'Dear love of my life

Well there was many things which I never told you. Remember when we first met? I still remember as my little sister screamed that in her toilet cabin is standing pedo girl. Your consufed face was so cute back then, I think I fell for you right when I saw it. I still remember as your tried hard to explain yourself when you saw me. My parents never supported us since they always were telling me that you're too girly but I never cared anyways. I loved everything about you and no one could tell me to stop loving you. You were only one who accepted me the way I am. Although I had many flaws you always were saying that I'm perfect in your eyes. All the times we spent together I will always keep it deep inside my heart. But remember even when I won't be here you still need be happy. You will do it for me right? The one I need to tell you is that I have cancer and I'll will die today.  Promise me to take care of my sister. You know how sensitive she is. And please don't let her know that I'm dead, I tried so hard to keep it as secret from you both. I love you and always will

Your worst girlfriend ever'

"Damn it someone tell me it's a joke" I wishpered when I read it

Tears was falling hard down from my face

"No way I need be strong"  I wiped my tears as I took jacked and run out of the house

Taking out the phone I made quick call to Hyojin, my girlfriend's sister

"Oppa? What do you need?" Hyoji asked me when she picked up

"Where is your sister right now?" I asked her worried

"Oppa? Are you sad? And I'm not sure, she said few hours ago something about going to hospital near that park you both have first date to visit her friend" she said and I hung up imediatelly running there

After 30 minutes I was there already wishpering to myself 'Please be alive'

"In which room is staying miss Park Tae Hee?" I asked the first nurse I saw

"Huh? Miss Tae Hee? I think that it's room number 205. But anyways..." she tried say something but I just run to find the right room

"205... 205... 205..." I keep repeat that number

"Where the hell is room number 205?" I screamed annoyed since I couldn't find that room

"3 doors away on the left side" a familiar voice said and I turned away to saw there Tae Hee father standing 

To being honest I feel scared right now. Her father always seems to be one of that scary guys for me

"Go there, I'm sure she want to see you... before it will be too late" he wishpered and left me dumbfolded

Then reality hit me and I ran as soon as possible. I felt like dying when I was opening the door but I relieved when I saw her

"Tae Hee why you didn't told me anything" I scolded as I hugged her

"I... I didn't wanted you to worry about me" she said by tears

"Honey I would prefer know that. How do you expect me right now to live? You know that I just can't live without you" I said looking right into her eyes

"Ren, I'm so sorry. I don't want to leave you" she whispered as she looked down on the floor

Her voice, it's so weak. Looking at her makes me feel like my whole world was destroyed, like my heart was about stop beating. There's no way I can be happy without her, she's my whole world

"I love you and no one can replace you in my life" I said as I lifted her chin and kissed her lips gently

"You're my everything" I heard her whisper and saw how her eyes closed then I suddenly heard sounds from machines and then I realized it. She's no longer here with me

I felt on the floor crying hard

"You're my only one forever and ever" I wishpered although no one would hear me