Turns out I fell asleep after murdering Jongup several times in my head.

 

Tao came home a few hours later after I woke up.

 

"Joha? Were you- crying?" He asked, sitting on the edge of my bed.

 

"No Tao. I was imitating a waterfall with my eyes," I sarcastically said.

 

"Why we're you crying Joha? DID HIMCHAN DO SOMETHING?! ! ARE YOU PREGNANT?! NO! YOU'RE TOO YOUNG!" Tao panicked.

 

"It's not Himchan," I start.

 

I explained how Himchan was dating me and Jongup. What happened at the park - everything.

 

"No one calls me little sister a ! He's your first boyfriend! And you haven't even slept with him yet! Himchan should break up with Jongup and only date you!" Tao explained.

 

"I know, but him and Jongup have been together for a really long time and-"

 

"BULL JOHA! I don't care how long they've been together! Jongup is just going to tear you apart if you tolerate him! If Himchan won't break up with him - then I'm sorry but, find another guy," Tao exaibed out of breath.

 

Fine another guy? But..Himchan...

 

"I'll talk to Himchan now Tao..." I say as I head to the door, texting Himchan to be there now.

 

"Good luck baby girl!" Tao waved.

 

I ran to the park and saw Himchan already sitting on a bench. Damn, he got here fast.

 

I sat Down next to him.

 

"Joha, what's wrong?" Himchan asked worried.

 

I sighed as I explained the park scenario again.

 

"HE WHAT?! JOHA IM SO SORRY! I didn't know.." Himchan trailed off.

 

"Break up with him..." I softly said.

 

"Joha, I can't," Himchan said.

 

"Why? Why can't you break up with him?" I started.

 

"Do you know how long we've been together?" HImchans voice raised at me.

 

"Do you know how much I like you?" I screamed back.

 

"Do you know how mug I don't care?!" Himchan yelled.

 

I looked at Himchan. Thanks for hurting me.

 

"Id that's how you really feel Kim Himchan. We're officially done," I say as I storm off.

 

I hate life. I hate guys. I hate living. I hate getting hurt. I hate everything.

 

But I love Himchan.

 

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Almost done with the next chapter ^^ in trying to make them longer ^^

 

 

I'm spin pretty good though xDD

 

 

TILL NEXT TIME ^^

 

I LOVE YOU!!!! <3