“And the winner is...”

My heart was pounding, I was certain I knew the outcome. I knew it in my bones that the next word said aloud would be one causing me to crash down in pain. I knew we weren't going to win.

“SASI!”

That was it. My shoulders shook as I fell to my knees, tears rushing down my face, pouring onto my friends as they struggled to pick me up again. They were all crying as well. None of us could believe it. I was certain we were going to lose.

“Thank you so much for this honour,” I heard Izzy say, “We are all so happy that we won, and we promise we will not disappoint you! Super Junior and SASI, fighting!”

Something hard was into my hand, but I was still shaking from the shock to notice. Alissa shook my shoulders, and I somehow managed to gain some control and speak.

“Th-thank you all so much. When I de-decided to start a group and dance, w-we thought it was only going to be for a bit of fun... We never knew that it would get this big so fast... Saranghae, all of you!”

A cheer ran through the crowd, the spotlights blinded me but I could see a few faces in the front row, smiling or crying with me, with us! I couldn't believe it. Alissa and Sarah both said things too, but I couldn't concentrate on them. Not after that. Not knowing what was about to come. We were going, for one week, to live in dorms. With Super Junior.