There you go.. So Perfectly.. The kind of flawless I wish I could be..

 

This. This line hit me like a truck running full speed in a high way. Here I am, sitting on a bench in the park of our school.

 

I've my earphones on. Full volume. I just want to escape reality for a while. The fresh breeze in the park soothes me. It's just so relaxing. I close my eyes to relax myself.

 

Just when I was enjoying my peaceful date with my earphones, someone tapped my shoulder

 

I furrowed my brows. Annoyed? Yes, definitely.

 

Go away. Go away. Go away.  I thought. I didn't open my eyes. Seems like he went away. gooood

 

But then.. Another tap. WTF?!?! I swear if I had a big sign saying DO NOT DISTURB, I would rub it in his face just for him to know that I'm frkkin busy

 

Another tap. oh for crying out loud.

 

I took out my earphones and looked at him. I'M PISSED OFF is written all over my face.

 

"What the hey do you want?!" I said rather coldly.

 

"Okaaaay someone's in a bad mood. I just wanted to say HI" She said while lowering her head

 

Holyy pink cow! It's her. Guilt started building up my body. I treated her so coldly. Way to go! :p

 

"Seohyun?? Omo I'm sorry I thought it was somebody else" I explained to her. She looked at me. With a sad face

 

"It's okay. Seems like you don't want to be disturbed. See you later" She turned around, ready to go when I grabbed her wrist.

 

She was shocked at my sudden action and lost balance

 

BAM!

 

She fell on top of me. How? When she lost her balance, I acted fast and tried to catch her but to my surprise, she was frikkin heavy. I too lost my balance then fell on the ground. She was now on top of me..

 

 

Face to Face

 

Chest to Chest

 

Nose to Nose

 

Eye to Eye

 

 

 *AWKWARD SILENCE*

 

 

We didn't break our gazes. I was looking straight at her beautiful eyes. I seemed lost and couldn't look away. Our faces were only centimeters apart that we're close to kissing.

 

It felt like time stopped and I couldn't see anyone else except us. As if we were the only ones in the world. How I wish we could be like this forever

 

"Uhhh S-Sorry Yoong. I didn't me-mean to..." She's stutterig! OH MY GAWWWWD SO CUTE! ><

 

"No. I'm sorry. For making you lose your balance" I got up and helped her up too.

 

We were standing there. Awkwardness filled the atmosphere. Crap can't take this anymore!

 

"Hyunnie! Want to hang out?" Wow. Y DA HELL DID I  SAY THAT?! I mentally facepalmed myself. I.D.I.O.T.

 

"Well, If you're free that is..."

 

"Sure! Let's go!" Seohyun chirped and interwined her fingers with mine. I'm in heaven right now. Ahhhh

 

Yeah, I just remembered. We're BESTFRIENDS. It's normal for her to hold my hand.

 

But for me, it's special. I pity myself. Ugh

 

 

We had lots of fun. As usual. We went to the mall. Bought some clothes. We went to eat ice cream then after that we decided to watch a movie.

 

It was a romance movie.

 

We sat there. She was to absorbed at the movie that she ignored her beeping phone

 

"Hyunnie, not to disturb you but, your phone. Maybe it's important"

 

"Kindly read the message if you don't mind" She said still looking at the movie. Psshh, typical Seohyun.

 

I reached for her phone in her pocket then opened it.

 

5 New Messages

 

It's all from Yonghwa. Her boyfriend *ouch*

 

Message 1: Hyunnie, baby u still mad?

 

Message 2: babe, I'm sorry. Please answer my calls

 

Message 3: Babe, it wasn't what you thought it was. Please let me explain

 

Message 4: Seohyunnie, where are you?

 

Message 5: Please babe don't leave me

 

 

 

 What the hell is going on? What did that retard do to my bestfriend?!

