Pieces...
Book of Emotions: TAO
Pieces...
I managed to keep my friendship with Sehun intact.
Admitting my deepest secret to a person important to me was hard.
A lot of things can go wrong but I was glad it did not.
We' still friends... closer.
I began talking to you again but I made sure that I wasn't alone when you're around.
It was better that way. I don't know if I might lose myself completely.
I had to be careful.
You're important to me... that's why...
The arrangement was simple and uncomplicated.
I thought it would save me from further suffering but I was totally wrong.
I didn't even noticed the change.
You were falling in love with someone else and I didn't realize it happening until it was too late.
You had caught me off guard, without any chance to protect myself from the stab.
Just one day... one sentence...
You blew me apart...
I was still a freelance writer and you invited me with the rest of the group for a get-together.
I was excited to see you again.
It has been a long time since we last saw each other.
Sehun and I had just patched things up.
You were late. Sehun and I, together with his partner, Luhan started ahead of you. We were craving for soju since it's pretty cold that night.
When you came, I was surprised to see someone else with you.
Your eyes stared at me and your lips tilted.
"Kris hyung, I want you to meet my girlfriend..." A girl not far from your age had her arms wrapped around yours.
She was smiling at me. "It's nice to meet you Kris sunbae... Tao had told me a lot about you. He respects you a lot."
Respect?
I wanted to scoff at the word.
She was nice and sweet and yet I hated her.
You were smiling at her as if she was the only person in the world.
For the first time in my life, I hated you.
I hated you for not knowing how I felt about you.
My heart was torn to pieces.
Sehun grabbed my arm, squeezing tight to help me focus myself.
The pain helped me clear my mind. I hid my hurt expression with a smile. "It's nice to meet you too."
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