Writer's note;

Kso. This story is a new different fanfic. Just decided to write some more for ya'll so I can finish part 3 on the T.O.P's love series.  So hope you like this, character's name has been changed to Andrea. I just love that name. LOLOL. Also, I'll try to put in some details on the character for you guys to be able to imagine this as your own and such. Oh yeah, and enjoy. ^^

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"WAKE UP. TIME TO GO TO SCHOOL ANDREA. NO TIME TO WASTE!" My mom screamed from the door of my room.

'Ugh... Stupid always have to yell at me..' I thought.

I got up lazily and walked sleepily towards the bathroom to wash my face and tidy up my hair and such. After I had my head section all tidy'd up, time to pick some clothes off my closet. Just regular skinny jeans, and a red shirt. The shirt was too tight on me, but I was too lazy to even react to such a horrible wake up call from my own mother.. God... My mom's such a pain in the . Finally I walked to the living room, and sat my lazy down to get my shoes slipped on. I groaned on agony as my mom walked over and sat next to me. " Hurry up, you're gonna be late! I woke you up for a reason!" She scolded. "Ugh. Fine." I responded. I once again went outside to the car to get that ride to school.

As my mom drove to the parking lot, she muttered, "Next time, sleep earlier." She smirked. "Mom. Shut the up." I ignorantly said and slammed the car door shut, and walked to the entrance of the school. Here starts the torture. I walked in, and the cafeteria was full. I couldn't find a place where my friends we're. It took me a while to be honest. That is until one of my friends, Jennifer waved at me inches away from my standing spot. "HEY. OVER HERE ANDREA!" She waved her hands. "Hi." I said quietly. I finally sat down next to her. 

"Ugh. I'm so tired... How can you be so happy this early in the freaking morning..?" I asked impatiently. "Oh it's nothing really. I just get up at an earlier time than now, like around 6:00 in the morning, and get myself ready from there on out. Besides that, What's so important about sleep? You probably just dream a lot.." She replied. "Yes. Yes I do dream a lot to be honest.. You know that K-pop band I keep mentioning? BigBang. Yeah, well I keep dreaming about them. I just can't get enough, they really have changed my life so far." I sighed. "But my dreams to ever meet them are just.. Impossible." I said in a very dissapointed tone. Tears we're almost starting to build up before my eyes. Until the bell rang. 

"Ugh. Math class first period. Are you ing kidding me?" I said to myself as I ran to my locker to get my notebooks, and such.  As the tardy bell rang I screamed in the hallways running towards to the class, ". . ING PIECE OF ." I screamed even louder in anger. After finally coming to the class, I sat down in my desk and waited to be scolded by my stupid teacher.. Mrs. Shelley. She was an old piece of . As much as I honestly respected elderlies,I couldn't handle things with her. She was just rude, mean, selfish, and just annoying. She finally walked towards my desk, as I put my head down, pretending to finish up my assignment. She tapped my shoulder, and as I turned my head around, She looked me straight in the eye and said, "Look here Andrea. Just cause you're late doesn't give you a damn excuse to get away from your punishment. You should know better than to just act stupid and be late to class." She scolded in her awful voice. I nodded in acceptance of my future punishment. She finally opened and screamed, "WHAT? JUST A DAMN NOD? HONEY. THIS IS SCHOOL. WE HAVE NO TIME TO WASTE WITH PATHETIC STUDENTS WHO DONT TAKE MATH CLASS SERIOUSLY. YOU DESERVE A WORSER PUNISHMENT, THAN FOR ME HAVING TO DEAL WITH SUCH A STUPID LITTLE GIR-" , The speaker from the office in the middle of my scolding, "Uhm. Mrs.Shelly? Someone is here to pick up Andrea." The office speaker beamed. 

"WHAT? ANDREA? IM IN THE MIDDLE OF TELLING HER WHATS RIGHT AND WRONG. IS SHE LEAVING? IS IT AN EMERGENCY?" Mrs. shelly yelled back. "Yes ma'm. It's a very big emergency. It seems that one of her family members have died just now... Can you please release her to the office and give her the homework for the day?" Was the final response as the speaker turned off.

