As you laid on your hospital bed, you finished your letter to be sent to someone. The nurse smiled as she watched you placed the letter in envelope and put it in the paperbag and gave it to her

"Can you give it to him please..." you said with a soft smile. You are already tired but this is how it is. Your life has always been cheerful and great but when you were in middle school you found out you have leukemia. Your parents were devastated and tried their best to keep you on for treatment but you refused and just use your will to survive it. 

It's already been 10 years now and you're already 23 years old alone in the hospital after your parents tragic accident two years before. You were devastated and knew there's no hope to live anymore. 

You don't even smile anymore and always stare into space. You knew there will be nobody to love anymore. You closed your eyes and tried to sleep. You heard the door opened and you opened your eyes to see him, your boyfriend Gikwang visiting you, a basket full of your favorite fruits in one hand and the paperbag in the other. 

"GIkwang oppa" you said with a smile. The only person who can make you smile is him. You still remember how you stumbled upon him one day when he got lost while looking for the pharmacy. You showed him the way and he was thankful. From that day on, you and him became closer than ever. 

"Did you eat yet?" he asks taking out a bag of food. "I made you some...thought you'd be hungry" 

You grabbed one mandu (dumpling) and ate it whole "Mmmm! Delicious!" you said happily

He smiled widely and picked up the chopsticks and began feeding you. 

"Wanna hear our new song?" he ask

You nodded and he began to sing

I knew it, I knew it

You seem to have changed these days
You’ve been putting on a lot of makeup when you used to not put on any
And you’ve been going out to clubs when you used to not go at all, huh
It keeps bothering me
I tried to just laugh it off
But I can’t

(Since when was it)
That you’ve been playing with me
Were you really truthful
(How can you do this to me)
No wonder you’ve changed a lot these days
I didn’t even know, oh, and loved you only

I knew this would happen, uh
When you said you were going to meet that guy
Why didn’t I stop you
I knew this would happen, uh
The moment I saw an unknown phone number
Since then, I knew this would happen

Honey, I’m not being suspicious, you know how I feel, right?
It’s because I love you so much
So can I see you phone for a second?
I just need to check something
When did you change your password?
And why is your recent call list empty?
You foolishly erased it all, huh
Ha.. you’re cute, my baby
You’re acting really strange, just tell me the truth
I’m starting to get a little mad

(Why did you leave me)
Did you get sick of me for being like this?
Why is your phone turned off?
(When I have so much to tell you)
I’ll go home after just listening to your voice
I will wait, here in front of your house

I knew this would happen, uh
When you said you were going to meet that guy
Why didn’t I stop you
I knew this would happen, uh
The moment I saw an unknown phone number
Since then, I knew this would happen

What did I do wrong?
(When I think about it, I don’t think I did anything wrong)
Tell me the truth
(Even if you don’t, I actually already know)
Okay, I will really stop now
Tell me if you really can’t bear it anymore, baby please
(For real, I will say one last thing)

That guy back then, no, that jerk is the one, right?
He was good looking but he didn’t seem reliable
Who are you to blame?
Your one fault would be being too nice
He must have known that I was your boyfriend
He must have looked down on me, that jerk
Don’t hang up, cause I have something to ask you hun
Um… somewhere around here is that jerk’s house, right?

I knew this would happen, uh
When you said you were going to meet that guy
Why didn’t I stop you
I knew this would happen, uh
The moment I saw an unknown phone number
Since then, I knew this would happen

You clapped and said "Uwahh! Who wrote it?" 

"Jun-hyung wrote it" he answered

"He's talented. What about you? Don't you write any songs?" you asks and he smiled widely

"No...I just dance....cause I am...the main dancer!" he stood up and danced in front of you and made you laughed. He smiled and sat back down

The both of you chatted until the nurse informed him that visiting hours is already over. He kissed your forehead gently and left the room with a smile. You knew he will never see you ever again. Suddenly you started coughing and laid on the bed, the nurse came in and saw your condition rushed out to call the doctor. You closed your eyes and then your body turned limp as your soul is gone. 

You passed away slowly on your own, and knew the lives of the ones you love will never be the same ever again as they  will never see you ever again. As you are gone, forever. 

The End

AN: I feel bad.......ahahaahahahaha ooh well! I hope everyone enjoyed this oneshot! Its not much. Anyways please continue supporting me as I need more knowledge to grow! Please and thank you! Bye for now! 

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