It hurts

Betrayal...Or not

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That night...

Ren's pov:

I acted as if nothing had happened, even though my heart was really hurting right now. Dinner passed by in a flash with the atmosphere being really quiet and awkward. After I finished my, meal, I excused myself and headed to the bathroom for a bath.

Once I took off my clothings, I went to stand under the shower and let the water run. Without warning, the emotions which I had been holding back since morning came rushing out and I broke down. I kneeled on the floor with the water still running down my back and cried. For the whole time in the bathroom, I was only thinking, "Why him? Why my best friend? How am I inferior to him? Is it my character? My appearance? My height?"

After my bath, I locked myself in my bedroom and took out my diary to write down my day. (P.S: Please take note that the following entry is NOT REAL)

Dear diary,

It seems that Minhyun likes Aron. Why? Why not other people?

Why must it be one of my close friends? Damn... I feel so betrayed. You know,

I cried the whole time while I was taking my bath.

I am still crying now. T.T

...Why is it him?! Aron even knew Minhyun's handphone number! And he never told me...

Seriously, I feel so betrayed..

But really, just where do I lose to him?? Height? Brains? Personality??

It seems that whoever I like turns out to like someone else.

Example (not real names): Chungho, Dongsun, a guy( I forgot his name) and Minhyun.

But Minhyun is an exception.He's the only one whom I cry for when I knew that he likes someone else.

I thought that there would be a third year anniversary crush but...

It seems like it won't be any.

I am giving up on him. I won't fall in love again. I'll take this time round as a lesson.

I won't repeat the same mistake. I just hurt too much. I don't want to feel ike this anymore.

It really hurts. I want to forget him. Am I able to do it?

I will forget him. I won't fall in love again.

It hurts.

 

 After that day, I avoided Minhyun and Aron as much as I can. I know that it's not their fault but... I just can't face them.

One day during lunch...

Youngmin: You know, they are still chatting on facebook and SMSing each other.

Ren: Not like I care anymore... I am going to forget all about him.

Youngmin: Sigh... He isn't worth it. And I think that Minhyun doesn't like Aron.

Ren: But Aron likes Minhyun! And I think that Minhyun likes Aron too. If not, why would he tell his friend about Aron?

I really feel like crying again, but I try to hold it in. 

Youngmin: You know, I feel like killing Minhyun and Aron right now for making you feel like this.

Ren: ... Thanks... I know you are angry about this... but I'm going to forget all about him!

Youngmin: Yeah, right. In your dreams. Maybe in your dreams you still won't forget about him.

DING DONG DING DONG

Youngmin: Oh, the bell! Let's go back to class. Don't think so much.

Ren: Mm.

 

Two weeks later...

Ren: Youngmin... It seems like I can't forget him. I kept seeing him nowadays and we kept having EYE CONTACT!!!!!!! OMG! I still like him sooooooo much!!! I think I'll keep liking him until he graduate...

Youngmin: Sigh... whatever... As long as you are happy.

Just then, Minhyun and his group of friends walked by. And as usual, I just stared at him, admiring his good looks. Suddenly, one of his friends, Zelo, turned around and caught me staring at him. I immediately looked away, scared.

Ren: No way...! I got caught staring at Minhyun!!!

Youngmin: Hahahaha!! Good luck. Maybe Zelo will help you confess??

Ren: Nooooooo!!!


Hm...It seems that the Poll thingy has something wrong... Well, I'll be ending this chapter and will update the next chapter if you answer the following question below in your comments.

 

QN: Who do you want Ren to end up with?

A. Minhyun

B. Zelo

C. Youngmin

D. Baekho

 

Please answer the question in your comments so that I can update the next chapter!! Thank you!!

 

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Lithuania
#1
Chapter 2: Um, update please ^u^
XXNuestRenXXlurves
#2
Just wait a few more months, guys! I'll update as soon as I can!!
XXNuestRenXXlurves
#3
Chapter 3: To all: I may continue this story after November 2013. I'm sorry for not updating for like who knows how long... because I have to prepare for a major exam... so... sorry... *bows*
>.<
moethu545
#4
Ren...pls don't give up min... :(
Minren...minren...I want minren... minren forever... <3
kawiifan
#5
Chapter 2: I guess Baekho or someone idk Plz update this
ChoiHyunHee
#6
Chapter 2: Baekho! Please, BaeRen!
Continue it please!
cover_girl #7
Min Hyun is the best choice. 4ever Minren~ <3
KyuVinHo #8
MinHyun! MinRen Forever!!,,>.<
loveghost #9
aww..ren dont give up!sad to know, that it's over before even started..thats why, ren shouldnt give up first! I dont think minhyun likes Aron, well we still dont know yet right?
I want more minren interaction,so we could see how's minhyun's feeling :3
and oh, ofcourse I want Ren with Minhyun, MinRen porebaaa!<33 x3
update soon^^
choi_minki_ren
#10
I want Ren and Minhyun! Please update ASAP! This is getting interesting! ^^