Siting in dark, as tears fall on to her delicate cheeks, she looks up at that moon with grim smile.  Bowing her head, as she clasps her hands together,

“I pray to be only yours.”  

 Two days earlier, August 14. ~

Sujeong is debating with herself, to see what kind of cake she will make. As she begins to pout over the fact that every cake looks fun to make, and she knows he’ll enjoy it.  She hears a series of knocks, almost like a code: With that she eagerly opened the door, to see someone in winter wear. “Aren’t you hot?” she giggled, as she closes the door behind him, “yes but, it’s worth it because I know you’re waiting.” He smiled, as he removed the extra clothing. 

Her eyes widen at the sight, “Your hair, you change it.” She pouted, “Yeah.” He stretched and sat onto the coach and looked at her, “you don’t like it?” he raised a brow, “Huh, no I just miss your long hair.” She smiled, “You didn’t tell me.” She mumbled taking her place next to him; he then quickly shifted his glazed to her. “I think it looks good, next time I’ll tell you I promise.” He smiled running a hand through his hair, as she nodded; only to blush knowing he heard her.

 “Are you hungry?”  She smiled, “hmm I could eat.” He playfully tapped his lips “what should we make?” he smiled, as he stood up and pulled her up along.  “Hmmm, Can we have grill meat?” he smiled, “He, but that’s hard Oppa.” Sujeong pouted unconsciously, “When you do that, you make it hard not to kiss you, every second of the day.” He smirked playfully, flustered she turned away. “Alright Daniel Oppa, let’s make your grilled meat” she grinned as she walked over to get her shoes, “You start the vegetables, while I’ll go get the meat.” Sujeong smiled, “wait! It’s too late for you to go to the store by yourself.” He said, “I’ll be fine. Daniel, any sweets you want?” she smiled, “Hmmm Chocolate.” He smiled, “And sweetie, please be careful.” He sighed.

Please be careful, I wouldn’t be able to handle you being gone.

As she walked out, he couldn’t help but to smile, she was his world and she was his, no one could change that, even after his birthday, no one could change that. He knew Noonas would show more interest, to everyone was man, but to Sujeong he was Daniel, the guy who help her learn Korean, the guy who showed up at her door by accident. The guy who saved her.

Nothing would change that right. I am only Sujeong Cho’s

As he chopped the vegetables, he couldn’t help but to glace at the clock,

She should have been back by now.

As panic roses, he rushed to get his shoes on, as he began to try and put the winter coat on, he stared at the door. “Damn!” he cursed as anger and fear was boiling, and left it on the floor.

Sujeong, hurry and get back here! You know what Fine! I’m going to find you!

He rushed out the door, sprinted down the hallway and out the apartment complex. He then began to stop and frantically search around

Which way! Wait the ahjumma

He then ran to the right, as he sprinted toward her shop, only heard familiar voices.

That sounds like MinJun’s voice, and Sujeong? No way!

with a grin he looked toward the alley way only to feel his stomach twist in disgust and anger, but he could blow his cover, he knew to them, to the world, Sujeong and Daniel were just stranger s just like everyone else in the world, no one knew how she could barely speak Korean, but she grew to understand it, or how she hated to be touched by someone unknown, no one knew how she had a past that she didn’t want to be mention. No one knew the pain she was going through right now, except for him, knowing that fact, his heart was ripping to pieces; finally an idea came to his head

 “So, you want to be ma girl!” a drunkard smirked, as she pushed him away, “awe come on, baby” He smirked, as his friend were laughed along. “Seriously!” she pushed, “Yah!” Niel roared, “Niel-ah what are you doing here.” He laughed, “Hyung, leave the girl and let’s go.” He smirked, “nah, don’t ruin it.” One of the trainees smirked, “Please let me go!” Sujeong said, “Andy Hyung on his way!” Niel gasped, “!” he let the girl fall to the ground.  “Hurry guys” he cursed as they sped off in the opposite direction, “Sujeong.” He started, he could see it in her face, she wanted to cry, she wanted to yell, she mostly wanted to be comforted, but he knew she was mostly ashamed at herself.  “Sweetie, I got worried.” He smiled as he held her tightly. “Oppa, I’m sorry.” She hugged him back, holding back tears. “Shh, sweetie everything is okay,” he hugged her tightly.

