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Your P.O.V

Flashback

The wall behind me kept me from backing away

His breath slowly touches my lips, as I feel my cheeks getting hot

The throbbing of my heart lingers all throughout my body and my palms are starting to get sweaty

I can hear his heart beating and that makes me feel kind of excited

His eyes were intense as if I could see his soul

“Jinyoung…” I huffed, “I can’t.”

He heaved a deep sigh, “Sorry.”

He kissed my forehead lightly as I caught a glimpse of his eyes that turned gloom and then patted my head

We were secretly dating for a couple of weeks now and we never told a soul about our relationship

“No, sorry. I’m so sorry that it has to be like this, Jinyoung.”

“It’s okay. It’s my fault for forcing you into this anyway. I was being so greedy that it ended up like this, knowing that you like someone else.”

“Listen, I agreed with you and said yes so no one’s at fault in this. I’m going to try, Jinyoung. I promise.” I hugged him softly

End of Flashback

‘Use me.’

Jinyoung said

To act like nothing happened

To act like I didn’t knew his feelings

I know it was being sly of me but I can’t think of anything else

My mind is pitch black from all the chaos in my heart

And that’s how my relationship wi