Chapter 3: gosh i could have sworn i've read this somewhere and to stumble upon it again is just ; _ ; i remember how much of a crying mess i was when i first read it and apparently, i still am a crying mess :') this is beautiful, and feels somewhat real from all the coated emotions you wrote. it pains me physically to know that it was yixing's writing luhan was reading, and the amount of love yixing has/had for wufan, only for them to die, yet the future remains the same : ( anyhow, enough rambling! i love love love this so much, by the end of reading this it feels like i've been piecing together my favorite puzzle pieces only to be slapped in the face by the no-rainbows-anywhere completed picture (bad comparison???)

why are there so few comments? o.o
i too first read this on lj and now i can't tell you how happy i am that i found this on aff (well found you as an author in general) :D
yay for boring generic comments

I read this forever ago on runandgun and I never told you how much I adore this fic. Seriously, one of my favorites (not just because Kray is one of my favorite pairings.) The whole plot and the ending just a;ldkfja- literally was sobbing through the entire final chapter the first time I read it. There's so many gems of lines and cute, funny moments, but then there's the journal and Luhan's sacrifices and not picking up Jongin and Sehun TT_____TT I'm not sure whether to love this fic or just cry because it's so heartbreaking and hopeless (I just reread it and I still can't deal with it as you can probably tell. I apologize for the word vomit but YOU GIVE ME SO MANY FEELS /flops)
Anyway, I'm glad you're off anon now so I can find more of your fic to read~

<3
how did this not get any comments
anyways
read this a while ago on livejournal
still love it
you're an amazing writer
and poor yixing/luhan/everyone :'(