I will protect you better, I swear it.

“Say ah!” he smiled, holding a piece of meat for her. “Ah” she shyly opened , only for him to pull it away, “hey” she laughed, “ah” he smiled, “ah.” With that he placed it on her tongue, “is it good?” he smiled, “It so delicious!” she smiled, “aren’t I amazing” he chuckled, “Yes.” She smiled, staring at him, at first he didn’t notice, “Hmm?” he blinked, “Oppa, What are you doing for your birthday?” she smiled, “hmm celebrating with angels, then I’m chilling with Hyungs, and then if it okay, I was going to eat dinner with you.” He smiled, “why?” he blinked, “ah nothing, I just wondering.” She smiled, although it was a genuine smile, deep down she felt worried

All those Noonas will look at you as someone they can go after. You don’t notice but all those girls look at you with a certain sparkle. Besides I’m not even Korean, how would anyone approve of us together, I’m going to enjoy this time together, even if our last, I will cherish it.

“Yah, Come back to earth.” He laughed, as Sujeong smiled, “No, come to mars with me.” She giggled as they laughed together, only to hear light rain. “I guess it going to rain.” He smiled, “I guess I’ll has to stay here.” He sighed, “That’s okay” Sujeong blushed, “Well shall we clean these up.” He smiled, as she nodded.

As the couple cleaned the dishes, they stole glances from each other, “Sujeong, you know something…. I will always love you.” He smiled, surprising the girl. “I love you.” He smiled; “I love you too” she smiled.

Even if you don’t mean that, I’m still happy by it, Sujeong smiled, as she walked to get a towel for the dishwasher since it was leaking. “What this?” Niel blinked seeing the wrapping ribbon,

 She does too much for me I swear,

He smiled brightly as he placed it back in its hiding place, as he didn’t want her to feel bad, since he found out earlier. As he placed the dishes up, he could help to keep glancing at the ribbon. “Oppa?” she blinked, “Ah yes?” he turned, “I set up the bed, for you.” She smiled, “ah so…you lied?” he chuckled,  “eh” she smiled, “I wanted you to be comfortable, so I moved the mattress around…next to each other” she smiled only to blush at the end. “Well, all the dishes are done, so why don’t we go watch a movie.” Niel smiled, entwining his fingers with hers, “mmm okay.” She smiled only to yawned, “Are you sleepy? Long day at school?” he smiled as they walked down the hall. “It was okay.” She smiled, as another yawned came up. “Man you’re really tired.” Niel sighed, “Are you getting enough sleep, honey.” He said slightly worried.  “Yes I am I’m fine, really I am.” She smiled, as he continued to stare at her face, her chubby cheeks were slightly losing the chubbiness. “You make me worry, sometimes.” He kissed her forehead. “I’m fine.” She smiled.

As long as I have you, I’m in heaven

As Niel grabbed the extra clothes, he leaves for nights like this.  Sujeong noticed his phone lighting up, with a ringer that was foreign to her, a message had come in, as much as she wanted to look, she couldn’t do it. She needed to trust him and besides it was his phone, and he deserves what privacy he has. As he came out the shower, Sujeong pouted, “Your Hair, I miss it.” She whined, “Well I miss sleeping with you.” He smiled as he hugged the girl tightly. “Well since we are washed up, it’s time for bed time.” He smiled, as he picked up the girl and placed her on the bed, “Good Night, sweetie.” He kissed her forehead with extra force, “You’re such a-” “amazing gorgeous big lipped kind Prince.” He smiled as he cut her off, “Hmm no, you’re a dork.” She laughed, “But you’re my dork.” She kissed his nose, “good night.” She smiled placing her lips on his forehead, surprising him.

