Full of courage LJOE
One Better dayAfter that incident, you really didn't show yourself to them.
You go to school very early, you go home late just to stroll the park, you always lock your door and you avoided Teen Top for a while.
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"I wonder why she keeps on avoiding us" Ricky wondered
"You think we're not wondering?" Niel said
"Chunji... Ljoe... you two talk to her, you're close with her" CAP said
"Chunji's closer" Ljoe said
"But you know where she is right now" Chunji said
it was Lunch, only Ljoe knew where you are and your friends are.
"Aish" Ljoe said and stood up. "Alright Alright, if im not concerned i wouldn't do this" Ljoe said and walked away.
"Hyung.... i've noticed something" Changjo said
"What's that?" CAP said
"Hyung is always with us, he isn't coming home late recently and... he's been to nice to ~~~~~ noona" Changjo said
"and so?" CAP asked
"Does Hyung Like ~~~~~ noona?" Changjo asked
"Why would you think that?" Chunji joined in
"I dunno.. i can feel it" Changjo said
"Oh come on, you know hyung likes Bad Girls" Niel said
*No he doesn't* Chunji and CAP looked at each other.
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Ljoe was walking to go to the abandoned gym when he bumped into chinsoo and kyungsoo
"Oh Ljoe-sshi" Kyungsoo said
"Hey, you two are not with ~~~~~?" Ljoe asked
"No, we cant see her anywhere" Chinsoo said
"What? you guys hang out in the old gym right?" Ljoe said
"Yeah, but we checked it out a while ago and she wasn't there" Chinsoo answered
"Oh is that so" Ljoe's shoulder deflated but he felt that he should still check.
"Alright, ill see you girls later" Ljoe said and walked away before the two could react.
Ljoe still went to the old gymnasium
"~~~~~~?" he called out inside the wide abandoned gymnasium
he looked around, everything was a mess since ti was abandoned
the benches were everywhere, broken seats, broken tables and old lockers were here.
*How could they eat and stay here during lunch? its so dirty* Ljoe thought
"~~~~~~" he called you many times
*Nothing's here" Ljoe said and turned then he spotted a door
Ljoe walked towards it and opened the door and there was a stairs.
He walked up to it and you were there, sitting in a chair, looking out the window.
your face was resting on your palm. your facial expression was still, full of worries but still pure and calm.
Ljoe looked around the room, it was clean unlike where he was standing minutes ago.
*So they clean it up here so that the three of them could eat* Ljoe thought.
he wanted to talk to you so he knocked on the wall.
you were startled and you jumped off the chair
"OMO" you said and looked at the door
"Hey" Ljoe said
"O-o-oppa... what are you doing here? how did you know i was here, i snuck out from the twins but you still went here" You said
"even though the twins told me you weren't here, i had a feeling that you'll be here" Ljoe said
you stayed quiet
"So whats bothering you?" Ljoe asked and sat down next to you.
you stood up and stayed away from him.
"Nothing"
"Why are being distant and why are you avoiding us? i mean... its not your duty to be with us but.. well, we are your friends too, you're close to chunji, Chunji is wodnering why you're avoiding us, he said you used to share to him" Ljoe said
you felt guilty, you really shared things to Chunji before and now you're avoiding him as well when you know you can share things to him about your family.
Ljoe approached you "And you can share things to me too, remember that you've already told me about your family, and i did too"
you really felt guilty now avoiding them, even Chinsoo and Kyungsoo, you only spend time with them for a limited time and avoid them too.
tears started to form in your eyes.
"Im sorry" you said and there was your tears flowing now.
*OH NO She's crying! what should i do! i never saw a girl crying in front of me!!!!* Ljoe panicked
"Hey! uhm... calm down" Ljoe said
you were standing there and crying, Ljoe doesn't know what to do ,you were standing there in front of him crying.. he was pancking, but he wanted to comfort you, but he didn't know how to start, HE NEVER EXPERIENCED IT BEFORE.
Chunji and CAP knows that he really doesn't have any experience with girsl, Not a tiny bit, cause Ljoe thinks Girls are like her mother which is a , tough and very very loud! that's why he hated all along.
"Hey... Stop crying" He said in a low voice
you were still crying in front of him, he felt awkward since he cant do anything, you were crying there just inches away from him and he cant do anything, it was driving him crazy on what to do.
But he really wanted to comfort you so he moved closer and breathed out and Hugged you.
he held your head on his chest and his other hands was around you, tapping your back.
"Dont cry.... please" Ljoe said.
he felt great doing it, he cant believe he had the courage to do this but at the same time, he also felt awkward, it was his first time after all.
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