ‘I Love You’ (Athena OST)

After she sing it, she fall asleep but she didn’t know that someone listening and its turn out to be leeteuk, leeteuk enter the door. He looks at her with sad eyes yet he smile to her. He sigh then piggyback taeyeon and being her in their dorm, he laid her down in bed then look at her with sad eyes and lips that smile a little

“It’s going to be alright, stay there and stay strong” leeteuk said