Be my shine

I won't let you go (ONESHOT)

"Can you stay with me tonight?" these words leave his mouth as I feel his lips slightly pecking mine.

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you POV

 

I open my eyes wide at his sudden kiss and blush madly. He looks deep into my eyes and smiles, my heart racing like crazy. I don't say anything and just hug him back resting my head on his chest while smiling. I can hear his heartbeat, it is beating as fast as mine. Are they in sync?

"Thank you" I hear him whispering in my ear and my smile widens.

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I wake up, it is morning now and next to me I see a handsome man sleeping peacefully, I blink a few times I even close my eyes tightly and open them again. He is still there. I can't stop myself and just smile like a fool.

Last night we talk until we fall sleep LITERALLY. He told me that he actually is part of a famous boy band back in Korea and that he came here after arguing with his manager. I couldn't believe it until he sang for me, it felt like a dream. He has one of the best voices I have heard.

After that we just kept talking, about how he felt constantly pressured beacuse of the expectations that people have of the future of his group and specially because he is the leader and the older one. About how I felt lonely with my own family and felt out of place sometimes, not being able to talk with anyone about it. 

We talked about a lot of things: our families, friends, what we like and what we don't, school, work, dreams. Well, we pretty much knew everyting about each other now. 

But the part I remember the most was when he said something out of the blue but it made my heart full of happiness.

"you" he paused for a while "I think you are amazing and really beautiful" 

Those words made my heart flutter. I blush a lot and couldn't say anything.

Then he pecked my lips and smiled widely at me. I blush even more and just smile back.

I look at him remembering this and keep smiling I really wish I can always see him like this. I close my eyes and fall sleep again.

 

DONGHYUN POV 

 

I open my eyes and see an angel sleeping next to me. Can I wake up like this forever? After talking with her last night I realized she is even more amazing than what I thought at first, she is truly perfect. She just listened to me complaining about all my problems and she tried to support me and give me adivices.

I couldn't hold myself and peck her lips. I smile, those lips, they are so soft and warm. I know it now, I have fallen deeply for her.

*Ring ring* I look for my phone but it is not mine that is ringing is you's

"you" I say softly to her. She moves a little and open her eyes slowly. Wow, her eyes are beautiful. She blushes and smiles slightly. *ring ring*. She grabs her phone and picks up.

"Hello" her sweet voice rolling inside the quiet room. 

Silence once again. "Yes, yes I am a most ready" ... "Yes I'll be there at 11:30 then" she hangs up while slightly rubbing the sleep out of her eyes. I just look at her mesmerized by every little thing she does.

"Oh my god! It is already eleven!!" she says and quickly stands up of the bed. I also stand up.

"Donghyun, I have to go" 

"Already?" were the only words that I could say

She nods while looking for her shoes.

"I will walk you to your room" I don't want to be without her yet.

We leave my room and I hold her hand tightly while walking to her room in silence, from time to time I will her hand with my finger to remind myself that she is still here, next to me.

We arrive to her room and I wait for her in the living room while she packs a few things. I sit there just don't wanting to think what will come in a few minutes. After a little while she comes back.

"I am ready" her hands grabbing a handbag and a suitcase.

"I will help you with that" I grab the suitcase and we walk to the lobby.

Once we arrive I feel my heart hurting the moment has arrived, she has to go and I may never see her again.

 

you POV

 

"So.." I don't know what to say. I have to say goodbye but for a reason my mouth won't say it or I think my heart will hurt too much. "I have to go now"

I see his eyes sad "you" an awkard silence surrounding us. "I think I like you..." ... "... No, I ... I love you" my heart burst at that instant, it is as it is on fire. "Please come with me to Korea" he says abruptly.

I feel my heart beating like crazy. I don't know what to say, I would love to go with him and spend all my time with him. "I... I love you too" a whisper comes out of my mouth. I really want to go and keep seeing him but... "But I can't" I look away of his eyes, just looking down.

I feel him rising my chin with his hand and looking into my eyes lovingly, then he kiss me. Not a peck but a full kiss, he hugs me tightly while kissing me. We part and he support his head on my shoulder and whispers on my ear.

