Jae's POV

I felt a tap on my shoulder, I looked up and saw Sandy smiling at me. I looked back down at Dara, then transferred to the monitors around her - all is normal.

"You fell asleep. I should have woken you up but I knew you would not sleep again if I wake you." I jut kept silent but felt irritated with myself that i fell asleep.

"Dara wouldn't want you getting sick because of lack of sleep and not eating. Here i brought you breakfast..." She walk to a table.

"I'm not hungry..." I answered and just kept holding her hand.

"Even if you're not, eat something. You're a doctor, you should know better." She answered softly but I notice the command in her voice. I somewhat understand where she's coming from.

I've been here beside Dara for 2 days now. I do go out of the room once in a while but mostly spends my day in her room holding her hand and talking to her. Her parents let me and sometimes that's the only time i leave - when her parents are there.  I told them I would take care and honestly , i just don't have the strength to leave. Seunghyun came the other day and brought me stuff I would need. He saw Sandy but didn't make any comments - i didn't think much about it. 

I stood up- arranging Dara's blanket before stepping away then walk towards Sandy.

"Thanks..." I softly said and she just nodded. She walk towards her sister and held her hand.  I looked at her and she looks how I wish Dara would be - healthy.  I think everyone hopes for that.

I just watch her with Dara as I slowly ate my food. Her hair is cut short - must be a convent thing. She picked up Dara's hand place it ather chest and she placed hers in Dara's. I heard her whisper something but its so soft i didn't catch it.  She then wiped something on her face. 

I looked away... I'm not the only one who feels pain. All those who love Dara is hurting now. We want her back, we need her back.

i just drank water when something happened.

Dara started coughing.

"Jae what's happening?" Sandy said as she stood up and back away from the bed looking worried for Dara.