Ghost Of You
Description
Pairing (s): JunSeung, JunSeob, DooSeung, KiWoon
Genres: Romance, Supernatural, , Humor
Rating: PG (for now)
Disclaimer: Own none of these super hawt guys.
Summary: Junhyung was always in love with his childhood friend, Hyunseung but never had a chance to confess. When the time had come for Hyunseung to realize about the love crush, it was already too late. But then Yoseob come into the picture and Hyunseung was confused about his own feeling. Did he have the same feeling for Junhyung?
A/N: My first story about BEAST/B2ST here. And English isn’t my first language. I’m sure there are going to be a lot of mistakes here and there, but I hope you will have a good time reading it as much as I’m having fun writing it. Thank you!
Foreword
[Hyunseung POV]
"You know I love you right?" there he goes again. I smiled politely and pinched his right cheek.
"Of course~ and you know I love you too, Jun"
Junhyung shook his head. "No, no. I don't think you understand!" he kind of yelling and I can't help but to cringe at the tone of his voice. Junhyung noticed and quickly grabbed my hands, like he always did. "Sorry, didn't mean to get so angry"
"But you're indeed angry, I can see" Junhyung's hands felt warm in my own. The way he held my hands, the way he gently rubbed my back hands, the way he softly staring at me.
"I'm sorry" he came closer and I kept my eyes on him. "The way you love me isn't the way I love you. I love you more than anyone, more than my own life. I love you I could die just for you. But you love me because we've been best friends since we were small, because I'm always with you, because you always depend on me. It's different, Seung"
There was a truth in what Junhyung said. He thought I didn't understand but I did. I would be lying if I told him I didn't understand. There were always times when I felt bad because Junhyung can't get himself even a girlfriend. And there were always thousand of times I felt worse because whenever Junhyung with me, we behaved like a couple who were madly in love.
"I'm sorry" I pressed my hand tighter into his arm. "But we've been like this since forever. I really treasure you, our friendship, everything. I don't want anything that might change what we have today. You understand, right Jun?"
There was sadness in his eyes, his smiles, and his voice. "Yeah. Wouldn't want that to happen too"
Junhyung, my best friend. The conversation we had years ago playing vividly in my mind, like we just having it yesterday. Yong Junhyung, my savior. I turned around, looking at Junhyung who was sleeping soundlessly next to me. Junhyung's sleeping face was the best. Pure, innocence, and good looking. Perfect. I spent every night just staring at this view. It was worth it, though only a small part of me that screamed this was the least I can do to make up for all the painful memories I gave to Junhyung. Because deep in my heart, no one had the biggest regret but me.
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