Honestly, I wouldn't think anyone could be better than him. We've been friends since elementary and our parents are great friends. You may think that this is the typical story which the two main characters will fall in love each other. Well, not in my life. Probably in fairytales?  

During my graduation party, I decided not to invite him. Not being a jerk, I just don't want us to get too close to each other. The reason? Cause the other day, I saw him with another girl. Hugging and kissing on the cheeks. It's pretty normal but my emotions couldn't handle it well so I tried to keep a distance. Main thing of being in a friendship is to stuck being in a friendzone. I have no idea how he would look upon me. As a friend or more than that. Cause to be honest, I can't tell if he's into me or not. 

I enjoyed well in the party. Gather some popular jocks and cheerleaders. I'm rather a sociable person but I prefer to hang out with Sungjae. Damn that boy is so fine. He used to be a nerd-ish type. I don't blame his parents though, until I decided to make-over him. I guess the old Sungjae I know didn't exist anymore.

This may sound cliche but during this few days, my heart beats tends to get faster when he's near me. Hoping that I won't developed any feelings for him.

So it's official. That girl I saw the other day turned out to be his girlfriend. I'm not surprised but heartbroken instead. I'm not sure if we could hang out like we used to or even be contactable. I don't know how many of you have felt this way because of your guy friend.

Well, he's my bestest friend in the whole world. So if he's happy, I should be happy for him right? 

Oh yeah, forgot about one thing though. Remember the other night at the graduation party and I didn't invite him? He gave me a call after it ended. I guess he does care about me? Or... WHATEVER. I just want my life to be live without being in a remorseful way as possible. 

We seperated after high school and didn't saw him after that. I hope he's doing fine without me or even remember me.

To be continue... 

Sorry if it's too short. This is only the beginning though. I tried to make it as realistic as possible. Making it like a diary of a person. Teehee. Until then, do give some comments on how my story goes. *This is spontaneous, no plot is written here*

I have no intention of plagiarizing anyone, and if so, it's merely a coincidence and we probably have the same thought/idea. This is my own creation. The characters doesn't belong to me. Subscribe if you like it! :)