AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

 

 

"Congratulations! You will get a flight next week on Monday to see the making of a kpop music video!"

 

"thank you!"

 

I hung up the phone with a huge smile on my face. I just won a radio contest in Japan! I get to be taken to Korea to see a kpop music video be made! 

 

I danced around my room until I danced by my wall mirror. Then I frowned...........am I too old to be a fangirl? 

 

I am 30 years old...........I am a 30 year old woman! most fangirls are what? 15 to 25? I stared at myself in the mirror and began pulling my skin back. My skin sags on my face and I am getting wrinkles around my eyes. It's official. I'm too old to be a fangirl. 

 

"Why bother........I should give this prize to my best friend's daughter." I said. 

 

I walked over to my phone and went to pick it up with my left hand, but I stopped in my tracks and stared at the pale blue ring around my finger. It's been a year and it still hurts............when will the pain go away? I took a sigh...

 

"I need to run away.......get out of reality for a while.." I thought in my head. 

 

 

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The plane I was in flew over the clouds and i was blinded by the sun. I sat at the window seat, where I looked out the window. I can't believe it........i went through with it. I up my courage and now...........I am on my way to Korea. I wanted to use this time to clear my head and have a small vacation. Get rid of bad thoughts.

 

"Would you like a drink?"

 

I looked over at the flight attendant, who held out a glass of bubbly towards me. 

 

"Oh.....sorry I thought you were an adult." She said as she began to walk away. I quickly grabbed her skirt. 

 

"I'm 30!" I said loudly. 

 

People around me looked at me with weird looks. I blushed a thousand shades of red as I let go of the flight attendant's skirt.  

 

"I-i'm old enough." I calmly said as she handed me my glass. 

 

"I'm sorry you just look so young to be 30. May I see ID?"

 

I handed her my driver's license. Her eyes grew wide. 

 

"Would you look at that! Well all I can say is that I am envious of your face! You do not look your age at all." She smiled as she gave me my ID back and walked away. 

 

I watched as she walked away, stunned. Do I really look that young? 

 

 

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I exited the black van that took me to a building in Korea. My high heels clicked against the pavement as a man in a suit gestured me to follow him. I wasn't alone. There were other winners for this contest. And, of course, I was the oldest. The girls and guys that won are at most 20 years old while I'm 30. 

 

"Do you know what music video we will see?!" a young girl with a pink shirt and green pants asked me. 

 

"Oh... I'm not sure." I raised my natural voice's pitch to a tad bit higher tone to sound younger. "Do you?"

 

She looked at me with a grin. She knew......

 

"I heard the driver talking to the guide man....."

 

She looked at the other young girls and guys giggling behind us. Then she cupped her hand around my ear. 

 

"Super Junior."

 

My eyes grew wide. Then I grabbed the young girl's shoulders and forcefully shook her. "ARE YOU SERIOUS?!"

 

She began to laugh as she nodded her head with agreement. A smile grew on my face.........men my age........fabulous..........

 

"I'm Erika, by the way. From Australia." she held out her hand for a handshake. 

 

"I'm Ai.....from Japan." I said as I gladly took her hand into mine. 

 

"I feel like I'm the oldest one here." Erika said. "How old are you, Ai?"

 

I looked at her with a nervous look. Do I really want to reveal my age here?! I cleared my throat and a shaky grin grew on my face. 

 

"I don't think you are the oldest. I can guarantee. How old are you?" I asked, ignoring her question. 

 

"............23" She said. "You didn't tell me your age." 

 

I felt a lump in my throat. It was like I was backstage ready to go onstage. I felt nervous to answer her! I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. Finally, I opened my eyes and opened my mouth to speak. 

 

"COME ON IN AND SIT IN THE DESIGNATED SEATS"

 

the guide man gestured us to come inside. Perfect timing........I followed the crowd of youngsters as we all made our way in. 