Mrs. Shelley slowly turned to me with the most horrible angry face I've ever seen from her, "GO. JUST GO. CAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU DON'T DESERVE TO HAVE A GOOD EDUCATION HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. I HOPE YOU MOVE." She screamed, as I ran with my backpack to the office.

As I ran down the long and curved hallways filled with projects on walls, I thought, 'Wait what? Please god, I hope it wasen't my dad who died.. Please god no...' 

As I was down on the final hall, I decided to stop running, I walked slowly, with tears rolling down my cheeks, I opened the door to the school office, And as I looked up...

 

....

"Annyeong Haseyo Andrea! We're BigBang!" 5 voices of men beamed at me.

"W-w...wha...?" I stood there, my mind officially blown. Half of the previous tears still flowing around my cheeks.

Seung Ri gasped, and walked over to me, "Why are you crying? Did we do something wrong?" He asked worried.

I just stood there. My mouth just hanging open. 

Top finally walked slowly towards me, "Seung Ri. I know how to handle this." Top finally looked me in the eyes dreamily. And wiped my previous tears from my cheeks. "Yah. Andrea, don't cry in front of your Oppas. You're embarrasing us." He chuckled calmly. 

I still stood there. As my brain still prosessed things over and over, I finally said, "U-uh...Wha...?"  in a very lost tone.

All of them chuckled, "Yah. Come on Andrea. We'll take you to the van. Your parents are on a different place already. You're lucky you're gonna be sitting with us during the flight. If you're so scared of us, then at least let me hold your han-....Fist." Top smirked. 

I finally let go of my fisted hand. Top silently grabbed my hand, his cold and strong flesh intertwined with my warm squishy hand. As he held my hand we all walked outside, and waited for the van to come pick us up. 

Taeyang finally said, "Aigo. Andrea, that backpack looks extremely heavy, Let YongBae Oppa carry it for you. I work out for a reason." Tae yang helped me slid by shoulders off my backpack, and he slipped himself into it, "What the- Yah! What do you have in here? Rocks?" He scolded. I couldn't help but giggle to his expression, along with my giggle Seung Ri couldn't help but laugh along with me too. About 4 minutes, a black van came for us, I hopped in first and sat in the back along with Top Oppa. And the others sat way back. 

"Top," I said, "I'm so confused... Who set this up huh? Was it my parents? Was it YG? Wait. I don't even know YG! Aishh! Someone just tell me! I hate it when I get confused like this!" I scolded at them all with a grumpy expression. "Yah. Andrea. Call us Oppa. Anyways, we actually set this up for you. We actually came across one of your uhm... Fan Fictions. Never knew I was such a popular bias to people." He smirked, along with a teasing chuckle. "YAH! Oppa. You're making me feel awkward! Besides, You read THAT kind of stuff?" I scowled. He coughed awkwardly. He knew that MY Fan Fictions we're a little... .

"Wait. Did all of bigbang Read MY Fan Fictions Oppa...?" I asked questioningly.

"Nope. Actually. Top Hyung just informed Us. We agreed to help you out, and pretty much you're also doing us a favor." G-Dragon Answered.

"And how am I doing you guys a favor again..?" I asked. "Well, we actually wanted maybe a buddy for all of us. Like sorta like a groupie. But instead of something awful, we decided to get a girl Buddy. Not too girly, Not too manly." Daesung Replied.

"Wait what? What's wrong with manly?" Top answered back. "Oppa. Shh. I'm trying to think of what my friends might be thinking right now.." I giggled. "OMO! What if they like, KNOW that i'm getting picked by a famous korean group? Like. OH MY GOSH. THEY'D BE SO PROUD AND JEALOUS. OMOOOO!" I squeeled.

"Aish. Yah. Andrea. Here we go again, no fan girling! We know you're a fan, with those... Fan Fictions.." He smirked evily at me. "OPPA! STOP IT. YOU BETTER NOT PUBLISH IT, OR SEND IT TO ANYONE!" I yelled. Top Oppa got closer to me, as he smirked and whispered in my ear quietly, "Yah. You're so dirty about Oppa..." He chuckled in my ear seductively. His voice send shivers down my spine, as I was almost about to panic and get a panic attack over his perfect voice.. 

