Nehhheheh you guys thought my girl meant you? Sorry!

“yes MY GIRL give my trashcan some space to breathe as cause im going to study it” he said looking at you

Mumbles and annoying words came from the girls mouths.

“who does she think she is? Coming and flirting with kai ugh the nerve” a girl said

Anyway life was never ordinary for you and as a matter of fact your used to it. But there is a  secret buried inside deep in your heart that no one knows. You walked to your lassroom wondering if your ever going to make friends here or is it just like what you think it will be just you alone suffering in a lonely corner of this god knows how big school.

Your class now is math and you hated this subject although you are the highest of the grades in the orphanage dosent mean your smart. Infact those ones in the orphanage are really*cough*stupidlydumb*cough*

“so 3x=?, oh! And who might you be? Hm.fashion sense 0% tardiness is very late beauty.. ill make an exception 1% well then no need to introduce your self you already shown yourself now go back to your school.” Se tried holding back her laugh

“but this is my school”

“honey you aint going anywhere with what youre wearing now you can be telling me you’re a thruth with lies but I still wont accept you here.well, just go sit beside, oh this is not good you cant sit beside kai you will ruin his reputation. Ok see that place there? “

“beside the trashcan?”

“girl you’re the only trashcan here”the teacher said

God how I am staring to hate her I am imagining my self throwing millions of daggers to her. So I walk to the seat beside surprisingly beside a locker. Well at least I aint getting any complaints from the teachers.

Class was over and  hurdle of girls came to you. You decided to start the conversation.

“hello?”

“and goodbye. Listen you don’t talk to us. We will do the talking here. We, need you to stay away from kai more or less talk to him. If in the rare consequences he comes and talk to you, wait who am I kidding he wont ever talk to you.” She quite harshly said

“Like I would care” you said

“and same goes to the other members keep your dirty money finding fingers to your self” said a girl who looked quite familiar.

Jeez these people and their threats. As I walked to the cafeteria I saw exo k with their probably uncomfortable faces heading towards the door. I thought it wouldn’t be so much of a great idea to eat here so I head out to the rooftop. There was what looked like a place to sit down there so since no ones coming id just lay down and text to my friends in the orphanage still thinking where did those two people head off two didn’t mam mildred say they were in the same school as me? When I texted my friend I heard the door open. Luckily for me the place where I was is far from the door

“ahh fresh air” CHANYEOL?!?! What is EXO doing here?

“you saw those people? They looked like they want to kiss us :)) but its ok they can kiss our posters.” I figured kai said that.

“kai, you miserable person you had your heart broken by her and you still like her?”  suho asked

“don’t you dare talk to me about love. You know nothing compared to what I have been through. Do you know what its like to love someone and get your heart ripped apart like its some piece of paper? I gave my everything to her. I trusted her with everything I have, yet she goes to someone else just cause she got bored with me. Does that give any sense to you huh? Suho yung you didn’t have a relationship as terrible as I did, and I doubt that any of you did. So don’t go talking to me about who to like and who not to like its my life and I want it to stay that way. Yes so I may still love her cause I know and I am sure that she will come back to me.” Tears coming out from his eyes

 He stomped outside the door then they left. Did they know I was there or something? Its like they came only to tell that to me then go.. but why am I crying? No, no, I don’t want to remember what happened again.

-FLASHBACK-

“get out”

“NO”

“I said get out if you don’t get out im throwing you. You and your lowly digredable self has no chance to stay in this house”

“but the house belongs to me”

“no as a matter of fact it belongs to me. Your parents were stupid to believe I liked them. They had money and I wanted it. Theyre gone and I have it now. Me and my daughter will live here”

-END-

I wasn’t supposed to remember that. But, you cant blame my head for it right?

This life is not what I wanted I wish I can take it all back with a time machine but … that’s impossible.