So I, xMochiChocolatex, decided to write this story based on my own life. Many of you wonder what my life is like, so I made this fanfic. I've bitten myself, cut myself(even if it wasn't on purpose), rubbed an eraser on my skin, scratched my skin, and more. The pain fills my empty emotions, it makes me feel wanted by pain. I'd only feel better if my life was the way I wanted it to be, my future to be the way I wanted. People judge me for the way I act, the way I dress, the way I do things, the way I am, the way I want my future to be, the way I find my way out of everything. My weight, looks, and future are worst of all, because nobody agree's with my future; which honestly depresses me more. I want to be either....

• A mother at 17-18,
• or a K-Pop idol, 

I know for a fact that a kpop idol is out of the question, and if I was a mother that young, I would probably be abandoned by everyone. The only reason I'm still alive today, is because of you wonderful subscribers; and my best friends <3