I'm so afraid, How will my family react, When they know about it, Will they hurt me, Will they hate me, Will they push me away, Will they leave me, Just like them. I'm so afraid, If they found out, Why I leave them, How my school life 4 years ago, How many people hate me, When I was bully, Just because I love my bestfriend. I'm so afraid, I will see him again, I make a promise, But I still don't know, If I could do it, How will I react, Run away, Stay still, Or say hello. I'm afraid, The old memories will come back, The pain, The sadness, Can I feel it again, If I meet him. I wish I don't meet you, Cause I don't want to feel, The pain and sadness again.