 

 

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damn it! I ended up sitting in the back row, where it was harder to see the set. I took off my black trench coat and placed it over the back of my chair, revealing my red top and black skinny jeans. i crossed my legs, showing off my black high heels. The black and red colors showed how white my skin is and how black my short hair is. My hair is similar to Ga In's from the sixth sense music video. I heard a loud clank to my left. My head shot towards the noise, which was.....was.............Leeteuk of Super Junior! He tripped over the director's chair and it fell to the floor. My short hair stuck to my ruby red lips. As I pulled my hair away from my face, I couldn't help but stare at Leeteuk, Who tried his best to pick the chair back up. He was almost there, but he dropped the chair. I couldn't help but giggle. Then.................he looked at me. I covered my mouth with the back of my hand to hold in my giggles. He smiled and dropped the chair again. but instead of picking it back up, he just looked at me with that y smile on his face. And, as the room filled with more Super Junior members, he continued to smile at me and I continued to cover my mouth with the back of my hand. Then, slowly, I lowered my hand; revealing red lips that formed a smile. 

 

"AHHH! SUPER JUNIOR!"

 

A young fangirl screamed behind me, making the other fans scream. They stood up from their seats, which shook the seat in front of me and it smacked my knee. I jumped in my chair and rubbed my knee. I looked over at Leeteuk, who was now covering his mouth with the back of his hand. Looks like we switched roles. 

 

"OK SUPER JUNIOR!" I saw the director cup his hands over his mouth and yelled. "THESE GROUP OF PEOPLE ARE FROM AROUND THE WORLD AND THEY WON ACCESS TO SEE YOU SHOOT THIS PORTION OF THE MUSIC VIDEO! IT'S THE DANCE PORTION! NOW, PLEASE WELCOME THEM!"

 

All the members of Super Junior walked around us, saying hi, shaking hands of the fans, who squirmed as they stood. I stood up, making it look like I belong. 

 

I said hi to Yesung, Shindong, Eunhyuk, Ryeowook, Sungmin, and more. But the last man I said hi to............was Leeteuk. I stared at his beautiful face as he approached me. He stared back into my dark brown eyes. After a good few seconds, i snapped the tension and held out my hand. 

 

"I'm Ai. Do well today!" I said.

 

He gently grabbed my hand and kissed it. "Thank you for coming today. I'm Leeteuk."

 

I looked towards the ground in a cute way and shifted from side to side. Then, I felt him let go of my hand and walk away. Oh my gosh............he's amazing!

 

 

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I watched as the SJ members danced onstage, lip syncing to their solos and such.

I watched in amazement as Kyuhyun jumped over s for his solo and how the members were in sync with their dancing. And their suits......so James Bond! I cupped my hands together, hiding my blue mark on my finger, as I watched. I felt like a young girl again! I noticed that the young fans tried their best not to scream, but one would slip once in a while, making the director mad. 

 

"No screaming! We need complete silence on set!"

 

The idols wiped the sweat off their brows and waved their hands in front of their faces to cool themselves off from the dancing. 

 

"dammit.....thiry minute break! Fans! You can explore around, but do not leave the set!"

 

The SJ members walked off the set, where many fan ran to follow them. I stayed behind. I am far too mature for that. Although I'm a fan of these men, I need to realize that I'm too old for that. I went the opposite direction of the crowd and went to the ice cooler, where they had bottles of water for me to take. I helped myself to a bottle and popped the lid off, drinking it until my thirst was quenched. 

 

"May you hand me one please?"

 

Without looking at who asked me for a bottle, I reached back into the cooler for a bottle. "here you g-"

 

I stopped in mid sentence. Leeteuk............asked me for the water.........I looked up into his eyes as he looked down into mine, since I was a bit shorter than him. I slowly pushed the bottle of water into his hand. 

 

"thanks...." He said as he began chugging down the water. I, as a weirdo, continued to stare. "How do you like the mv so far?" 

 

"Uh....it's....it's good! You all dance very well!" 

 

I noticed no fans were around.

 

"You didn't get followed by fans? Shocking!" I smirked. 

