The Normal Me

Diary of a "predebut" fangirl

Sometimes I wonder what it feels like to be an idol, to have fans and anti-fans, to be loved, to get bashed, I wanna know how it feels like. I wanna know how it feels like to sing and dance in the stage, seeing people chanting your name. 

I know it's tiring and depressing. But who cares? When our idols were still normal like us, they already knew that an idol's life was really hard. And they didn't give up until now, they are idols. I wanna be like them, really.

Someday, my friends. Someday people who say I won't make it will regret it. Someday I will know, that I'm valuable. Because someday, I'll debut.