Having you in my life was a miracle.

Everything about you was perfect, even when you say you are not. 

Scent of alcohol lingered on me as I drank more glasses,not caring about how much I drank that night. As I walked to my house,memories of you flowed in my head.

Sure,tears were streaming down my cheeks as I thought of you. It's not that I hate you,it's not that I wanted you to get out of my life.

I was just afraid of that nightmare happening again.

But it happened again. 

I want to say that phrase again to you,like I always do everyday, even in my dreams, in my heart.

"I love you Youngjae-ah"

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hey, this is kind of a oneshot^^

So yeah, warning,warning,warning, it is angsty-like.

I just got into emo mode somehow hehe:D,from a song)