5 days already past and i still can't figure out what happened between Jiyong and I. Seungri is calling me everyday but i'm not answering his calls. I'm not mad at him at all, to tell you the truth i missed him a lot. I just want to be alone right now to analyze what's going on.

( Munja wa shong Munja wa shong)

" Min Young ah. Are you still mad at me? I'm really sorry. My phone was in silent mode at that time so i didn't noticed your calls. I'm really sorry. Don't be like this,please? It's been 5 days since you didn't talk to me. I can't stand this. I already missed my best friend. please forgive me. TTTT - Seungri "

" Ya. I'm not mad at you anymore. I already forgave you since before. The reason why i'm not answing your calls and text is i have problem and i want to be alone for now. So don't worry. I'm not mad at you and i already missed you a lot. :) - Min Young "

" What is your problem?! Tell it to me. I will help you. Come on don't be emo. You better get your out. Want to go somewhere that you can relax? Don't think to much Min young ah. okay? Fighting. -Seungri "

" It's too personal so i can't tell it right now. I'm really sorry seungri ya. Just let me be alone for now. Thank You and i miss you. bye - Min young "

I can't tell seungri about my problem because his friend is involved. I can't say to him that " i think your friend and i had . " well if i'm going tell that to him i don't know what will happen! 

It's been 5 days since i locked up myself in my room. I'm still confuse and i'm also scared. So many question is running in my mind right now and i'm getting crazy. Jiyong didn't contact me after that. maybe he doesn't even care about me at all and what is in his mind right now is his ex-girlfriend.

" . My eyebags are huge! " i said while looking in the mirror.

I'm can't sleep properly since that day so yeah i my eyebags are totally visible. I really hate it and i think i also loose wait. 

I'm depressed and i really want to escape from this problem. I don't have anyone to lean on and i gotta solve this on my own. I really hope that nothing happened between us because if i knew that we did that i might kill myself for being careless.

( Riiiing Riiiing Riiing )

" Oh . J-J-Jiyong sshi is Calling! " i said and startled.

I need to answer his call but i'm kinda scared. Gosh what should i do.

" Yeoboseyo? " i said awkardly

" Min young sshi. This is Jiyong. " he said

" w-w-why you called? " i asked.

" Can we talk? " he said

" We're already talking though. "

" I mean can we talk in person because i want to tell you something important. I hope you're okay with that. " he said

" Okay. Where are we going to meet and what time? " i asked and sigh

" Banpo Hangang park, 7:00 pm. I'll hung up now. See you later. " he said.

I really don't want to go because i'm scared. I'm not ready to hear " We did something last time. " gosh i might die once i heard that. I feel like i'm going to cry but i need to be strong and face my problem.

" Oh it's almost 7. " i said and changed my clothes.

" Don't be scared Min Young ah! Fighting! " i said and went to our meeting place.

I hope that everything will be alright. No, everything will be alright! Fighting!

" Wow! The view is so Nice. " i said.

Here i am and i totally love the view. It's so relaxing but i don't know if i can relax and stay calm later when i saw him. I don't know how should i act when i saw him. It's going to be awkward for sure. 

  (Imagine them in night view. kkk XD)

I'm on my way to hangang bridge because that's our exact meeting place. Aigooo I'm so nervous!

(Message to Jiyong)

" I'm on my way at the bridge. I'm Sorry if i'm a little late. -Min Young "

" A-a-annyeonghaseyo Jiyong sshi. I'm sorry if i keep you wait. " i said awkwardly 

" Annyeong. Oh it's okay. I just arrived. " he replied.

" Let's seat. " he said and seat on the ground.

The view is so beutiful and i love it so much. 

The atmosphere is awkward and no one is talking. We're just seating and we're not looking to each other. We're just looking at the Bridge. I don't know what shoud i do in this kind of situation. To be honest i'm not comfortable to be with him for now. It's so hard and awkward.

We've been seating for almost 10 minutes and no one is talking maybe i should break this silence and awkward atmosphere.

" So what something important you want to say to me? " i asked 

" Uhm, Firstly I just want to say Thank You. I'm so Thankful that you accompanied me at the bar even though i was totally drunk. You listened to my dramas and gave some advices. You even helped me to go home..I can't remember everything after i drunk a lot but still i'm still thankful. " he said

" You can't remember what happened at bar right? " i asked.

" Yup. I can't remember anything after our conversation. Why? What i have done wrong? "

" uhm n-n-nothing happned. " i said

" I'm sorry. If i become burden to you that day. " he said

" It's okay. " i said.

So he didn't remember about our kiss. Well maybe it's better that he doesn't know about it because if he knew about it maybe he will feel awkward when he's with me. There's still one thing that bothering me. Did we do that or not? When he kissed me at his home he said thank you to me. it means that he's back to his conciousness right?

" Can i ask you something? " i asked.

" Sure. What it is? " 

" Do you remember what you did when i was at your home? " i asked.

" i-i-i'm sorry! " he said.

" Sorry for w-what?! " i asked.

He's sorry for what?! Don't tell me that........ No way! 

" Sorry for what? " i asked

" about the k-k-kiss. I'm really sorry! I was carried away by my emotions. I didn't mean to do that to you. I'm really sorry Min Young sshi. "

" aaah yeah~ The kiss. " i said and cough

" It's only kiss right? We didn't did more than that right? because i can't remember anything after that. To be honest i can't sleep properly since that day. " i said

" I didn't do anything to you more than kiss. and i'm not that kind of person. Actually you passed out after i kissed you. So i put you in bed. We just slept in one bed and nothing happened " he explained.

Thanks God! We didn't did that! I feel relieved! wohoooo! If you only know how happy i am right now! 

" Of course you won't do that right? Sorry for stupid question. " i said and chuckled.

" Waaaaah Loook! " i said and pointed to the bridge.

" so beautiful! " i said in excitement.

" Yeah. So beautiful. Just like you. " he said and smiled.

" I know. " i said and he chuckled.

" I'm just kidding! " i said.

" I know that you mean it! " he teased.

" Nope! " i said.

" Then why are you blushing? " he said and smirked.

" uhm.. because it's hot! " i said and he chuckled.

I totally love this day! It's confirmed that nothing happened and i had an great time with him. Actually i can feel that we become more closer to each other even though our first conversation was awkward. I'm so happy! He even said that i'm beautiful and i blushed. 

I can sleep peacefully again! yay! And now i'm getting more interesting to him and i hope that we can have a lot of time to know each other more!

I know this Chapter kinda boring... I'm sorry about that. I made this 3:00 am in the morning so yeah. Please bare with it. :)) Thank you for reading!

Please Comment if you want. :)

PPYEONG~~~~