Why do i love you?

Why do i love you?

 

 

                Since the very start, i know that you don’t love me the way i love you.

But seeing you sad really broke my heart.

So i pull myself together and told you that you’re my world.

You smiled and you told me you love me too.

                But no, i know you don’t. You haven’t fall for me yet.

But you promised me you’ll love me.

And i put all the faith i have in you.

suddenly the promise of love has gone

                I never blame you for not loving me, hyung. I can’t force you to love someone.

But, was it necessary to raise my hopes?

Why? Why did you lift me up if you’re going to throw me down?

now i understand it, all the time we made love together, baby you were thinking of him

                I’m no longer an innocent little baby that would smile and be positive about everything.

I know you love him, i know he loves you.

why do i love you? Don’t even want to?

Why do i love you like i do, like i always do

                I am a pabo. Still am.

I can’t stop loving you. I can’t move on.

You should’ve told me, why did you have to be untrue?

                Tell me. Tell me that you love Jinki hyung and you two want to be together.

I would understand. And maybe i could stop myself from loving.

But you choose to be untrue.

Why do i love you like i do?

                But to love you? I still do.

Aint gonna show no weakness, i’m gonna smile, and tell the world i’m fine.

i’m gonna keep my senses

But deep down when no one can hear me Baby ill be crying for you

                If  time is on my hand, i swear i would turn it just enough.

I would divert myself from you at the first place.

Killing the love before it blooms.

Baby i swear i’m not a bad guy.  All the impossible, I wanna do.

But why is so hard for you to love me?

Can’t go back can’t erase

Baby your smiling face, i can think of nothing else but you..

                Right. Nothing else but you.

If only you could feel that way about me.

About me, not about Jinki hyung.

You should've told me, why did you have to be untrue?

.

.

And when you turned away from him and held me once again, i just hope that time you would mean it.



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Jongtae_SHINee_Minke
#1
Chapter 1: ???
vieroeclipse #2
Chapter 1: OMO... Kasihan Tae ngenes D: Tapi Jongyu juga gak kalah ngenesnya. Atau mending Jjong ama Tae aja. Bang Dubu biar ama Changmin *plaaakkk* *ngaco to the max* *There is no Voldemin in Ceva Bine, Pabo!*
Hehehe... kidding~ xD Saya gak mau ngeliat Changmin jadi orang ketiga. Cukup yang menjadi dinding pemisah Jongyu Key ama Tae aja. Tapi Key juga kasihan. Masih blm tau perasaan Onew yang sbnrnya. Aiiishh... rumitnya. D:
Yosh! Good fic! Keep it up! :3
SadisticSinner #3
Chapter 1: T^T Minnie~~ I feel so bad for you...but still, JONGYU FTW!
saae #4
Aww... poor Taemin...
I truly support JongTae here...
I hope Jonghyun would really love Taemin in the end and Onew would love Key so everybody would be happy T~T
saae #5
Uhm... May i know where the chapter is? Coz i want to read it and it's already marked as completed so... i'm just curious yeah... hehe...