As they laid in the darkness her thoughts began to go out of control again. She began to fight within herself

“You should have checked his phone, what if he cheating; now you will never know..” ,”Daniel wouldn’t do that”, “Maybe not Daniel, but what about Niel?” the voice smirked, “You say it all the time, Daniel and Niel are two different people, as much as Daniel loves you, Niel could have other girls, and now he can have grown woman.”

As her thought grew worst, she couldn’t sleep, with that she turned the TV on, quiet enough not to bother the sleeping boy next to her.

“T-ara’s Boram has her Eye on Teen Top’s Niel; Niel 19^th birthday is tomorrow, what will happen will the pair meet and date.”

Bad timing!

As she tossed a bear at the TV, a sigh was released shocking her, “what’s wrong?” he wrapped his arms around her waist, “You need to sleep, sweetie.” He yawned, “I’m sorry.” She sighed, “What for, for not being able to sleep or for throwing, Mr. Snow? How is that you fault?” he chuckled

As she watched the sun rise, she felt sadden for some reason, she felt that maybe she should have read his messages, but she didn’t want to, she trust him right? She was now facing an inter conflict

“You should have just peak at it...” “I trust Daniel… that all that matters~

“Why are you so lost in your thoughts?” Niel rested his head on her shoulder, as they stood on the balcony. “I was thinking about….” She started; “about?” he blinked. “About us, What if there’s a Noona, who you love.” She started only to whisper, “more than me.” An airy sigh was released, “I couldn’t hear you Love.” He lifted his head from her shoulder; he then turned the girl around to see her eyes watering.

What’s really on your mind, my angel?

“Sujeong, what’s really bothering you?” he moved a rebelling strand of her hair behind her ear. “I… just realized how tired I am.” She smiled.

You don’t want to tell me, I won’t push it then, he then pecked her forehead. “I love you” he whispered on to her forehead. “I love you too.” She mumbled.

 As she looked up at his eyes, she could tell he knew she was lying.

I can’t tell you the truth because I’m scared, I don’t want you to think I’m too clingy, I’m scared that you’re going to leave me. I try hard to believe in our love, but there are so many wonderful girls who deserve you.

As they cooked breakfast, she noticed his phone was ringing; the same foreign ringtone dwelled in her ears. “Is something wrong?” He blinked, “Your phone…” she pointed as his eyes widen, “I thought I had it on vibrate.” He smiled as he picked it up; his eyes widen and he took a gulp. “I need to take this….” He said quietly, as she nodded.

As he closed and locked the door, his heart was attempting to jump out of his throat, “Noona…” he voice shook. “I missed you too.” He whispered.

As Sujeong began to make him lunch, for his trip to Gangnam, she took note of the time he went into the bathroom for the call. She didn’t want to disturb him, but mind begin to tell her to go knock on the door, while her heart was telling her to telling her to trust him.

Just go to the door for a quick second…

The feeling of being held snapped her out of her thoughts. “Sorry, I had to talk with Hyungs.” He laid his head on top of hers. “Oh I see” she said as she felt somewhat relived, “I love you so much, Sujeong.” He grip got tighter, his breathing unsteady, “Please remember that no matter what…” He said as tears brimmed in his eyes. “No matter what, I love you, so please stay by my side.” He said calming his breathing down. “I will always love you, silly.” She laughed. “What’s wrong?” she blinked attempting to turn to face. “nothing.” He smiled, “well I’m off to go meet up with Hyungs for my party.” He smiled, “I’ll be back tomorrow.” He kissed her temple.

All you need to do is, meet her once, explain you have Sujeong, and walk away.

As he headed for their dorm, he glanced back at Sujeong apartment.

Please stay with me, even though I have to do this

~

“How was your night?” C.A.P Laughed as he ruffled Niel hair. “It was fine.” He smiled, “Man, the club we’re going to hit up, is amazing.” L.joe smirked, “Hey I heard your special stylist Noona going to be there.” ChunJi smirked. His stomach twist and turned, “Really, that’ll be interesting.” He smiled, as they put on their shoes, “well shall we head out?” Minsoo roared with a goofy smile.

