At night jeremy fetch me,with my luggages in front of our door i’m ready to go,but i waited  chaerin for her to go home,after waiting for almost half an hour i tell jeremy to go first and maybe i’ll be moving tomorrow morning,

“the hell baby rin where are you?” i mumbled to myself walking back and forth,i kept on waiting and waiting until my phone rings,

“hello” i quickly said,

“dara something has happen to chaerin”it’s bom with her shaky voice,

“what are you talking about” i said with my trembling voice i’m about to cry,

“dara listen to me chaerin comitted suicide she jump on the 4^th floor of yg building”bom said crying,

“how is she?”that’s only the words that came out of my mouth i can’t really imagined that she has the gut to do that,

“she’s ok now thank god the doctor’s quickly put her out of danger but,,,” bom said her cries turn fiercely,

“what the hell has happen to her bom tell me” i yelled i can’t take it no more,i’m ing worried about chaerin now,

“she’s into coma now” bom said crying more harder now,i dropped my phone,i felt dizzy i can’t breath chaerin into coma no,no i’m just having nightmare i kept telling to myself as my tiny frame slide on the hard wall behind me and all i can do is cry,

“unnie” minzy’s voice made me back to myself,

“minzy”that’s all i can say i don’t want our little maknae to be stressed she’s to young to handle this kind of situation,

“unnie we should be strong for chaerin unnie,fighting”she said with cracked voice i know she wants to cry but she’s holding it, and as her unnie i should be the one that is strong, i just nodded,

“come unnie let’s go with chaerin unnie she needs us especially you” she gives me a smile then she help me to stand up, jjangmae oppa drive us to the hospital where chaerin was sent, as we get out of the van bom quickly run to us and hugged me tightly,

“be strong for her” she cooed in my ear,i just nodded quickly i don’t know my mouth is locked i can’t say anything,as we are approaching chaerin’s room my knees started to shake signaling that i’ll fall down anytime, i don’t think i can take it seeing chaerin’ situation,finally we reached chaerin’s hospital room where she was transfered,bom opened the door and there i see chaerin laying with many machines that are connected to her immaculate body there’s a hose on , scratches are all around her pretty face as we are approaching her bed,some of the machine beep and chaerin’s body starts to shake,

“doctor,doctor” bom shouted then she run’s out the room within a second nurses and doctor’s running to chaerin’s body,

“chae stay ok don’t let go easily don’t leave me”i cry as i watched her body shakes so hard,

“ok now charged it to 150” the one of the doctor commanded looking at the machine on his left side,

“charged”the one of the nurses says,then the doctor put’s the thing his holding on top chaerin’s chest that makes my baby rin's body jump up, i cry really hard seeing her like that, it’s all my fault, we are still standing beside chaerin while minzy was hugging me making me calm,when one of the nurses tells out to get out at first i opossed because i don’t want to leaved chaerin inside,

“it’s all my ing fault” i screamed as we get out of the room i can’t blame anyone it’s me i’m the one that cause this to chaerin,

“unnie calm down” minzy said hugging me,

“how can i calm down don’t you see she’s fighting for her own life inside and you’re telling me to calm down”i pushed and screamed at minzy then i saw jjangmae oppa grabbed minzy,who was crying quietly,

“minkki you go find bom ok”i heard jjangmae tell minzy until i saw minzy running to find bom,

“dara take it easy she’s gonna be alright” jjangmae oppa tries to comfort me,

“oppa it’s my fault right? Chaerin will not be in that state and place if i didn’t reject her right?”i said grabbing my oppa’s collar,

“no dara it’s not your fault,chaerin is just upset and depressed so she do such a thing,it’s not your fault ok” jjangmae oppa told me,i quickly push him away,

“no oppa it’s my fault,if i didn’t shout and fight with her she’ll be by myside now,it’s all my fault,okay”i said as i let him go then i started walking to get out of this place,

*oh my gawhdd! i'm sorry i know this chapter is not that good,i'm sleepy right now but i just wanted to post a chapter before i sleep so here it is??? sorry if this chapter is not that interesting! comment and subscribed thank you everyone goodnight! Zzzzzzzz!