Sungjae press the door bell one more time before the door flew open
Immediately he bow 
" Annyeong, Mrs Kim,"
" Annyeong Sungjae-ah," Mrs Kim smiled
" Is Namjoo home?" 
" Yeah. She's in her room but she said she's not well,"
" That's okay, may I?"
" Yeah, Sure,"
Mrs Kim step aside as she let Sungjae in
" Thank you," Sungjae bow again and make his way to Namjoo's room

Sungjae knock on Namjoo's door but just barge in without getting her permission
" Yah, Namjoo ready for -," Sungjae stop when he see Namjoo sobbing beside her bed, knees brought up to her chest
" Namjoo? Gwenchana?" Sungjae rush to her and pat her back
" Get out! You're - just - gonna - rub -it -into - my face," she said in between her sobs
" Shh... gwenchanayo," Sungjae console 

" Yah! No fair!"
" What do you mean?"
" You are cheating!"
" And you are just pushing some random buttons,"
" Am not!"

The sound of the fighting could be heard in Sungjae's room
Namjoo finally gave up and let Sungjae win

" Whats up?" Sungjae look at her laying down
The girl just shook his head
"What is next?" the boy took out the wrestling game out of the game player

" Sungjae-ah," Namjoo sit up
" hmm..."
" What do you think of me having a boyfriend?"

Sungjae paused thinking how to respond to his best friend question
" As if.." he scoffed
The girl just rolled her eyes

" Do you remember that guy I always talk about?"
" Of course, you always talk about," 
Now its his turn to rolled his eyes
" Yah!! I'm being serious here!"
" Yeah, what about him?"
" He ask me to be his girlfriend,"
Sungjae stop his tracks, silences filled in his room

" Yah!" Namjoo threw a pillow at his back for the long pause
The young boy let out a awkward chuckle
" Really? and what did you said?"
He said trying to hide the quiver in his voice
" I said I think about it,"
" and.." he resume searching for a game to play
" What do you think?" the girl asked

" Honestly, he wants you to be his girlfriend, not me,"
" Yah," another pillow strike the boy's back
" Well.. I think you shouldn't,"
" Well.. I don't know.. he is nice and all, but i just-" the girl just realized what he said, " what?"

" I said you shouldn't,"
The girl felt disappointed at his answer
Her thought on how he's going to be supportive are definitely the other way around
" Why?" she whined
" You should focus more on studying,"
" I don't see why I couldn't do both,"
" Well, think about it. What if you guys are not meant to be together, no match for each other? You'll end up crying or worse.. you'll feel like there's no reasons to live and kill yourself,"

" Yah!,"
Sungjae let out another awkward chuckle
" Kidding,"
Namjoo pouted as she folded her arm to her chest
" But it's true. You should focus more on studying, you'll have a brighter future,"
" I'll," she sighed, " think about it,"

♥ ♥ ♥

Sungjae rings the door bell before the door flew open revealing a boyish-dressed girl
" Lets go," Sungjae pull Namjoo out
" Really? It just an amusement park,"
" Well, I never been there before, and I want to,"
" You poor little thing," the latter tease the boy

As they arrive the amusement park, Sungjae is already panting while Namjoo, she's the ever lasting energizer.
The girl chuckle when Sungjae stop to take some breath

" Yah! Lets go grandpa,"
" You're older than me," the girl stick her tongue out
" By a month," she walk away
" Hold up, I need some air,"
Sungjae put his palms on his knees as he pant heavily

Sungjae regain his energy when couldn't found the girl anywhere
" Who you're looking for?" Namjoo said behind him giving the boy a fright
Sungjae turn and found the older girl a strawberry ice cream with another hand holding a vanilla ice cream
" Want some?" she extend her hand to him
" Thanks," she pull her hand back before Sungjae could grab the come

" er," she stick her tongue out again
" Yah!!! give me," Sungjae tired to take the ice cream from her end up getting his cover with the delicious vanilla ice cream
Namjoo on the other hand hold her stomach as she laugh her heart out

The rest of the day the spend on rides and games
Roller coaster, haunted house, Ferris wheel, arcade, and many more
As the sun sets, they are on their way back home

Namjoo is happily eating her cotton candy while Sungjae beside her trying to compose his sentence
Jaust as they are a few house from Namjoo's house, Sungjae stop
" Namjoo-ah," the girl turn to face her beast friend
Sungjae hold his breath " I-,"
The girl raise her eyebrows

" I'm leaving,"

♥ ♥ ♥

Namjoo help Sungjae to carry some boxes into his car
" Thats all," Namjoo smile at him
" I guess so,"
" I'm gonna miss you," she suddenly hug him
" I'm gonna miss you too," he return the hug
" Promise me you'll call me once you get there?"
" If I remember,"
" Sungjae-ah" the girl whine like a little girl
" I'll try my best,"
" Here, something I prepare for you,"
Sungjae hand her a cute box which is a little heavy

" I'm leaving,"
Namjoo's eyes turn twice big than normal,
" When?"
" In two days," Sungjae kept his head down  avoiding eye contact
" And you're telling me now?"
" I was going to tell you the other day but you just broke up, I'm not going to make you more miserable,"

Namjoo waves at the car as went further
She went inside her house and into the bed room and place the box on her study desk
Then she log on to her computer and read some email totally forgetting about the box

That night before she sleeps
She take the box and open it revealing a few photos of her and Sungjae together
At the bottom of the box was a nice hand written letter

" Dear Namjoo,

I'm sorry for everything. For being a bad friend towards you, for tease you, fooling around with you. But I'm really sorry that I broke my promise to you, I'm sorry that I promise I'll be there with you when the fact I won't be there by your side ever again.

I'm leaving for good. Maybe I'll return again but with a whole new heart. Yes, heart.
My heart its weakening, literally
I need to a donor
and I don't its to be you, appreciate life Namjoo-ah, promise me you'll do

These are my last words to you.

I love you, not as a friend or a sister neither a mother. I love you more than anyone else. 
I just want to let you know that

Thank you,

Love,
Sungjae "

Namjoo eyes get teary and reach for her phone 
She punch Sungjae's number
After a few seconds
" Sung-"
" The number you have dialed is currently not available, please leave a voice message after the tone,"
" I forgot to say thank you,"

Eventhough I can't return those feeling you mean so much to me
I love you too