I finally shut up, and didn't say anything, his words just kept replaying in my mind.. "Yah. You're so dirty about Oppa.." With that y voice of his.

After a few hours, we finally got to the airport, we all got into the private jet one by one, and sat wherever we wanted to. I sat all the way in the back, since I was always the negative kind, the one who always gets ignored and just left alone...

Taeyang looked at me in a worried expression, and decided to sit next to me, "Yah. Tell oppa what's wrong Andrea." He asked. 

"Mmh... I'm just not sure.. this.. this all just feels... impossible. Almost Dream-like. Wait. PINCH ME. IT MUST BE A DREAM!" I asked im patiently. 

He moved his hand over to my arm and pinched me as hard as he could. "OW! DAMN. CALM DOWN THAT HURT DUDE." I yelled. "Oh. Well you said pinch. But Oppa's sorry. Now go ahead and just relax. And just a note, This IS real." He smiled warmly. Top Oppa walked over to us, "Yah. YongBae, go sit next to Seung Ri. I need to talk to Andrea Here." He said quietly. Taeyang got up, and walked over to where Seung Ri was sitting, Surprisingly, they got a seat where they could see us perfectly. I tried not to panic when Top sat next to me comfortably. I felt cold and horrible inside, how did he even know about my.. fan fictions.. Ugh.. There's so many of them, out of all of them why did they choose me? I thought to myself..

"Yah. Andrea. Tell Oppa about those Fan Fictions.." He whispered. I just fell silent, I didn't have the strength to move, or to think of what he just said, the thought of it makes me kinda panic inside. Makes me wanna die. He finally brought my chin up, looked me straight in the eye. And he finally said, "Did Oppa do something to hurt you...?" He asked in a sad and worried voice. I sniffed, and shook my head as a no. "Then what is it.." He asked once again. "I-I.... how did you come across my Fan Fictions.. I'm just so confused, out of all the most powerful ones, why did you choose me? And besides that, It's Just.. Inapropriate fan fictions.. They just mean nothing.." I said in monotone. 

He shook his head, "Aish. Andrea. Your stories. They we're more.. Different. The other ones just get to the point of any ual feelings, or ual thoughts or actions..But yours.. They show how much I mean to the character.. and it shows how the writer feels when writting, and when I see that type of feeling put into words.. I just appreciate how much that person really cares for a person.. Like you." He responded. I turned my head to him, and sighed. "It's just.. not normal. This just still feels like a dream. How is this even possible like wha-" 

"Shh... Oppa doesn't like long explanations.." He whipsered once more in my ear.. As his sentence finished, he bit my earlope playfully...

"W-wha..." I stuttered quietly, He pushed his finger on my lips, as a signal to be quiet. I nodded slowly, and just closed my eyes, and thought over and over quietly. 

He finally stopped bitting on my earlobe, and brushed his soft lips against my neck. I sighed in pleasure, and goosebumps appeared all over my body.

"Yah. I told you.. so dirty..." He whispered the final words into my ear. He smirked and took out a magazine, and just read it, and acted like the situation never happened...

My head.. My thoughts.. I'm so just lost in this awful world... What is this sorcery?

The plane attendant finally informed us to put on our seat belts, and we all finally put them on and here we go.. TO KOREA!

I was excited, along with being confused, torn, and just broken...Even if he's trying to flirt with me.. I just felt.. Awful. He's my bias, but the thought of him reading my Fan fictions.. just confusing..

At one point he gave me some apple juice, I took it respectfully, and drank it. I smiled at me warmly, I ignored it as a casual smile. He frowned as he saw how I ignored his smile. He reached his hand out and snached my apple juice. Once again I ignored him. The feeling of being torn apart is just still there. I'm just confused and just.. ugh.

He frowned once again. Angrily he covered his face with his hands and sighed. "Yah. Andrea, Why do you hate me?" He asked impatiently. 

