I’ve never been expecting this kind of love. Its Overwhelming. I’m Hae ri, a certified shawol, taemint to be exact. Im a typical fangirl who buys all shinee stuffs. Posters to albums to standees to shirts to banners name it and I have it.Well I don’t care if others call it a waste of money though… for me its not…They don’t understand the needs of a fangirl. I’m not into gadgets…I’m more into Kpop stuffs

As an avid fan, I’m planning on going to korea for their concert. You don’t know how much fasting I did.Do my parents approve? They don’t care eventually, I belong to a broken family. My dad is a Korean that’s why I can understand their language but this will be my first time in korea. I stayed at mom side but she has another family and so is my dad. They don’t care about me that’s for sure right now. Music is my buddy right now. The only thing I can relate to.

I worked as a translator and even a sub as a preschool teacher for Korean kids just to earn money. Can’t wait to see taemin-ah

Finally the day came. My flight to Korea. YES FINALLY! I went there a day before. I passed by down the location of the event and they are already preparing. Cant wait to use my lightstick and be a part of the pearlescent blue ocean. I stayed up on a cheap hotel to save up. I threw my bags and literally thrown myself into bed…Giggling…Excited for tomorrow… I cant wait to see taemin…My taemin hahahaha

TAEMIN’S POV

This is crazy. We’ve been rehearsing for almost everyday. We need to satisfy our fans. I need to. I love them. Not to the the point that I fall for them but thinking that there might be a chance. I don’t know.. There are times when it brushes into my mind. What if I WILL FALL IN LOVE WITH A FAN? Well, fans give you love to the fact that you don’t give it back to them. They idolize and accept the criticism that we should be accepting. They Love us more than anythings else and willing to fight for you. Well I think those characteristics are cool so I’m considering the fact that I maybe dating one of my fans….Or maybe NOT

By the way, Sment are encouraging new trainees right now, Hope I can meet them soon. Enough of that. Tomorrow is a big night for the five of us. Hope we can see the most beautiful color once again…PEARLESCENT BLUE

“Taemin-ah, are you staying here?”

“De I’ll at the dorm later hyung just go first”

“Okay, just tell me if you need a ride”

“Ne hyung~”

I was practing hard till I satisfied myself with my performance. Usually, hyungs go first and I’ll be sticking here at the practice room. Sometimes Onew hyung practices with me. I’m more close to him. Before we use to hang out and have voice tutorials by ourselves without knowing that one day we will be members of Shinee

I feel so exhausted. Practice our routines several times.. I got a call from hyung

“Where are you?”

“Practice room hyung”

“Have you eaten”

“Not yet but I will”

“Okay, we’ll eat here first”

“De, eat well”

So I literally lay on the floor and stared at the ceiling. I’m not nervous for tomorrow cause I know we can do it smoothly I’m more excited I think something will happen..Eventually

I went outside Sment covering my face with a cap and I just wore simple clothes so they wont recognize me. Suddenly I just feel walking on the streets. Just to feel the cold breeze run through me. I think some people are noticing me… This Is bad… I started to walk faster and faster there and then I bumped into someone. She fell down… I think she’s weak

HAE RI’S POV

I decided to go for a walk on the streets. The coldness of the air relaxes my body. I walked and walked passing through people I don’t know. I was looking at the sides and just walked and walked and then I bumped into someone and it made me fell down. Gosh hae ri why so clumsy?

I apologized to the young man

“Oh Mianhe. I wasn’t looking”

He offered his hand into me and pulled me up

“No  don’t be. It was also my fault. I wasn’t looking” What a gentle man

I looked at his face and familiar features came up.

It was taemin… LEE TAEMIN

I was so surprised and shocked and I shouted

“TAEMIN?”

Everyone looked at us. What am I doing? But Oh my gosh Its lee taemin. He went closer and covered my mouth with his hand and pulled me somewhere

“Yah!”

“I-I’m s-Sorry” I’m really nervous

“Now I can’t go out”

I bowed my head “Mianhe”

“Its done already. Reporters are outside. This will be an issue”

“Im sorry, I just cant shut my mouth sometimes”

“Its okay, I just need to call Onew hyung. Do you have a phone?”

“De” I handed him mine

I stared at him. I can’t imagine how lucky I right now to see lee taemin in person. He talked to the phone

“Excuse me but where do you live?”

“Wae?”

“Hyung will pick me up there”

“I don’t live here but I have a hotel. I just went to korea for your concert”

“Oh I see. Mind if I join you for a while?”

“No I don’t” Gosh I know I’m blushing. Eotoke?

TAEMIN’S POV

This girl is something. She just shouted my name in the crowed. Now all their eyes are on me. I dragged her somewhere. I don’t know how to escape this. I stared at her. Her eyes were in the color of light brown, her wavy cute hair her features.. I think she’s pretty.

I borrowed her phone… Actually I have mine, In my pocket but I just need to know her number at least.. I think this is love at first sight. Even though this girl is loud…I think she has a good personality

I went to her place. It was tidy and clean. We talked

“Are you a shinee fan?”

“Ne, your fan”

“Jeongmallyo?”

“De” she nodded

“Thank you for letting me stay here for a while”

“Its nothing.I know this is my fault”

“are you attending the concert tomorrow?”

“Ne”

“Well I hope I can see you there at least”

“Hope to see you too”

I don’t know why I feel so comfortable with her. She’s cute. She really is

I heard Hyung’s car. I rushed outside as she stares as me

“Excuse me…”

“De?”

“But can I at least know your name?”

“Hae ri…Park Hae ri”

“I’ll see you around then Hae ri”

End

Now she’s so excited for tomorrow. She’s giggling, hitting herself continuously. Then she heard her phone beeped. Text message from an unknown number

Hello! Thank you for letting me stay at your place. Don’t worry, issues won’t be published. I hope so. We’ll see you tomorrow Hae ri :D

-taemin

Did he just texted me? What a nice guy….

Finally the day came. I wore a shinee shirt with a cute little skirt I bought here. Hope I can see him once again

Just before I leave the house my phone beeped

T: Can I see you before going to the concert

H: mwo? I don’t have access to your backstage

T: Then let’s meet up and I’ll let you come here

H: are you sure?

T: de, hyungs want to see you

H: na? WAE?

T: just come. Let’s meet at the back of the event okay?

H: de

What the hell? Did Lee taemin just texted me to meet him up? Eotokke?

I did what he texted and good thing he was there.

“Kaja?”

I nodded.

He held my hand and pulled me to the backstage. I met other shinee members there. They were cool and handsome:">

I went to my position… in front near the stage as I watch Mr. lee taemin sing as he looks at me intensively

I FROZE. Everytime our eyes meet. I JUST ING FREEZE.

The time that each member is to say their messages to fans and it was taemin’s turn

Lately, I’ve met someone…No I bumped into her on the street and she shouted my name in the crowd. That’s how we met. And by the time I saw her light brown eyes, her cute wavy her and her features I think I’ve fallen in love. Park Hae Ri....

Then he just smiled at me. Will you let me know you more and have a date with me tomorrow?

The crowd went wild. Some because of disappointment somewhere just ugh… Jealous I guess?

Then a spot light hit my face. They were all looking at me. Taemin smiled and said

Will you let me?

I nodded blushing real hard… This will be my new start… first meeting him…next loving him ♥

Shinee proceeded to their final song. Everyone sang together as I look at him…He was still staring and a smile on his face was visible enough to see that he is excited for tomorrow...

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