~

As they walked in, he could feel the stares, he was nervous. The booming music and the smell of drinks, smokes from the machine, and body rubbing filled his nose, he was in a daze, he just wanted to hurry, “Our special guest, who is now legal and can drink has arrived!~” The DJ smiled, “Happy Birthday Niel!~” the club roared. As Teen Top sat at their table, he could feel his Hyungs eyes on him, “Yes?” he laughed, “Are you going to drink?” he smiled, “Just a little.” He smiled.

Soon drinks were passed around; they were now up to their 3^rd round, “I better stop here” he chuckled. “Fine!” they laughed, “You have a guest anyway.” L.joe whispered, he turned to see his 1^st love, Park Hyorin, “Hi baby, oh wait you’re a man now” she smirked, “Noona.” He blinked, as the emotions rushed back to him. It was like it happen yesterday

~

“So guys we have a new Noona.” Ricky smiled, “you think she’ll be pretty?” He blinked, “you guys, she here to work, not to flirt with us.” Niel laughed, as they open the door, everything got in slow motion,  as the New Noona turned, “Annyeong” she winked,  “Annyeonghaesayo!” they bowed, Niel cheeks were flushed, his heart was beating fast.

What is this?

That day marked Niel’s first love.

Niel was always trying to impress Hyorin, with simply loving actions, whether it was flowers or Chocolates, he tried hard for her to see him as a man, and not a Dongsaeng, he was young, but he knew how to be in love.

Soon Hyorin acknowledge the fact that he was in love with her, so she figured why not have a little fun, but then she fell into his love. They began to develop a serious relationship, on their first anniversary, they went too far, and she knew but she honestly didn’t care anymore, besides it was just a game to her.  All they needed were each other, for different reasons: Love and Amusement.

That was until, he learned the truth of their relationship, how she had a fiancé who was overseas, and when he asked her to break it off, she simply told him, “Silly child.”

His heart shattered at the moment, he became cold off camera, sometimes even on camera, his heart was just a toy to her, yet she still had a power to control him, whatever she asked him to do, he would do it in heartbeat.  Then to make things worse, she brought her fiancé to work, there he knew it was over, he learned he never had a chance.

As half year passed by, he was walking in the rain just because, but this day marked the day he would find that he had second chance at love.  

As he walked by an alley he heard a scream, the scream that change his heart, he felt that he had to help her “What are you doing!” he glared toward the guys, who were attempting to kidnap the poor girl “Please let me go.” She said in English, when he heard her voice, something made him know he needed to protect her. “Can you let my Sister go?” He asked as his fist tightens, he couldn’t fight but he could bluff a good buff. “She’s your sister?” the man who appeared only a little older than him gawked, “Yeah, come on let her go.” He glared, “the police are already looking for her.” He glared. “They may be on their way, right now.” He smirked, “let’s go, guys.” He glared, “we need to be able to become trainees.” The leader dropped the girl, and they ran off.

“Are you okay?” he held out his hand, as the girl slowly looked up at him, her eyes held pain. “I’m Daniel.” He smiled, he stared at her waiting for her reply, only to get a faint whisper: “I have no name, and I am not Korean.” He knew enough English to figure out what she said, as he helps her up.  “Where are you from?” he asked, “Please don’t make me go back!” she cried backing away and to fall in mud. “I won’t."  He struggled, “I help you.” He smiled, as the girl looked up at him with her two toned eyes, “You mean I want to help you” she giggled at his Engrish. “English, me, umm not compatible” he smiled, hoping to see the girl giggle again.

That meeting marked their relationship, but also the day he forgot about his Noona.

~
He tried to calm down, but she had that power over him.  “I missed you.” She pouted, “What about your fiancé?” he glared, “I broke off the engagement.” She smiled, as she sat next to him, showing off her legs

Why are you taking so long, don’t get in.

“So baby, shall we continue where we left off” she smirked, as she attack his neck, as much as he wanted to say stop, he couldn’t. However Sujeong wasn’t’ on the back of his mind, as he begins to see her teary face flash in his mind.

