“hanmi, am I.. uhm… “ minha hesitantly whispered. “what?” hanmi asked. They are in the kitchen now, minha looked

around only to check if they are the only ones there. with a  sigh, “am I denying jaejoong his needs?” minha whispered

so low but hanmi was sharp enough to catch it. she shook her head. “minha, tell me what happen that made you think

of these things” minha tell everything to hanmi, about the first months that jae wanted to do it but she refuse that he

always respects her decision. Then she told her what happen earlier. “minha, you are lucky” hanmi uttered positively.

Minha smiled weakly, not actually understanding what hanmi have said. hanmi took her hands. “you are lucky that

jaejoong respects you, men and their urges are such a big struggle to them but as you said he didn’t insisted on it

again. you got a real keeper here” hanmi said. minha then smiled enthusiastically. She now can breathe freely. “do

you think we should do it already?” minha asked shyly. “minha, if you are not yet ready then don’t. as you said you

want to give it to the person who will be spending forever to you” minha nod. “but the frustration look on his face

is…” “minha, mind over matter okay?” hanmi said. “okay, thank you for enlightening me hanmi” “no problem, but

minha, listen to your heart, if you are ready you’ll know, marriage or not, just be careful” hanmi said.

“oh burn! Really?” jaejoong heard yoochun said. they are on the phone. “yeah, I thought I will not make it to the

comfort room” jaejoong said. yoochun chuckled on the other line. “hyung, have you thought about asking her again? I

mean, you are nearly a year now right?” yoochun asked. “I don’t know,  I don’t want to force her to do it just to

please me” “you know hyung, its weird that we are talking about this” yoochun said and then laugh. Jaejoong

chuckled. “you are right!” jaejoong said. “well, I better get going hyung, yoohwan is having his prescon now, he is

finally the Lead.” “he is the lead on the idol genre drama right?” jae asked. “now he is the lead, lead, talk to you later,

he is fidgeting.” Yoochun laughed. Jaejoong rolled his eyes, “arasso, say congratulations to him from me” “will do” and

then jaejoong ended the call. Surely he is confident to talk about yoochun about this, rather than junsu, apparently,

they treat junsu as the baby of the group. He chuckled thinking what will junsu say to him if he had told him this. A

sudden knock made his thoughts vanish. “come in” he said.  “your manager drop by to give you this, he said an old

classmate of yours gave him that, wow a wedding” minha told. Minha handed jaejoong the invitation. “oh, a

classmate from sophomore year. Glad they ended up together” jaejoong said. “they’re your classmates?” minha

asked. Jaejoong nod. “wow, now that is true love” minha said. jaejoong chuckled and pulled her to his lap. Minha

hesitantly obeyed. Jaejoong sense the awkwardness in minha. “don’t worry, it’ll not happen again” jaejoong said.

minha looked at him in the eyes, sure he is smiling but the sadness is there.

“what is bothering you jae?” she asked. “nothing, I’m just tired, and I think I’m getting old” jaejoong said. minha rest

her forehead to his. “you are not old. My jaejoong is not getting any older, look at you, you are the opposite of getting

old. You look younger that others you know.” Jaejoong smiled, “my jaejoong” that keeps on ringing inside his head.

“you’re going with me in this wedding, if I don’t have any schedule okay?” he said. “sure, I love weddings” minha said. 

jaejoong rubs is forehead to hers. She giggled. Jae sighed “minha, can I asked you something?” “of course”

“hypothetically, when do you want to get married? At what age?” he asked. Minha was stunned, why all of a sudden

he is asking about marriage to her. she mentally calm herself, “he is just asking hypothetically minha” she told herself,

“well, to be honest, I don’t really know, as my grandma always says, marriage is a lifelong commitment , you can’t

rush into it, but if you already feel that you are ready to spend the rest of your life to someone, like you already found

who will complete you, there’s no doubt that marriage is not far away. Its all about timing jae” she said. jaejoong

plant a kiss on her forehead. “I wish that I had met your grandma, you talk a lot about her all the time, she influence

you in so many ways, and I’m thankful for that” jaejoong said, “me too” she replied. “now my turn to ask” she said.

“sure” he replied. “uhm, do you, ahm, I mean, do you like to do it?” jaejoong frowns not getting any of what she is

saying. “the thing that happened earlier made me think, am I rebuffing your man urges?” jaejoong eyes wide open as

he realize what minha is trying to say. minha saw the schock on jae’s face and flushed.

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