 

"What happened to you and yonghwa" I decided to ask her. I wanna know

 

"Nothing"

 

"Seo.. Tell me. We're bestfriends"

 

I can hear her sobs. That fcking retard made her cry! Why I oughta

 

"He hurt you? Wait til I get my hands on him. I'll beat him til his teeth fall off" I clenched my fists. I was fuming. How dare he hurt her? She's fragile and sensitive! I'm gonna beat his

 

"No. You'll hurt youself" She managed to say between her sobs

 

"I don't care. He hurt you. I can't let any jerk hurt my Bestfriend **secret crush**" I said and looked straight at her eyes. Her ayes that are full of sadness. A can't help seeing you like this Seo. It breaks my heart seeing you cry

 

"Yoong.."

 

"Do you only see me as your Bestfriend?" She said. looking at me. Hold your horses! What did she mean??????

 

"What do you mean Hyunnie? You're my bestfriend and you know that" I said. Trying to hide my nervousness

 

"No. I mean do you like someone? Right now?" She stopped crying. Thank God. But now, she's really serious. wtfffffffffff

 

NO would be a big fat lie. "YEAH" I said while playing with her phone

 

"Do I know this person?"

 

"Yeah. More than I know her. We've been close since like forever and we go to the same school" I slowly throwed hints at her. I have to tell her. I can't keep what I feel for her hidden

 

"Oh." She started crying again. whut? Y'd u cry again?

 

"Why're you crying again hyunnie?" I said while I wiped away her tears using my thumb

 

"I like someone. Even before Yonghwa and I dated. But now, it's too late. She likes someone alse" She said

 

Ouch. She likes someone. Even before Yonghwa. I felt like my heart was chopped into pieces

 

"Oh. Who is this person?" I said. I don't have a clue WHo she's talking about. Might as well ask

 

She scoffed and rolled her eyes. Huh? What did I do?!

 

"Are you really that numb Yoong?" She said coldly. WTF is going on. I swear I'm dead confused here

 

"Before I met Yonghwa... Did you notice how I treated you? I cooked you lunch everyday. I gave you presents. I gave you kisses on the cheeks. Heck I even kissed you in the lips- accidentally on purpose. But you didn't seem to notice. I was hurt. I gave you all my love but instead, you treated me like a normal friend... Then came Yonghwa. He likes me and confessed to me. After that, he asked If I could be his girl. When I told you about it, you seemed happy. Heck you even encouraged me to say YES. That was really a stab in the heart for me. I wanted you to get jealous. I wanted you to stop me from seeing him. But what did you do? Nothing yoong. Absolutely nothing. I don't see you as a friend nor a bestfriend. I like you yoong. More than you could understand. I fell for my bestfriend. I know it's stupid but I fell for an insensitive, dense person like you. I hate how I love you sooo much"

 

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Did she just say she loves me?! No yoong, she loves the chair. She confessed to the chair

 

That was an eye opener for me. Yes, she was sweet to me before. I didn't get what she was trying to put up. I didn't want to assume things. YOU ARE SUCH A DENSE RETARD IM YOONA

 

She hit my chest while crying her lungs out. I grabbed hold of her. She tried to free herself from my grip but I was too strong.

 

Then when she stopped wiggling, I leaned closer to her face.

 

Again, we were

 

Face to Face

 

I leaned in one more time and....

 

TOUCHDOWN

 

 

 I kissed her. On the lips. Yes, It felt so right. I felt millions of butterflies in my stomach. I felt my body heating up.

 

For the first few seconds, she didn't respond. But after a while, she started kissing back

 

I felt a sensation in my body as the kiss lasted. We broke the kiss, panting and out of oxygen

 

"If you only knew how I hoped for that kiss to happpen" I said while I held on her waist tightly. She had her arms wrapped around my neck

 

"I love you" She hugged me tightly. I hugged her back.

 

This. This moment I've been waiting for to happen. This feels like a dream. I feel like I'm in heaven.

 

"I love you too" I said and broke the hug. I stared at her amazing eyes and our foreheads met. we stayed like that for about 10 seconds but it felt like forever.

 

For the first time in my life, I feel contented. I'm okay as long as we're together. I love her so much

 

"Stay with me yoong. Don't ever leave" She said

 

"That will never happen, babe" I said and pecked her on the lips. She smiled sweetly and interwined her hands with mine. This time, it meant special.

 

 

 

 

 

 THE END