All she has is me.

~

As Sujeong had finally finished decorating the home for his birthday, she let out a gentle sigh. “I think he’s going to like it.” She giggled, as she set up the table, she noticed the clock.

I need to hurry.

As she rushed to fix her makeup and appearance, she was excited for her plan. She was going to show up at the club, since Andy did invite her too. Then they would come back and see the master pieces. As she twirled, she smiled at her appearance, as she made her way to get her trainers; she blinked to see that she left her key.

~

“You’re so deep in thought.” She pouted, as Niel couldn’t find his words. His mind began to replay all of their memories, not of him and hyorin, but of Sujeong. As he finally found his mouth, a wicked idea popped into his head:

“Why not do to her, what she did to me?” "Sujeongie… "I will hurt her in the process.”, “But… I”

He was snapped out of his thoughts as she was now sitting on him, while kissing his lips, he could smell the problem she was drunk.

At the same time Sujeong was talking with Andy as they walked over to Teen top table.

“You’re really one of a kind.” He smiled at the girl.

Sujeong and Andy became close, when Niel had nowhere else for her to live, and he knew Andy would help.

Just Andy looked in the direction his eyes widen, he quickly turned hoping Sujeong didn’t see.

But he was too late.

As tears spilled down her cheeks, her chest heaved, she wasn’t prepared for this.

I knew this was coming but why so soon.

“Sujeong, it may not be as we think it is.”  Andy blocked the girl’s view. “No it’s fine.” she forced a smile, and ran out of the club.” Hyung, where niel’s special girl, I thought it was his Noona, but it wasn’t” Changjo explained, “I was trying to help.” He explained, “I know Jonghyun.” He sighed, “Should we tell him?” “I don’t know” Andy sighed

~

At the corner of his eyes, he saw a Sujeong with tears running from her eyes.

Without thinking he pushed the girl off of him. “Sujeong!” he screamed he began to search the club.  

Soon he was out of breath, “Sujeong.” He called, as he looked around only to see Changjo
“Hyung, did you see her?” he asked his breath shaking. “Yeah, I invited her to surprise you.” He said, “I just didn’t know you would have been, swapping saliva. “ Andy glared. “Hyung you have to help me please” he begged. “This isn’t my fault.” He sighed, “You’re a man now.” He said, “But remember, a real can admit his mistakes and not blame others Daniel.” He patted his shoulder. “The key” he handed him her key.

Sujeong, please forgive me. I’ll do whatever it takes

With that Niel and Andy rushed to her house.

~

Siting in dark, as tears fall on to her delicate cheeks, she looks up at that moon with grim smile.  Bowing her head, as she clasps her hands together,

“I pray to be only yours.”  

“Shouldn’t I be saying that right now?” Niel laughed as his chest was heaving high, this cause the girl to turned.

“I ruined my own birthday party.” He laughed gently as Sujeong just stared as tears fell. “I made you cry again.” He sighed as he sat next to her on the balcony. “I’m really sorry; I should have told you when she first called me.” He said, “No, she not my other girlfriend, but she is my first… love.” He said as more tears fell. “I should have not let her kiss me.” He brushed he curly hair behind her ear. “I should have told her about right away.” He sighed, “I was at first, but then a rush emotions hit me, and my mind, told me to get revenge.” He said looking at the moon,

“Revenge?” Sujeong blinked, “Well, she played with my heart and made me believed she loved me, but she had a fiancé.” He smirked, “Why would she do that!” Sujeong glared, “because I was young and naïve. I regret a lot of things, I mean she was my first everything.” He said as he felt Sujeong hand touch his, which surprised him, “I may not be your first love nor time…but I want to be your last.” She blushed as their eyes stared in to each other. “I really do love you.” He chuckled and kissed her forehead, “And Sujeong you will be my last.” He smiled, “because you’re my only hope.” He stared into her eyes.

~

“Daniel Oppa, Happy Birthday.” She smiled holding a a cake.