My appa, step-appa, who ever he is to me. He was never there to love us, care for us. He wasn’t there for our graduation ceremony every time. Was it because he didn’t have the time? Or because he didn’t love us? I don’t know… But thanks to him we’ve lost so much trust in people… We even lost the meaning of love… My hyungs and I… we don’t know who to believe, who not to believe… Who we are? Haha… we’re just actors. Actors that are on set 24/7….

“GongChan!” GongChan turned his head from his journal, Jinyoung calling him. “We’re going out, want to come?”

“Where?” GongChan questioned closing his journal.

“Aish, out of the city, somewhere where those stupid fan girls wont be” Jinyoung said pressing his back onto the side of GongChan’s door.

“Sure” GongChan smiled in relief. “Just let me get ready” Jinyoung nodded and left. GongChan sighed and got ready.

This is my life… with my other 4 stepbrothers. I don’t hate it, I don’t like it either… I don’t like it for reasons you don’t think. I just don’t want to say.

“Wow the beach!” Sandeul said happily. “How long has it been”

“Because it’s spring break we might as well live.” Baro said.  “At least we’re away from the girls”

“But we’re still being looked at” GongChan shrugged. “Let’s enjoy it before the girls make us leave” GongChan smiled. The others nodded and began to play.

“Is that them?” You said pointing towards the 5 boys. You looked at your creator. “Is Mr.Jung assigning me to them?”

The professor who made you nodded. “Yes, you will care for them, love them. You are programmed for them only” You stared and nodded. “I will send you off to their home now” He lead you towards the car and you just followed.

“Aish” GongChan shook his head.

“What’s up?” CNU said starring at GongChan. “Sand in your pants?”

“Funny” GongChan smirked. “No… I’m just annoyed”

“About the present or past?” Jinyoung said sitting up from his chair.

“I don’t know, both?” GongChan shrugged. “It’s to the fact appa made us this way”

“Don’t let it get to you Channie” Jinyoung said patting GongChan’s shoulders. “You know this is how appa is”

“Yeah, but I’m sure all that has happened to us will back fire somehow” GongChan shook his head.

Jinyoung sighed. “Look at Sandeul and Baro” He gestured. “Even if we’re not like this in school, do you think we want to show ourselves this way? We’re all happy right now enjoying this moment”

GongChan gave a confused head turn. “I guess…” GongChan nodded. “I think, today is better than the other times”

“Those other times were field trips I remind you” CNU said placing his book down. “None of them were when we were alone” CNU picked his book up and began to read.

“Book worm” Jinyoung and GongChan smirked.

GongChan stared at the 5 of his hyungs. He thinks the only thing good about this day would be seeing his hyungs’ smile. Since going to this school, the majority of them being girls, there has been no peace, no safety, and no silence for them. Today they finally got to get out of the house and have fun. Be themselves. The real them.

“Today was fun!” Sandeul said. Jinyoung driving. GongChan chuckled as he drew on Baro’s face. “Oh let me!” Sandeul reached for GongChan’s marker and wrote something funny on there. “Oh, hyung wont be happy when he sees this”

GongChan nodded. “Today was fun, I agree” He smiled. “I just wish life was more easier”

“Maybe, but we should watch what we say, we could regret it” CNU said before dozing off.

“How could we regret it?” GongChan shrugged. “It’s not like some person is going to magically appear in our life, make our life easier, than leave”

Ding~

“We’re home!” Baro cheered yawning. “I’m going to the my room”

“Shouldn’t you get the marker off your face first” Jinyoung chuckled making a circle with his hands over his face. Baro’s eyes widened at what Jinyoung meant and ran to the bathroom.

“YAAAAAAAH!” Baro shouted. Everyone chuckled.

“Hey theres a letter?” GongChan questioned his statement as he reached into the mailbox outside their door. It was already opened. The others guessed he already read it. “Look at what it says”

Dear boys.

I hope you enjoy this present I left you! Use it right! Don’t hurt it, and it will always be there for you!

-Creator