Changmin POV

It’s 9 in the morning. Yunho should be gone in early morning because he had a photo shoot for commercial. While I didn’t have any schedule, so I decided to wake up little bit late. Yesterday was a tiring day and I went back to dorm on the mid of night.

I decided go to kitchen, had a breakfast with bread and jam that place on the table and I took a carton of milk in the fridge. After I finished my breakfast, I went to living room, the TV and watch random TV program. I found music program, so I decided to watch it, but I was too sleepy, then I got sleep in the sofa living room.

Changmin’s Dream

Yunho seemed busy with his things in his bedroom and made noisy sound. I took a look at his bedroom, I saw him packed his things (all of his things) to his big suitcase.

“Where are you going to go hyung?” I asked him.

“I am going to move out from here Min. I’ve found good place for me that isn’t too far away from our office.” He answered.

“What? Why? I think you don’t have to move out, since this apartment is spacious enough for us living together here.”

“Ah, I think I am too burdened you if I live here. Now we are 2 and I can’t do anything to us well since all of our needs was filled and done by Jaejoong. I will take care of myself, and then you won’t be tired.”

“I never say that. I am not tired hyung. You are also not burdened me. I am happy with you.”

“But your act just tell me that I am burdened you. Now, let’s take care of our own self. You take care of yours and me take care mine. I think that is the better.”

“No hyung. You should not leave me here alone.”

“We still work together Min. Don’t worry, we still meet each other and I also move near here.”

“But hyung..”

“No buts, better you help me here.” Yunho said with bright smile in his face. I don’t really know if that a sincere smile or force smile. Actually I don’t want him to move. I know that we grow mature now, and we should be independent to take care of our own things. I also don’t like Yunho habits that can’t use the toothpaste well and also put his shoes in the rack. But that is not a big problem for me. I really don’t know why Yunho acts like this. It is confused me. So I don’t want to help Yunho with his things. I don’t want to let him go from here since this apartment is also his.

“Hyung, what is the main reason you move out? Do you dislike me nagging at you every day?” I asked him once again.

“Nope. Just wanna move out, and take care of myself.” He answered with the same things again.

“Hyung, you don’t have to go right? Let’s live together here. If you dislike me I will change to what you want me to be. Don’t leave me.”

“Shim Changmin, I just wanna move out, take care of my things. I don’t wanna burdened you with my things and also I want to learn to live alone. We are mature now. I don’t want to be depended to another people. Okay, I am ready now. Later I will come back again to take my other things. I leave now.” Yunho went to the main door with the big suitcase with him.

“No hyung! You are not going to leave. You stay here. No matter what will happen.”

“You are stubborn. I am going to leave, you should not ban me to go. Better you take care of your things.” I held his left hand and he threw my hand from his. He went out from apartment, slam the door. I was surprised with the door sound, I wanted to chase him. Yunho used the elevator, so I used the stairs. When I arrived in the parking lot, there was not Yunho’s car anymore. He was really leaving me.

I went back to apartment, entered my bedroom, threw my body on the bed and then I cried a loud there. I didn’t want Yunho to leave me here alone. I knew he can take care of himself, but not me. I can’t take care of myself here alone. I used to live with my 4 hyungs, at least with Yunho.

To Be Continued