Why life is so unfair?whenever you already happy, suddenly, something will happen that will cause your happiness to be drown by loneliness. Sometimes, I ask myself, why we have to be happy when it wouldn't last long? It will only hurt us. My mother died without me by her side. My father was in jail even though he didn't do any thing against the law and I dont have any thing to do about it. Instead, I was here in my apartment, packing up my things that I needed to bring in my vacation in California. I don't think it was vacation, maybe my boss gave me a time to think about the wrong decisions that I made. Maybe she want me to realize how big the hole that I brought into my life when I accept her offer. To let me think that I should regret dealing with her. But what can I do? I already did it. I already approved that I would leave my family once she help my mother cured. So that is! It useless! The deal was useless because my mother died even though her death was caused not by her disease.

 

"jessica"

 

           I can feel a hand in my shoulder. I look up and saw my boss. I can see the pity that she have for me in her eyes.

 

" I'm sorry."

 

            She continued. I just sigh and put the last thing in my bag and closed it securely. I stood up and tidied my shirt. I turn and look at her.

 

" I'm sorry. I was one of the reasons why you are like this."

 

" now you admit that it was your fault why I'm like this?"

 

" I-I'm sorry Jessica. I just did the right thing for you."

 

"*scoff* right thing? That I left my family and my mother died without me by her side? That i cant do anything to free my father from jail? is that what you called the right thing?" 

 

           I was preventing my tears to fall. The pain is too much. I just really need time. I was about to leave the room when she back hug me.

 

" I'm sorry.  I think that was the right thing for you. But you think it's not. I don't want you to hate me Sica. I already love you just like my younger sister. Please."

 

            I sigh. How can I resist her? I also love her as my older sister. It was almost 7 years since I live with her. Yes, the deal was made when i was just 17 and she was 21. My mother died last month. I turn around and immediately hug her. I can't take it anymore, I let my tears fall uncontrollably.

 

" I can't take it. The pain. Is too much. It was your fault. But I can't hate you. Why?"

 

            I said while hitting her chest. She just hug me back and said,

 

"now that i know that you don't hate me, you must go now. You really need some space. Maybe there, you can find your happiness. You'll find the one behind you're happiness again. And I promise, I won't ruin that just like what I did before with you and your family. If I did, hate me. Even though it hurts me, just hate me. Even though you can't, force yourself to hate me."

 

           I broke the hug and wiped my tears. I smile for the last time for her and thank her before I will leave.

 

" thank you Taeyeon."

 

 

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