This is my first story so I'm really sorry if it is not good.
It is possible that I will change some things .... (sorry again)
I'm not good with grammar so again my apology
yes there is a gay couple in the story, but I am not a 2boys-together-shipper!

You never had experienced love so you don't really like it. But you don't show it at your friends...you have friends who are boys (who you kinda liked and you hoped to be your boyfriend) but they don’t love you as a girlfriend....more as a friend