I sighed. "I don't hate you at all. Problem is that you're giving me mixed signals...." I responded awkwardly. Right when Top Was about to reply, Seung Ri walked over to us, "YAH HYUNG! ANNYEONG!" He waved cutely but retardedly. "Yah, Seung Ri, go away. I'm in the middle of a conversation here.." He said in a monotone voice. "YAHHH HYUNG, DONT BE MEAN IN FRONT OF OUR GUEST!" He squealed, and kissed my cheek. I moved away afterwards in a depressed look. "YAH HYUNG! What did you do to this poor girl? You're so meann!!!" He frowned, and hugged me tightly. Top sighed once again, as he was about to say something, Seung Ri sat on his lap. "ANDREA, DOES THIS MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER?" He said giggling, and started making silly faced. The corners of my lips we're starting to shape slowly, when G-Dragon came along and sat on my lap as well.

"YAH. IT FEELS SO DEPRESSING IN THIS SECTION OF THE PLANE, WHO POOPED SOMEONES MOOD?" He squealed along with Seung Ri. "YAH. Guys! Go away!" Top finally scolds at both of them. Until Both TaeYang and DaeSung Come along, TaeYang sits on Seung Ri's lap, and Daesung sits on G-Dragon's lap.

"Aigooo! THIS IS SO FUN TOP HYUNG!" Daesung squeals. Everyone but me and Top squeals. After an awkward silence, everyone goes back to their seats, except Taeyang.

He holds my chin up, "What's wrong..?" He asked worried. I sighed. "Nothing important." Taeyang shook his head. "YAH. DAESUNG. COME HERE." he yelled. "Ah.. I knew she was depressed, she was so quiet while we had our sitting fun.. Aigo. What did top hyung do this time yah?" He asked in a tired tone. "Nothing. I'm just.. Depressed and confused.. " I admitted. Both daesung and Taeyang sighed. 

Daesung happily started singing 'Look at me gwisoon' while Taeyang started doing the dance, I couldn't help but choke up and start laughing my off.

"OKAY GOD. I GET IT, YOU WANT ME TO BE HAPPY. STOP MAKING ME LAUGH BEFORE I PISS MYSELF! YAH OPPA!!" I snorted.

Both of them laughed at my snort, and left happily. I sighed with a little happiness for the moment, and finally left to the toilet. 

After a short while, I was done with my piss, and walked over to the mirror. I looked at my almost smudged mascara, and attempted to wipe it off, until someone knocked, and I jumped, which resulted in poking my freaking eye. "." I hissed. I opened the door with my finger rubbing my eye, almost looking like me crying.

It was top. He walked in, and locked the door. I sighed. "Let me out." I said. "No. We need to talk. Now." He said with his dreamy eyes just locked with mine. As we stood there quietly, he got closer to me. Lifted my chin up once more, and carresed my cheek. As I was about to move away, he hugged me tightly. I slowly attempted to get away, and leave. But he just hugged me even tighter. "Aish. Don't ruin the moment Andrea." He whispered in my ear. He tugged on my earlobe once more. During the hug, at one moment, he loosened up, and I felt his hard and cold breath against my neck. He notice the goosebumps running all over my cold body. He closed his eyes, and slowly started kissing my neck, and went up back slower. I tried so hard to not moan. Ugh. He's trying to get me to fall for him.. What's wrong with me? Why did I let him in the first place? Oh god. I'm ed. I thought, Mortified.

As he went up to my Jawline, he saw me closing my eyes tightly, in worry. He stopped, and grabbed my hand softly, and he opened his shirt, exposing his bare chest.

"Agh. Oppa. What are you doing? It's ing cold in the plane. You're gonna get si-.." He shushed me. He put my warm shaking hand to his cold and hard chest, where his heart was. "Andrea. I just want you to know, whenever you're upset, know that I have a heart. And that heart just beats crazily when I think of you. Even after reading all those fan fictions, I probably just mean nothing but a bias. I just want you to know, that I'm completely falling for you.." His whispered with his eyes closed, almost looking like he's crying.

As I was close to tears once again, He opened his eyes, and saw me crying. Trying not to make a sound, he hugged me tightly again in his strong warm arms. "Please don't hate me for all the confusion i've been giving you.. I just.. Love you.. I was too afraid to admit.." He sniffed. I nodded, while crying trying not to speak. He finally turned to me, tears running down both our cheeks. He didn't hesitate, and kissed me.

His kiss. Just pure bliss. How much my heart had felt before, broken, depressed, sad, confused, rotten, dead.

It's all gone.

It's.. Gone.

{ To Be Continued. }