 

"I found a way to get out of the make up room without them noticing." He gave me another one of his fantastic smiles. I felt my heart melt. 

 

"You are a sneaky man." I flirtatiously said as I pushed my right hand against his chest. 

 

"Sorry for asking....but how old are you?" He asked. "Not that you look old or anything! I just......I want to know whether you are old enough to ask out for coffee."

 

"Oh.......that's really sweet.....but....."

 

"But?" he looked worried. 

 

"Maybe now is not a good time for me......."

 

"I knew it" He looked towards the ground with disappointment. "You are too young....It's ok."

 

"No it's not that." I rested both hands on his chest, revealing my blue ring. He saw the ring and his eyes widened. I gasped and pulled my hands away, hiding my left hand. "I am not all together yet.........."

 

I began to walk back to my chair, but I turned around towards Leeteuk. "I'm 30, by the way." 

 

He nodded his head at me, still in shock. 

 

 

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THAT'S A WRAP!

 

The fans and I stood up and clapped our hands, applauding the men for a fantastic job. I clapped, too. But I tried my best not to look at Leeteuk, who was looking at me the whole time. 

 

The crew began to pack up their equipment and I heard the guide man yell at us to leave. I grabbed my trench coat from my chair and began to leave, until I felt a hand grab my arm. I looked over, only to see Leeteuk with a serious look. 

 

"Leeteuk...." I said. 

 

"Follow me." He said as he pulled my arm towards the  middle of the set. 

 

"No I have to leave with the group! I-" 

 

My eyes widened as the door closed, the group leaving me behind. "How the hell am I getting home now?!"

 

"I'm taking you." Leeteuk said as he pulled up a chair.

 

He gestured me to sit, which I declined. I shook my head and back away slowly. 

 

"Leeteuk....."

 

"It's like Romeo and Juliet!" He raised his voice. 

 

I stared at him with shock. ".....................what?"

 

"It's like Romeo and Juliet. Love at first sight." He said as he walked up to me and pulled me into the chair. He kneeled down next to me and stared into my eyes. 

 

" All I know is that you are beautiful, sweet, and I only heard you speak a few words and I've already fallen. Give me a chance."

 

"I don't want a relationship now..........." i held out my left hand that has the blue mark. "I've been married before. I've been hurt. You don't want a divorced woman."

 

He grabbed my left hand and rubbed the blue. It didn't change. 

 

"We all have our pasts." He began. " Ignore the past and live the present. Look forward to the future. I see my present with you. Please......."

 

 

"i've told you before!" I snapped as I stood up from my chair. "I don't want a relationship. I've been married before and it's not worth it!"

 

Leeteuk looked at me with sad eyes. 

 

"You are a great guy, but I cannot handle another break up. I just can't!"

 

I tried to walk away, but I felt a hand grab my arm. I stopped and froze.

 

 

"Who says we will break up?"

 

I froze........then I slowly turned around to see Leeteuk with tears slowly running down his face. They were fresh. They were genuine. 

 

"When I like a woman, I don't think twice about breaking up. I just think we will move forward and only forward. Ai......I'll do anything for you. Please give me a chance. Come get a cup of coffee with me. Then decide if I'm right for you. Don't go by your past."

 

I stared at Leeteuk. He was right.........I should give him a chance. I walked into his chest, where I wrapped my arms around him and hugged him. I felt his arms slowly wrap around me, warming me up. I couldn't help but smile into his chest. 

 

 

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I watched the new Super Junior music video on my laptop via youtube. I smiled as I saw Leeteuk perform. I can't believe I saw that live! I saw them actually make the video!

That's right. I moved to Korea. I have my own apartment, a job teaching Japanese, and a new life. 

 

Then....I heard my doorbell ring. I walked up and opened the door, revealing Leeteuk in a nice suit. 

 

"Ready to go?" He held out his arm. 

 

I was wearing a dark pink dress with black high heels. "I'm ready." I said as I hooked my arm with his and we walked away from my new home, going on our first official date as a couple. 

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