"I don't want to let you go I want to stay like this hugging you forever. Even if I get lonely or afraid I will still be able to see you in my heart even thought you will not be next to me. No matter were you are or how far apart we are, I will always love you" 

He slowly realease me and smiles at me. I give him a weak smile back and he turns around, just walking away and he is gone. I don't know how I am still standing right now because I feel my heart ripping inside of me. It hurts too much, it is like someone is squeezing it strongly and the pain won't stop.

"you" I hear a distant voice. "you!!" I turn around and see my parents, my sister and her boyfriend looking at me "Let's go" my sister says.

The way back to my home was horrible, I couldn't stop crying and have to tell my family that I was feeling sick. I couldn't stop thinking about his words and how I much I regret not saying anything back to him. I should have said that I will always love him too, that he is probably the person that understands me the most in this world and that I will never forget him.

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More than 2 years had passed since the last time I saw Donghyun. Meeting him and what I felt back then was one of the happiest and saddest memories I have but is my most precious one. I actually have never told anyone about him or the time we spent together. Sometimes I would think it was just a dream but then I look at the photos I took of him on the boat and know it was real.

I haven't looked him on the internet or have the intention to go to Korea because I still feel guilty of letting him go without telling him how I felt. Surprisingly I am more comfortable with my life now I don't feel as lonely as before, it is weird but he somehow give me strenght back then. 

Right now I am China, working for a top company in Hong Kong. I just arrive a month ago and the city is huge but really interesting. Who would know I'll end up here, right? 

I am walking out of my office heading to my little apartment downtown. The streets are crowded as usual, *ring ring* Damn, who is calling right now? I keep walking while looking for my cellphone inside my purse. Great! found it. Ouch, I bump into someone and my phone ends up on the floor.

I quickly lower myself to look for my phone while saying "I am sorry" Wait! I have to say it in chinese. "duì bù qǐOh, I found my phone.

"It is ok" a familiar voice says

I stand up and see a a guy with sunglasses and fair milky like skin. My heart beats crazily and feels warm, a feeling I have missed for more than two years. I don't now what to say. Is it really you?

 

"you" I see the same warm smile that makes my heart skip a beat.

"Donghyun" I feel myself like crying, it is him. He looks exactly the same as 2 years ago.

He hugs me tightly, pressing me against his. He slowly moves away still hugging me. 

"Why are your eyes watery?" he wipes away a few of my tears with his fingers that feel like fire on my face.

He looks deep into my eyes "you. I won't leave you now that I found you again. Please stay with me, make my dream come true and be the start I can reach, be my shine. No matter what I promess I won't leave you

My heart stops for a moment and I can't breath, less talk. He still loves me as much as I love him, he meant every single word he said back at the lobby. I am really happy and my heart feels like is about to explode. 

I slowly wrap my arms around his neck and lean closer to him pecking his lips. He pulls me closer to him and kiss back, a full kiss. The kiss is incredibly sweet and full of our feelings for each other.

Finally I have found it. My prince charming has rescued me and my biggest dream came true, I want to keep this happiness than only being with him brings me. Donghyun, I promess I will always love you and I won't let you go.

 

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Hello!!! It is finally over.

As you guys have noticed boyfriend's "Be my shine" japanese single totally inspired this story.

The song is so sweet I can't handle it and the MV kills me everytime I watch it, especially from 2:57 to 3:11.

If you want to check it out here it is the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cSYiMqbtj-Q

Thank you for reading and comment if you can!!! I really want to know what you guys think because it is my first one-shot!!! or three shot?? 

BTW: I don't know how chinese is romanized but I find it "duì bù qǐ" as a traslation of "I am sorry". If it is wrong please don't bash me :(  I tried to do a good research!! Anyway, don't forget:

 

KEEP LOVING AND SUPPORTING BOYFRIEND

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WooTae_moments #1
Chapter 3: This is so sweeeeet!!!! Please have a sequel~
ChaeWon1stShipper
#2
Chapter 4: sequel please~~~ ><
shmur_itskurry #3
Chapter 1: sequel!!!!~~ It's so good!
hithere-- #4
Haha, lol, the translation is right! Wah~ loved it! >///< ^^
Sequel pls?
bbomeyy
#5
OMG I LIKED IT KYAAAAAAAAA >u< WAAAAAH
ChaeWon1stShipper
#6
ah~ so sweet ><